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I interrupted a rape in progress on my way to work. I was cocked and told 'em (aggressively) to take that shit somewhere else dont be behind my crib with all that bullshit. Didn't know it was a rape in progress but he ran off and she thanked me many times. She tried to run his ass over...lol Told her to relax and call whoever she needed but i gotta go to work. Fuck....

what the fuck is with every field (knowledge) of science is flawed?
If this is the case they all just need to aver that we all dumb as hell but trying. why the hell is all this misinformation taught in schools as fact?
this bull shit is fucked cuz
i am the dumbest white mothafucka i know
wut?

edit: eating another bar get more mon if wanted but may have to pass to keep WDs at bay... hard decision
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Take it easy on yourself.
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no I fucked too much shit up I'm quite pissed at myself I burned all the bridges I have 3 friends left haha just want to fuck one

have given up on sex/love completely because I found that shit in myself like a moron

CoastTwoCoast said:
How do you usually get your benzos?
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central american pharmacy trips iirc

me gusta alprazolam *POINTS* gringo cash

CoastTwoCoast said:
is it better if you stay off of them?
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I have to "LEARN COPING STRATEGIES" this is something even I know but don't care to do

so I'm just planning new and different ways to abandon my body

and eating too much to erase bad feelings
 
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PtahTek said:
I interrupted a rape in progress on my way to work. I was cocked and told 'em (aggressively) to take that shit somewhere else dont be behind my crib with all that bullshit. Didn't know it was a rape in progress but he ran off and she thanked me many times. She tried to run his ass over...lol Told her to relax and call whoever she needed but i gotta go to work. Fuck....

what the fuck is with every field (knowledge) of science is flawed?
If this is the case they all just need to aver that we all dumb as hell but trying. why the hell is all this misinformation taught in schools as fact?
this bull shit is fucked cuz
i am the dumbest white mothafucka i know
wut?

edit: eating another bar get more mon if wanted but may have to pass to keep WDs at bay... hard decision
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Whoa, that's intense! You're a hero! I wish she had run him over. Piece of shit.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
c2c I even have like, a lot of bars just no desire to take them

my brain is so sick if I don't have a solid hypnotic like... all the good ones... oh and i probably have those too just zero fucks given
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Well it's probably better not to take them then.
I'm waiting for a couple of hours to take a few hydrocodone around midnight. I feel tightly wound. Nerves bad and just icky feeling mood.

Yeah, shit is bumming me out easy too. Take care of yourself. Take a break if you need to.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
That's what I thought but it's kind of depressing
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Yeah, Cap'n. It is depressing and dealing with it is fucked. Been eating bars since mon and love the way the week goes without knowledge. haha
you dont want yo bars, brrr?

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Whoa, that's intense! .... I wish she had run him over. Piece of shit.
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I wish he woulda faced me so I could unload on his ass. HJahahahahah
 
I just talked to my best friend in the whole world who still lives back in my city about cats on the phone for an hour

I only need one man I don't want shit to do with anyone else. That girl at work will go out with me too cap but I'm over it now

DXM and magick and cats till I die
 
Rape makes me sick, it's so fucked up. It's also fucked up how little punishment guys often get. The fact anything but petty drug charges often results in MORE prison time than rape is so messed up. Rapists should be locked up and removed from society like other violent criminals. I also hate how women are often afraid to report rapes because of how invasive it is and how they are often not believed.
 
devilsgospel said:
I just talked to my best friend in the whole world who still lives back in my city about cats on the phone for an hour

I only need one man I don't want shit to do with anyone else. That girl at work will go out with me too cap but I'm over it now

DXM and magick and cats till I die
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awwww go out w/ her maybe you still get laid

she prolly just wants that D
 
Captain.Heroin said:
maybe you still get laid
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if I give this advice to myself....

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Captain.Heroin said:
I am so mentally sick that it's probably part of my disorder/disease to want to go through it.
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I mainly do it for another. If it were me fuck it. If I misread the post it's more likely poetic and this has never been my forte.

Who the hell has to work tomorrow? And how high or not high are you ATM?
up to ~5mg alp
40mg oxy
2300mg gabap
four fat lines of "good" coke (coulda tested it inna spoon with baking soda but didn't have time) an hour or wo ago
weed weed weed
be up for a min cause i like the buz and the absence of babylon
 
Captain.Heroin said:
i was SO READY to quit all the drugs other than pot for him

i really was

now i just sit in the dark and cry alone

just like woke up and had a dab and that's about it, yeah I know I am lameooooooooo
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Oh captain.. I feel for you bud. Id give you a sweet dick pic to chear you up, but.. Theres no button for it atm.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
i was SO READY to quit all the drugs other than pot for him
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drugs is what we do, cap'n. here we are
we change for what?
i have sacrificed my impulsiveness but im the same i was 40 yrs ago. maybe more dependable but there is no chance in hell i would give up everything for another... there gotta be a compromise, IMO. if not fuck em and feed em fish eyes and red rice
 
SS373dOH said:
Oh captain.. I feel for you bud. Id give you a sweet dick pic to chear you up, but.. Theres no button for it atm.
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that's ok i'll live

i have a few pretty sweet fuck buds that we're all on a level with

we know we're not in love w/ each other it's just hot sex i can live w/ that

i've been pretty awful towards ... well probably 2 out of 3 of them and I have to make up for it w/ my d
 
PtahTek said:
drugs is what we do, cap'n. here we are
we change for what?
i have sacrificed my impulsiveness but im the same i was 40 yrs ago. maybe more dependable but there is no chance in hell i would give up everything for another... there gotta be a compromise, IMO. if not fuck em and feed em fish eyes and red rice
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<3

I would change for LURRVE I was so in love with him. And it's sad that I felt the same SADNESS in him that I have in myself. Like COMA listening to ADAM's tape. It's just so GROSS.

EWW do not WANTTT

why do I seek out love
 
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