Veins went clear missed shot complications, CNS hiding veins help
fucked up shot the other night, was already having issues w veins blown or disappearing as a result of overuse and having incredibly shakey hands which leads to fuck ups pretty consistently when any of my prime spots are down the drain.. current issue is after the other night which consisted of missing a speedball shot, hitting artiery continuing to push anyway bc “aT lEAsT iTs In” as a veteran iv user I should have known better w how it was turning out ending up losing a fair bit of blood bc there were a couple other issues. I’ve hit arteries b4 and not had this issue however since then abt 2-3 days ago every vein has disappeared completely, cannot see any not even in my hands or which is typical for me to end up in, in situations where I’m having issues hitting ….
This has happened really only one other time 4 me to this degree where I can see absolutely nothing, when tweaking n poked 8000000 times, iv M is isn’t my thing typically. This occurred during a relapse in which I was also on vivitrol. This was years ago but in that circumstance poking to no avail but not being able to stop resulted in a similar issue. I believe this issue is related to my CNS as a protection… really interested in any information or if others have experienced this and how to get these mfs to stop playing hide and seek. I aim to be safe and missing is a waste imo… so also hoping someone has some suggestions on getting them back ASAP… windmilling my arms like a psycho doesn’t help, neither does tying off in this situation….. and hate the idea of me poking w zero visibility and zero touch indicators of vein
plz tell me someone knows what this is about and how to help or any tips.
I am aiming to make the jump off in the next couple weeks however this would be incredibly helpful in terms of harm reduction for myself as im finding myself in this annoying issue once again and maybe someone else who may experience this issue or hopefully preventing someone else from ending up in a less than safe situation.
My insane levels of anxiety surely doesn’t help, (not related to my use I’m just mentally ill babes), but currently anxiety is at a base line level for me and not very anxious currently, I don’t workout but I do take my dog on walks, clean my house, pace like a maniac etc that would hopefully help blood flow but nothing I try is working. Fluids have not been helpful either. Have been having to go in my legs as my arms, hands and feet were kinda getting shot out before this incident. I chronically blow through the vein even when using the correct length for injection site due to my shakey hands unfortunately this is my roa and really need some advice on how to prevent this going forward.
* just to mention, when I say they are all gone that’s exactly what I mean, now they are not actually all gone but for 2-3 days since my fuck up there is not fucking one visible. I can usually at worst see some streaking in my legs or feet or chest and get an idea of some there but literally NOT ONE

im trying to remain calm and really need to be able to hit safely asap im still looking through threads to see if something like this has been posted but haven’t came across anything