Blankenstein
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 19, 2021
- Messages
- 410
Just thought I’d check in.
@ions i don’t know you story, but there has been a period of my life where I had an intense fear of anything technology related. Not saying it’s the same as you, but I have had irrational fears of technology that caused quite a serious impact on my life. I’m glad you are progressing. Good stuff man.
@somnilicious i can’t relate to having hep C, but I have had/still do have a health issue that I’m trying to ignore, but need to tackle head on. I’m not going to say what it is, but it’s like having a dark cloud over my head all the time. I Hope you get the help/treatment you need. Good luck dude.
@chinup good stuff on minimising the boozing! Also keep up the running! I’m running again, but spacing it out a few days apart to try stop aggravating an issue with my knee.
Now time for my depressing update... if I’m at work I’m sober for 14 days (apart from 2 days as I bring a few beers with me). But my drug use is getting worse when I get home...
I’m using hundreds of milligrams of oxy or equivalent of jurnista in a sitting. Plus a couple of benzos to add a little sedation.
I’ve been wanting to switch to heroin to save money, but the people I buy off won’t sell it to me. Don’t want me to go down that path.
It’s sucks I’m making decent money but spend so much when I’m home for a week and can’t even remember the week I’m at home. Im
Not surfing anymore really or doing anything positive, just using.
just had a long talk with a close friend who was heroin addict for a few years and recently kicked meth. Think we are going to go to NA meetings when I get back from work. I told him even if I don’t want to go to just drag me.
anyway that’s my sad story. But i shouldn’t complain. On my week off I went to my cousins 1 year memorial of his death. I shouldn’t complain. My uncle, aunt and cousin are really struggling. I’m just a whiny fuck head.
@ions i don’t know you story, but there has been a period of my life where I had an intense fear of anything technology related. Not saying it’s the same as you, but I have had irrational fears of technology that caused quite a serious impact on my life. I’m glad you are progressing. Good stuff man.
@somnilicious i can’t relate to having hep C, but I have had/still do have a health issue that I’m trying to ignore, but need to tackle head on. I’m not going to say what it is, but it’s like having a dark cloud over my head all the time. I Hope you get the help/treatment you need. Good luck dude.
@chinup good stuff on minimising the boozing! Also keep up the running! I’m running again, but spacing it out a few days apart to try stop aggravating an issue with my knee.
Now time for my depressing update... if I’m at work I’m sober for 14 days (apart from 2 days as I bring a few beers with me). But my drug use is getting worse when I get home...
I’m using hundreds of milligrams of oxy or equivalent of jurnista in a sitting. Plus a couple of benzos to add a little sedation.
I’ve been wanting to switch to heroin to save money, but the people I buy off won’t sell it to me. Don’t want me to go down that path.
It’s sucks I’m making decent money but spend so much when I’m home for a week and can’t even remember the week I’m at home. Im
Not surfing anymore really or doing anything positive, just using.
just had a long talk with a close friend who was heroin addict for a few years and recently kicked meth. Think we are going to go to NA meetings when I get back from work. I told him even if I don’t want to go to just drag me.
anyway that’s my sad story. But i shouldn’t complain. On my week off I went to my cousins 1 year memorial of his death. I shouldn’t complain. My uncle, aunt and cousin are really struggling. I’m just a whiny fuck head.