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Recovery ⫸⫸ THE RECOVERY THREAD 2020 ⫷⫷

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Captain.Heroin said:
Thank you Hylight that means a lot to me. I try to help others feel encouraged in recovery because I know how hard it is. I seem to....struggle with it a lot.

I'm about to run out of anything fun (not meth/heroin/benzos/alcohol, the latter two of which I have and have no desire to use) and cannabis (AHHHHHH) and if I have to quit cannabinoids it'll be the first time in..... 15 years. I know that's terrible.

It's going to hurt. I might lose my mind. I might start hurting myself I don't know what's going to happen.
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Sleep ! Sleep will help heal you so much !

You will see ! ♡♡♡♡♡
 
I got natural sleep last night and woke up to bad news. I'm stuck feeling like this for a while.

Going manic because I have alcohol and bzd's and not using them. I probably was on benzos "too long" esp. hypnotics and alcohol for enough time that it's truly fucked my brain.
 
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I got natural sleep last night and woke up to bad news. I'm stuck feeling like this for a while.

Going manic because I have alcohol and bzd's and not using them. I probably was on benzos "too long" esp. hypnotics and alcohol for enough time that it's truly fucked my brain.
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yes'a ! i couldn't even finish all of my alcohol last night and i don't even drink 😮.
 
drink expensive champagne not too potent light and medicating or just regular price bottle. it's almost like doing nothing. not to break any rules or anything but it will helps in keeping calmness, really alot.
for now ☹💙🦄⭐💓👍🏼💖🌞🌞🌞
 
Stayed clean all week while working a new job on 7.5hrs total sleep over 4 nights, 5 of those hours were Wed. night. I had a moment of exhaustion, depression and the realization that I have the whole weekend off with nothing to do that initiated some cravings(mostly for LSD) but now I'm laying in bed sober and content after a good meeting.

Thanks @Captain.Heroin as you said I should, I am feeling rather proud of myself at the moment. It feels good for once. I'm going to keep going. I saw this guy at the meeting, who is on my level that always approaches me and I found out he just got a year clean... Fuck yeah...I want that. Now I'm laying here sober and content in bed.

One week since my psychedelic adventure. Almost 2 weeks since that one line of dope and 12 days clean before that... So one hard drug lapse in 3 weeks. Been clean of all substances other than those 2 instances.
I hope everyone is doing well tonight.
 
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Well I made it through the night with no benzo what so ever ! i did !

And didn't awaken with a headache, either.

So the alcohol did help tremendously ( just two small glasses choked it down (didn't even gag jk lolol).
Supped on it for a 2 hr. movie. Had lot's of
ice cubes so that probably saved me.

Woke up no hang over effect, headache, or anything.

Cried alot real hard yesterday alot.

Other than that I prayed for strength to get through it all, and got blessed with another great day.

That sad depressed feeling though, it was horrible horrible horrible.

I am so glad that others can stay strong and get through these struggles, yes ! ♡
 
somnilicious said:
Stayed clean all week while working a new job on 7.5hrs total sleep over 4 nights, 5 of those hours were Wed. night. I had a moment of exhaustion, depression and the realization that I have the whole weekend off with nothing to do that initiated some cravings(mostly for LSD) but now I'm laying in bed sober and content after a good meeting.

Thanks @Captain.Heroin as you said I should, I am feeling rather proud of myself at the moment. It feels good for once. I'm going to keep going. I saw this guy at the meeting, who is on my level that always approaches me and I found out he just got a year clean... Fuck yeah...I want that. Now I'm laying here sober and content in bed.

One week since my psychedelic adventure. Almost 2 weeks since that one line of dope and 12 days clean before that... So one hard drug lapse in 3 weeks. Been clean of all substances other than those 2 instances.
I hope everyone is doing well tonight.
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I'm also 3 weeks clean from H, congrats
 
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