Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
Ever since my dad passed away, I've had this recurring dream where he doesn't understand what's going on and I just don't have the heart to tell him that he's dead. My mom's had the same dream too.
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Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
(Some of these dreams are just downright disturbing, so read with caution!)
March 13-14, 2022: "Dad in Vietnam/Gin & Tonic/Ex's Sister"
I found a video of my dad in the jungle during the Vietnam war (he was never there in real life) eating a live baby lion cub, which obviously upset me a lot. I decided that I really wanted a gin & tonic for some reason, but all of the bottles seemed strange to me. One bottle of gin looked like a 2-liter Sprite with a whipped cream nozzle on top.
My ex-fiancee's youngest sister lost her baby due to either a miscarriage or from terminating the pregnancy, and her family seemed upset with her. I ran into her older sister (the middle one, not my ex) at their mom's old house and she started flirting with me. It didn't seem appropriate considering the circumstances, so I ignored it and just asked how her little sister was doing.
March 15-16, 2022: "Subway Food/Lost Car/Goat Abuse/Gym"
I went to a Subway restaurant in some combination of Finland and Canada (it made sense at the time) and ordered a little can of Vienna sausages. I ate them before I got to the cashier and she charged me $20, which seemed a bit extreme but I knew that I had to pay for it. She gave me a baggie of hot dogs as compensation. I threw a little tantrum and started breaking things, then got embarrassed and left quickly.
I couldn't find my car outside and ended up at a department store in a nearby mall. The managers/security guards were looking at me strangely and I was afraid of being in trouble for the Subway incident. I went back to look for my car and found it with the rear bumper cracked, plus my license plate had been replaced with another one for some reason.
Some crazy guy was in the parking lot, punching a poor baby goat and yelling at it for supposedly eating his lunchmeat! I wanted to step in and try to stop him, but I got freaked out and left. Later I told all of this to my mom and she didn't understand how it was possible, which made me think that I had dreamed it (without realizing that I was still dreaming).
I went to a local gym and saw Chuck Negron from Three Dog Night, along with a few old bodybuilders (including Robby Robinson and Jay Cutler), Sylvester Stallone, plus John Lennon & Paul McCartney. Most of them looked really out-of-shape and I realized that I need to start working out again before I get any older. The weight machines were covered in sweat and what looked like dandruff or some kind of skin flakes. Out in the parking lot, there were giant peacocks and some kind of prehistoric animals that started crowding around me.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
March 13-14, 2022: "Dad in Vietnam/Gin & Tonic/Ex's Sister"
I found a video of my dad in the jungle during the Vietnam war (he was never there in real life) eating a live baby lion cub, which obviously upset me a lot. I decided that I really wanted a gin & tonic for some reason, but all of the bottles seemed strange to me. One bottle of gin looked like a 2-liter Sprite with a whipped cream nozzle on top.
My ex-fiancee's youngest sister lost her baby due to either a miscarriage or from terminating the pregnancy, and her family seemed upset with her. I ran into her older sister (the middle one, not my ex) at their mom's old house and she started flirting with me. It didn't seem appropriate considering the circumstances, so I ignored it and just asked how her little sister was doing.
March 15-16, 2022: "Subway Food/Lost Car/Goat Abuse/Gym"
I went to a Subway restaurant in some combination of Finland and Canada (it made sense at the time) and ordered a little can of Vienna sausages. I ate them before I got to the cashier and she charged me $20, which seemed a bit extreme but I knew that I had to pay for it. She gave me a baggie of hot dogs as compensation. I threw a little tantrum and started breaking things, then got embarrassed and left quickly.
I couldn't find my car outside and ended up at a department store in a nearby mall. The managers/security guards were looking at me strangely and I was afraid of being in trouble for the Subway incident. I went back to look for my car and found it with the rear bumper cracked, plus my license plate had been replaced with another one for some reason.
Some crazy guy was in the parking lot, punching a poor baby goat and yelling at it for supposedly eating his lunchmeat! I wanted to step in and try to stop him, but I got freaked out and left. Later I told all of this to my mom and she didn't understand how it was possible, which made me think that I had dreamed it (without realizing that I was still dreaming).
I went to a local gym and saw Chuck Negron from Three Dog Night, along with a few old bodybuilders (including Robby Robinson and Jay Cutler), Sylvester Stallone, plus John Lennon & Paul McCartney. Most of them looked really out-of-shape and I realized that I need to start working out again before I get any older. The weight machines were covered in sweat and what looked like dandruff or some kind of skin flakes. Out in the parking lot, there were giant peacocks and some kind of prehistoric animals that started crowding around me.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Last night I dreamt that I was in Las Vegas for some reason, walking around the suburbs and I ran into an old friend and his GF from my teenage years. I drank 2 beers with them, then started ripping the cans apart because they had free tokens for 2 new beers inside. They never spoke a word to me. Then, an old female coworker who was now dressed as a police officer came up to us. She started shaking me down. I emptied my pockets and surrendered the beer tokens but a nug of weed fell out on to the ground. My friend stepped on it so the cop didn't see it. Then the cop pointed out that my pants and belt were all ripped up and barely holding together, and this was illegal. The cop then "detained" me by attaching a flimsy string to my finger and leading me away.
The cop then led me through the Las Vegas desert until we arrived at a huge college dorm room. We went from room to room, people were doing drugs and trying to hide it from the cop as she led me from room to room. Then she led me to this one room and we sat down. A huge 3ft long weed pipe was handed to the cop and she took a hit, then she handed it to me. I took a huge hit from this weird pipe and the cop commented how big of a hit I was taking. We then left the room and were surrounded by hundreds of college kids. We started going down these stairs and the cop fainted and fell down the stairs, as I looked down the cop had changed into some chubby young guy with long hair that I have never seen before.
Then I woke up. Weird ass dream... I think it's speaking to my desire to use again (sober), my loneliness and anxiety about my future/getting older.
I've been having lots of incredibly vivid dreams and can remember them very accurately recently.
The cop then led me through the Las Vegas desert until we arrived at a huge college dorm room. We went from room to room, people were doing drugs and trying to hide it from the cop as she led me from room to room. Then she led me to this one room and we sat down. A huge 3ft long weed pipe was handed to the cop and she took a hit, then she handed it to me. I took a huge hit from this weird pipe and the cop commented how big of a hit I was taking. We then left the room and were surrounded by hundreds of college kids. We started going down these stairs and the cop fainted and fell down the stairs, as I looked down the cop had changed into some chubby young guy with long hair that I have never seen before.
Then I woke up. Weird ass dream... I think it's speaking to my desire to use again (sober), my loneliness and anxiety about my future/getting older.
I've been having lots of incredibly vivid dreams and can remember them very accurately recently.
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Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
(Oh man, I can't believe I'm already 2 weeks behind on these. I'll grab my notebook and post a few while I have the time.)
Mar 16-17, 2022: "Flying Plane, Real-Life Role-Playing Game, Music Videos"
I had apparently gotten my pilot's license and had to fly a bunch of people in a private plane, which terrified me. I was at some house in Hong Kong looking at a pagoda-shaped hotel across the street. Someone was cooking stuffed clams in the kitchen and they looked pretty good, but I didn't eat any because I'm vegan.
I found myself in a real-life role-playing game where I had to reach the 15th floor of a large building and rescue a young woman. It began on the highway and I got off Exit 14 by mistake, which left me stranded on the 14th floor. There were platforms in mid-air and I finally made it to the 15th floor by jumping up them like Super Mario or whatever. I pulled a lever on the side of an end table that revealed a secret room behind a bookcase (sort of like the old 1960's Batman show). The girl came out and handed me an old handwritten book from the 1800's that I had to decipher. I started to realize that I was stuck in this "game" until I completed it and felt very trapped.
My mom said that she knew a really good Sugar Ray cover band and I looked them up online. I listened to "Falls Apart" because I thought that I could sing it pretty well if ever I got the chance to join them onstage. I also watched old videos of Minor Threat, and a male/female duo where the woman was black but came out in "whiteface" because the audience was apparently racist. She pulled her mask off halfway through the song and everyone loved it, which was really cool. I searched "Why does 'Lovin' You' (by Minne Riperton) creep me out?", because I could never figure out why it did when I was little. (I think that it was the bird sounds because otherwise it's a beautiful song, but it may also relate to a bad time that I was going through with my dad drinking and parents fighting.)
Mar 17-18, 2022: "Arcade/Bookstore, Old Computer"
I did some science experiment in an old video arcade where I filled a restroom garbage pail with sulfuric/nitric acid. Later I saw the custodian guy cleaning up in there and started to panic that he would get injured. It became more like a bookstore that I was working at, and for some reason I broke up a bunch of McDonald's Filet-O-Fish sandwiches to put on the shelves as part of the display. I was also wearing a Sgt. Pepper-type outfit and playing "Strawberry Fields Forever" on the buttons of my shirt.
I was sitting on the front steps of the house where I grew up and using my old Commodore 64 computer from the early 1980's. I created a program that was supposed to make documents appear in a mailbox but couldn't get it right. At one point I accidentally faxed something like 100 pages to an old doctor of mine.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
Mar 16-17, 2022: "Flying Plane, Real-Life Role-Playing Game, Music Videos"
I had apparently gotten my pilot's license and had to fly a bunch of people in a private plane, which terrified me. I was at some house in Hong Kong looking at a pagoda-shaped hotel across the street. Someone was cooking stuffed clams in the kitchen and they looked pretty good, but I didn't eat any because I'm vegan.
I found myself in a real-life role-playing game where I had to reach the 15th floor of a large building and rescue a young woman. It began on the highway and I got off Exit 14 by mistake, which left me stranded on the 14th floor. There were platforms in mid-air and I finally made it to the 15th floor by jumping up them like Super Mario or whatever. I pulled a lever on the side of an end table that revealed a secret room behind a bookcase (sort of like the old 1960's Batman show). The girl came out and handed me an old handwritten book from the 1800's that I had to decipher. I started to realize that I was stuck in this "game" until I completed it and felt very trapped.
My mom said that she knew a really good Sugar Ray cover band and I looked them up online. I listened to "Falls Apart" because I thought that I could sing it pretty well if ever I got the chance to join them onstage. I also watched old videos of Minor Threat, and a male/female duo where the woman was black but came out in "whiteface" because the audience was apparently racist. She pulled her mask off halfway through the song and everyone loved it, which was really cool. I searched "Why does 'Lovin' You' (by Minne Riperton) creep me out?", because I could never figure out why it did when I was little. (I think that it was the bird sounds because otherwise it's a beautiful song, but it may also relate to a bad time that I was going through with my dad drinking and parents fighting.)
Mar 17-18, 2022: "Arcade/Bookstore, Old Computer"
I did some science experiment in an old video arcade where I filled a restroom garbage pail with sulfuric/nitric acid. Later I saw the custodian guy cleaning up in there and started to panic that he would get injured. It became more like a bookstore that I was working at, and for some reason I broke up a bunch of McDonald's Filet-O-Fish sandwiches to put on the shelves as part of the display. I was also wearing a Sgt. Pepper-type outfit and playing "Strawberry Fields Forever" on the buttons of my shirt.
I was sitting on the front steps of the house where I grew up and using my old Commodore 64 computer from the early 1980's. I created a program that was supposed to make documents appear in a mailbox but couldn't get it right. At one point I accidentally faxed something like 100 pages to an old doctor of mine.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
I'm still wayyyy behind on these...
March 18-19, 2022: "Ride w/Parents, Public Sex"
I was riding in the back of my parents' car, and it was a tradition to have conversations with random pedestrians at stop lights. One time the light changed before we finished chatting and the people tried to run alongside of the car. (It was really cool, and I was sort of sad when I woke up to realize that it's not an actual thing.)
At one point, a lady that I know was sharing the driver's seat with my dad and they were steering together. We stopped to pick up these young gang members that my mom was apparently friends with, which was really bizarre. They had hard drugs like crack & crystal meth on them and all seemed really on-edge.
I ended up downtown by a waterfall, where people were having group sex out on the public lawn. They placed clear Plexiglass/plastic pyramids between themselves to achieve the proper angles based on their body types. (I'd have it patented, but it didn't look very comfortable to me!) Robert Smith from the Cure was giving a small concert nearby and I realized that one of my good buddies was running the sound board.
Mar 19-20, 2022: "Kicked Out of Wedding, Jim Morrison, Girl Next Door"
- I attended the wedding of a young woman from a very wealthy family that I think was like some form of royalty. Etiquette was very important and I kept on doing everything wrong, like slurping ceviche out of a cocktail glass without using the little fork or whatever. I also had a lit cigarette in my lap that wouldn't go out.
Her father was getting irritated with me and told me that everyone was going to a small chapel nearby. I went for a walk in the woods behind the building and found a snow-covered clearing. It was a calm night and very beautiful. All of a sudden I realized that I was late for the service and not dressed properly. I ran inside and he yelled at me to leave, saying, "Never come back to Main Street again!".
- I went to a small party at someone's house and Jim Morrison was there acting really drunk and psychotic.
- The married woman next door to me came over and started acting really flirtatious. She asked if I would serenade her on guitar at her next birthday party and I just sort of giggled. She left and I kept thinking about her, so I brought my lawn chair out to my front yard in hopes of seeing her again. (I woke up with a little bit of a love jones and actually saw her later that afternoon, which was pretty surreal.)
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
March 18-19, 2022: "Ride w/Parents, Public Sex"
I was riding in the back of my parents' car, and it was a tradition to have conversations with random pedestrians at stop lights. One time the light changed before we finished chatting and the people tried to run alongside of the car. (It was really cool, and I was sort of sad when I woke up to realize that it's not an actual thing.)
At one point, a lady that I know was sharing the driver's seat with my dad and they were steering together. We stopped to pick up these young gang members that my mom was apparently friends with, which was really bizarre. They had hard drugs like crack & crystal meth on them and all seemed really on-edge.
I ended up downtown by a waterfall, where people were having group sex out on the public lawn. They placed clear Plexiglass/plastic pyramids between themselves to achieve the proper angles based on their body types. (I'd have it patented, but it didn't look very comfortable to me!) Robert Smith from the Cure was giving a small concert nearby and I realized that one of my good buddies was running the sound board.
Mar 19-20, 2022: "Kicked Out of Wedding, Jim Morrison, Girl Next Door"
- I attended the wedding of a young woman from a very wealthy family that I think was like some form of royalty. Etiquette was very important and I kept on doing everything wrong, like slurping ceviche out of a cocktail glass without using the little fork or whatever. I also had a lit cigarette in my lap that wouldn't go out.
Her father was getting irritated with me and told me that everyone was going to a small chapel nearby. I went for a walk in the woods behind the building and found a snow-covered clearing. It was a calm night and very beautiful. All of a sudden I realized that I was late for the service and not dressed properly. I ran inside and he yelled at me to leave, saying, "Never come back to Main Street again!".
- I went to a small party at someone's house and Jim Morrison was there acting really drunk and psychotic.
- The married woman next door to me came over and started acting really flirtatious. She asked if I would serenade her on guitar at her next birthday party and I just sort of giggled. She left and I kept thinking about her, so I brought my lawn chair out to my front yard in hopes of seeing her again. (I woke up with a little bit of a love jones and actually saw her later that afternoon, which was pretty surreal.)
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
Mar 20-21, 2022: "Strange Store-Office Job"
I was working at a department store that had cubicles out on the sales floor. I got in trouble for placing a huge order for items that we didn't need. I went on the cash register but had to keep re-counting the change because it seemed to change every time I looked. Someone tried launching a small monkey attached to a toy rocket through the ceiling, but I knew that it wouldn't work and possibly hurt the little monkey. I had adopted a bulldog but had to give it away because I realized that I wouldn't have enough time to care for it properly.
Mar 21-22, 2022: "Kidnapping on Boat, Court w/Mom & Dad"
- Some guy had a woman held hostage on his boat and I saw a sketch depicting it. It had what looked like an iron gate surrounding the upper deck, where she was apparently being kept. I tried to think of a way to rescue her based on the picture layout.
- I went to court with my parents over some kind of misdemeanor drug/alcohol charge, then it turned into this crazy trial about some crime regarding a man & woman with kinky sex lives. I'm not sure if I was a suspect, witness or jury member by that point. They re-enacted a scene where the couple's kitchen was dirty and tiny icicles hung from the water faucets. The female judge had a tough, mean disposition like Judge Judy or Nancy Grace, and my dad started arguing with her.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
I was working at a department store that had cubicles out on the sales floor. I got in trouble for placing a huge order for items that we didn't need. I went on the cash register but had to keep re-counting the change because it seemed to change every time I looked. Someone tried launching a small monkey attached to a toy rocket through the ceiling, but I knew that it wouldn't work and possibly hurt the little monkey. I had adopted a bulldog but had to give it away because I realized that I wouldn't have enough time to care for it properly.
Mar 21-22, 2022: "Kidnapping on Boat, Court w/Mom & Dad"
- Some guy had a woman held hostage on his boat and I saw a sketch depicting it. It had what looked like an iron gate surrounding the upper deck, where she was apparently being kept. I tried to think of a way to rescue her based on the picture layout.
- I went to court with my parents over some kind of misdemeanor drug/alcohol charge, then it turned into this crazy trial about some crime regarding a man & woman with kinky sex lives. I'm not sure if I was a suspect, witness or jury member by that point. They re-enacted a scene where the couple's kitchen was dirty and tiny icicles hung from the water faucets. The female judge had a tough, mean disposition like Judge Judy or Nancy Grace, and my dad started arguing with her.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
Hooray, I'm finally up to April on my crazy dreams in here...
Mar 31-Apr 1, 2022: "Arcade & Looking for Food"
- I was hanging out with people in an assisted living complex who seemed to be on parole or undergoing some kind of legal issues. A girl that I knew in high school got sexually assaulted right there on the front porch. It became more like an old videogame arcade and I found the kitchen where they made burgers & fries. I ran into my dad and we started bar hopping to some pretty seedy-looking places. We made out own "whiskey sours" by grating some fruit like a kiwano and squeezing lime juice onto it.
They were doing a Civil War re-enactment nearby that started to seem real., which people shooting muskets and all. My dad had left earlier and my mom & I found him back at the house, eating plain egg noodles with no gravy or anything. I ended up just smoking a little weed down in the basement.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
Mar 31-Apr 1, 2022: "Arcade & Looking for Food"
- I was hanging out with people in an assisted living complex who seemed to be on parole or undergoing some kind of legal issues. A girl that I knew in high school got sexually assaulted right there on the front porch. It became more like an old videogame arcade and I found the kitchen where they made burgers & fries. I ran into my dad and we started bar hopping to some pretty seedy-looking places. We made out own "whiskey sours" by grating some fruit like a kiwano and squeezing lime juice onto it.
They were doing a Civil War re-enactment nearby that started to seem real., which people shooting muskets and all. My dad had left earlier and my mom & I found him back at the house, eating plain egg noodles with no gravy or anything. I ended up just smoking a little weed down in the basement.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
Shady's Fox
Bluelighter
Hooray, I'm finally up to April on my crazy dreams in here...
Mar 31-Apr 1, 2022: "Arcade & Looking for Food"
- I was hanging out with people in an assisted living complex who seemed to be on parole or undergoing some kind of legal issues. A girl that I knew in high school got sexually assaulted right there on the front porch. It became more like an old videogame arcade and I found the kitchen where they made burgers & fries. I ran into my dad and we started bar hopping to some pretty seedy-looking places. We made out own "whiskey sours" by grating some fruit like a kiwano and squeezing lime juice onto it.
They were doing a Civil War re-enactment nearby that started to seem real., which people shooting muskets and all. My dad had left earlier and my mom & I found him back at the house, eating plain egg noodles with no gravy or anything. I ended up just smoking a little weed down in the basement.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
How come you have all these complex dreams, did you had a prior brain related or not even, just purely an accident. They seem so vivid yet not. Please what do I miss, ty!
Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
I've always just had vivid dreams for as long as I can remember, and I've been keeping a handwritten dream journal since I was in my early teens (I'm almost 51 now).
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Shady's Fox
Bluelighter
In essence we all know what a "dream" is but while a dream is a dream it doesn't have a structure but from whom I got down wit he told me that ancestral plane is based on a "silk" like texture and that's because more or less is a forced desire to actually try and achieve Y and X. You should send your dreams to someone who makes films, maybe we'd have another "Channel 0" season ahaha, more or less
Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
Apr 1-2, 2022: "Breathing Trouble"
(My lungs are fine so far as I know, unless I have a mild case of sleep apnea or something.)
My chest felt heavy so I went to an emergency room inside the local Walmart. They discharged me and I drove away, but I was still worried and flagged down a car to call 911. A man and woman got out and started preaching to me that I needed more faith in God to get well. They showed me the old newspaper obituaries of my father & uncle for some reason, then said that I was just being a hypochondriac, looking for attention and "worshiping false idols". They refused to call for help but offered to pray over me. I called them hypocrites for driving a fancy car and wearing expensive clothes. I went back to the Walmart ER for a nebulizer treatment, then a male doctor prescribed me a few medications including gabapentin. I was excited because I've never tried it before. I gave up my hospital bed up to an Indian woman who had been in a car crash.
Apr 4-5, 2022: "Crazy Workplace"
I worked at an office/store/house where things kept going wrong. There was a young woman in the attic who was drinking wine and sad about some guy. There were cubicles on the main floor and some contained bathrooms complete with showers. A guy purposely pooped in his pants to make a shy, nervous young boy laugh! I had to call some Italian mafia dude and pretend that I was one of his cronies to cover for him, so I used a Sylvester Stallone-type accent in case he was on speaker phone.
Apr 10-11, 2022: "Pills"
My mom got pain pills that looked like gumdrops. She was going to throw them out and I wanted one, but I knew she wouldn't give me any. Some guy sold me what looked like an 80mg Oxy but turned out to be l-citrulline.
Apr 11-12, 2022: "Rich Piana, etc."
I ran into the late bodybuilder Rich Piana at my cousin's house and he was really cool. It inspired me to start lifting more. Later at someone's house, a teenage girl told her mom that she wouldn't wear a necklace from her dad/stepdad because he had abused her, and I got a strong feeling of deja vu (maybe from a previous dream or something that I saw on TV.) I ate 151-proof brandy cherries at my old friend's mom's house and I think that I drank absinthe too, then worried that I'd end up feeling sick from them. I looked at street view pics of New York City on Google Earth from 9/11 and for a minute seemed to actually be there in front of a small eatery.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
(My lungs are fine so far as I know, unless I have a mild case of sleep apnea or something.)
My chest felt heavy so I went to an emergency room inside the local Walmart. They discharged me and I drove away, but I was still worried and flagged down a car to call 911. A man and woman got out and started preaching to me that I needed more faith in God to get well. They showed me the old newspaper obituaries of my father & uncle for some reason, then said that I was just being a hypochondriac, looking for attention and "worshiping false idols". They refused to call for help but offered to pray over me. I called them hypocrites for driving a fancy car and wearing expensive clothes. I went back to the Walmart ER for a nebulizer treatment, then a male doctor prescribed me a few medications including gabapentin. I was excited because I've never tried it before. I gave up my hospital bed up to an Indian woman who had been in a car crash.
Apr 4-5, 2022: "Crazy Workplace"
I worked at an office/store/house where things kept going wrong. There was a young woman in the attic who was drinking wine and sad about some guy. There were cubicles on the main floor and some contained bathrooms complete with showers. A guy purposely pooped in his pants to make a shy, nervous young boy laugh! I had to call some Italian mafia dude and pretend that I was one of his cronies to cover for him, so I used a Sylvester Stallone-type accent in case he was on speaker phone.
Apr 10-11, 2022: "Pills"
My mom got pain pills that looked like gumdrops. She was going to throw them out and I wanted one, but I knew she wouldn't give me any. Some guy sold me what looked like an 80mg Oxy but turned out to be l-citrulline.
Apr 11-12, 2022: "Rich Piana, etc."
I ran into the late bodybuilder Rich Piana at my cousin's house and he was really cool. It inspired me to start lifting more. Later at someone's house, a teenage girl told her mom that she wouldn't wear a necklace from her dad/stepdad because he had abused her, and I got a strong feeling of deja vu (maybe from a previous dream or something that I saw on TV.) I ate 151-proof brandy cherries at my old friend's mom's house and I think that I drank absinthe too, then worried that I'd end up feeling sick from them. I looked at street view pics of New York City on Google Earth from 9/11 and for a minute seemed to actually be there in front of a small eatery.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
had a weird dream where I was covered in little cuts all over my body and my sister was holding me down and using a needle to inject saline into the cuts
not sure what that means
not sure what that means
Crash Override
Bluelighter
On a similar theme I had a dream recently of being pinned down and someone injecting me in the eye. Not sure what with though but it was pretty fucking terrifying.
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I dreamed pretty much a full episode of the simpsons. Marge dies and the episode is all about how the family copes. Homer gets a table at a restaurant and sits there by himself all night waiting for her to show up, for like multiple nights in a row. Bart and Lisa show up and they overhear some guy making a joke about Homer. Bart punches him and goes to jail. So then Homer has to finally accept that Marge is gone in order to focus on Bart.
Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
I think that's related to sleep paralysis; your body's immobilized so you know subconsciously that you can't really move.
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Very vivid dream about climbing. I remember pulling myself up a cliff like structure that had tunnels throughout. The whole time I felf somone or something watching my every move. I fully expected resistance/opposition to come along but it never did and the "climb" was easy and comfortable for some reason.
Not sure what was at the top or what my goal was... seemed like the whole of the experience was in the climbing itself. There was no goal that I know of.
Enjoy the ascension.
Not sure what was at the top or what my goal was... seemed like the whole of the experience was in the climbing itself. There was no goal that I know of.
Enjoy the ascension.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I was on a plane and everyone kept stealing each other's luggage when they got up to go to the restroom. I found luggage with drugs in them, but someone stole most of it back by the time I left. We flew to New Zealand, and they unloaded me in this huge prison. All the other prisoners were New Zealand locals, who all had absolutely ridiculous giant 80s metal band hairstyles. I kept trying to find a spot to hide because I had 2 morphine pills that I was trying to snort, but I couldn't find a place to do it.
I wish I could remember more details, weird dream.
I wish I could remember more details, weird dream.
Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
Apr 12-13, 2022: "Strange Italian Restaurant"
I was at a small restaurant in Chinatown that was apparently a hangout for the mob. I had this tiny, personal-sized pizza and I gave one of the guys 2 slices of my cheese because he hardly had any on his. I jammed on synth and one of my music buddies freaked out because I got a drop of (tomato?) sandwich on his new carpet. I hopped into an old 1920's-style car to get away.
Apr 13-14, 2022: "Supernatural Occurrences"
There was a photo of a Jewish man on a pizza box claiming to be Jesus reincarnated, and it started really question my faith. My underwear were damp in front because I had something like benign prostrate hypertrophy that kept me from peeing really well. I hang out w/ my dad and he reassured me that it was treatable to some extent.
I rode with him and my mom on the highway at night and saw rows of green glowing lights in the sky, which I suspected would be used for stealing our sun's energy of something. It left a combination of a glowing deer and the edge of my yard.
I attacked them in some way, and it left a translucent copy of the animals that creeped me out even more.
I was at a small restaurant in Chinatown that was apparently a hangout for the mob. I had this tiny, personal-sized pizza and I gave one of the guys 2 slices of my cheese because he hardly had any on his. I jammed on synth and one of my music buddies freaked out because I got a drop of (tomato?) sandwich on his new carpet. I hopped into an old 1920's-style car to get away.
Apr 13-14, 2022: "Supernatural Occurrences"
There was a photo of a Jewish man on a pizza box claiming to be Jesus reincarnated, and it started really question my faith. My underwear were damp in front because I had something like benign prostrate hypertrophy that kept me from peeing really well. I hang out w/ my dad and he reassured me that it was treatable to some extent.
I rode with him and my mom on the highway at night and saw rows of green glowing lights in the sky, which I suspected would be used for stealing our sun's energy of something. It left a combination of a glowing deer and the edge of my yard.
I attacked them in some way, and it left a translucent copy of the animals that creeped me out even more.
Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
Apr 14-15, 2022: "Dad's Pills, High School, Irish Commercial"
I found a vial of my dad's old anxiety meds in the mattress of a fold-out couch and pocketed a handful. Later my mom confronted me in the basement and said that she needed them for herself, so I gave her most of them but kept the rest. They kept on changing appearance, as drugs often do in my dreams.
In my bedroom I realized that I was dreaming and flew down the hallway, then out the window into the night. The marsh behind my house had houses and yards in it. Beyond my back yard was a populated area and an attractive young woman was walking her dog.
I went to my old high school and looked at my old computer teacher's classroom. I found some old lunch of mine from 30+ years ago. I drove away and saw a big black storm cloud over the highway that looked like a tornado. I ended up in an Irish supermarket where they were filming a movie and wanted me to play a bit part. I had to say something like, "Our patron's orphaner is buying up all the merchandise.", which didn't make sense to me. Then I had to say, "Hey girl, here's the condo I was telling you about. I hear it's big and warm inside.", but I couldn't get the words to come out properly.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
I found a vial of my dad's old anxiety meds in the mattress of a fold-out couch and pocketed a handful. Later my mom confronted me in the basement and said that she needed them for herself, so I gave her most of them but kept the rest. They kept on changing appearance, as drugs often do in my dreams.
In my bedroom I realized that I was dreaming and flew down the hallway, then out the window into the night. The marsh behind my house had houses and yards in it. Beyond my back yard was a populated area and an attractive young woman was walking her dog.
I went to my old high school and looked at my old computer teacher's classroom. I found some old lunch of mine from 30+ years ago. I drove away and saw a big black storm cloud over the highway that looked like a tornado. I ended up in an Irish supermarket where they were filming a movie and wanted me to play a bit part. I had to say something like, "Our patron's orphaner is buying up all the merchandise.", which didn't make sense to me. Then I had to say, "Hey girl, here's the condo I was telling you about. I hear it's big and warm inside.", but I couldn't get the words to come out properly.
Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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