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I believe you're right, but hypnagogic hallucinations are similar and start to blend with paralysis. Personally I've never felt the falling sensation, but for me I often hear people talking or sudden sounds like screams/crashes and can even have visual hallucinations with or without the jerk. If my brain is imbalanced enough it progresses to paralysis for me which is always scary.
The threshold is a gateway to quite a few different kinds of experiences, and without the physical world as a reference point it can be really difficult to know when you're observing something or just observing your own projections (and mistaking them for something 'real'). The whole succubus thing is a cultural overlay projected on to the experience by the mind, most of the time IMO. In modern times it tends to take the form of alien abduction instead. Can there be an external entity underneath the projection.. I think there can be, but more often than not it is your mind creating a projection to satisfy the fear it feels.

I've always had vivid dreams, lucid dreams, and all sorts of threshold experiences since I was young enough to remember. Once you amass a large enough repository of experiences you can begin to triangulate things, and in my opinion there are entities that can mask themselves behind your projections. I think these things exist in what gets referred to as 'the astral', which incidentally is the same space you enter under DMT. I think we're actually 'there' all the time, we just can't see it under normal circumstances, but for some reason during dreaming and threshold states we're 'closer' to it.

As an example, I've consciously 'attacked' a lot of characters in my dreams over the years. Typically they've done something that has irritated me in the dream, such as me explaining why their previous action was ridiculous but then they stare at you like a dog that has just been shown a card trick. Completely vacant shells, obviously my projections I'm arguing with.. *bitch slap*. Well, sometimes they fight back and the response feels like movement not within the dream itself.. very difficult to explain.. it's like a 6th sense type of perception, like the dream was a mask on top of that astral space and you just sucker punched through the mask and hit the guy underneath the costume. I had this happen last week in fact. I started to strangle a dream character for being unnecessarily bitchy inside an erotic dream I was enjoying until that point (lol), then the dream itself evaporated (still asleep), and I felt that movement of something 'not me' encroaching towards my point of observation like I had just stepped on someone's shoes and they are moving to confront you.

I don't think those things are necessarily evil. From my experiences they are more like parasites trying to evoke certain emotional responses, particularly sexual arousal, and tap some of the energy from that process.

Sweet dreams.

Just remembered, there was a book I read years ago by Robert Bruce about a lot of this dream/threshold astral type stuff. Whilst I don't agree with some of his conclusions I did find tremendous overlap with what I had experienced and also similarities with the methods he uses to evoke these types of experiences e.g. progressive relaxation and techniques to pull yourself out of the body. His theory surrounding the threshold state, why we have it and what is actually going on, is interesting. Something worth investigating if you're interested.
 
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I can always tell when I'm about to fall asleep because I'll hear/imagine some random phrase pop into my head. Last night's was so funny that I had to get up and write it down in case I forgot:

"There were Italians in the Coke can." :ROFLMAO:
 
TOOL was there. They were in my room while I slept. They demoed some new music and it was heavy. Talkin about 7/2 time and stuff.

Now I have to get in their dreams and play off some Homegrown.
 
May 12-13, 2022: "Music Videos/Kangaroo Attack/Wedding"

I was at my cousin's house looking at music videos and bios online. One was about two guys who did some kind of Satanic death metal. Another showed Susanna Hoffs from the Bangles looking really old with bad teeth, and said that she had apparently gotten addicted to drugs. When I was trying to leave, a small kangaroo jumped the fence and chased me back inside. It tried to come through the window but her dog got it by the neck and wouldn't let go. She also had a HUGE pooch (it took up half the room) that I jokingly called Clifford, like the children's book.

My cousin became more like a female friend of mine, and one of her daughters was getting married. She said that my friend and I were invited to the wedding, but that we had to dress properly and be on our best behavior. I opened my wallet and said, "I only have $7 to my name; I can't afford a suit!". When I left, my aunt & uncle were sitting on a beach blanket in the driveway and she was singing drunkenly. When I got closer, she looked more like Carly Simon.

May 13-14, 2022: "Gym Bookstore/Car"

I was working out at the gym with Jay Cutler (the bodybuilder, not the football player) and apparently I had been doing steroids. My muscles were huge but my pecs looked flat and misshapen. It became more like a bookstore and David Crosby was there. I ended up at my cousin's house and realized that I had left my car up on the main road. I walked up to get it and found it standing up with the front wheels in the air, but I was able to flip it upright.

May 14-15, 2022: "Up All Night/Batman"

I went out to the shed around 6am and found my mom reading a book inside. She was acting strangely and said that she had been up all night, which was really out-of-character for her. I had a Batman helmet like one from the 1970's TV show and had to bring it to some British dude, so I went there on a little scooter/bicycle thing. He had a helmet like in the movies, so I showed him the old one and said jokingly, "This is how they look in America.". I went back home and realized that I had to get ready for work, and I hadn't even been to bed.

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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Many elevators to place i lived.Tall building with apartment on last floor.So....try different elevators,but they not the right ones......just a fragment....once dreamt,that i have a very sport speed car....i crushed it badly...and after i was awaken a days have some feeling,that i somewhere,somehow i got this sport car....weird things
 
May 15-16, 2022: "Band Behind Backyard, Car Mishaps"

There was a rock band playing in the grassy marshland past my back yard and I watched from my window. I was smoking weed and noticed people in nearby houses pointing binoculars at me, which made me paranoid. Later I had a false memory of the singer talking to me from his headset and told my mom. She didn't seem to believe me, and I started to doubt if it really happened.

I crashed my car in a (Walmart?) parking lot, but nobody was hurt and I don't think there was much damage. I ended up at a gas station and got into the wrong car by mistake.

May 17-18, 2022: "Jamming, Tax/Insurance Dude"

I was jamming on keyboards with a friend of mine, and I tried to play "BABY" by Prince using a B-A-D chord progression. (I don't think it would work, but I'll have to try it just for fun.)

A tax or insurance adjuster met with me and my mom in what looked like an old department store like Bradlees or Caldor. He wrote on the report that he didn't see any future for me because we were losing money or something. Back home, I had to stand in muddy water and pull weeds from a small lagoon that was in one of the rooms.

May 20-21, 2022: "Dad Drunk and Mad"

My dad was drunk and getting ready to work the night shift somewhere. He was acting scary and yelled to my mom, "When I get mad, I get REALLY mad!". I started punching the wall myself because I couldn't deal with him.

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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I'm so uppity up these days, i spent the night half-dreaming/associating about meth (a drug i've never done and have no desire to do) instead of sleeping.
 
May 22-23, 2022: 'Mall w/ Old Friend"

I went to the local mall with an old buddy of mine and he accused me of not washing my hands after I used to restroom. I ended up in a bookstore, where a young male manager confiscated 2 joints from me because he wanted them for himself.

May 23-24, 2022: "Wrote 2 Songs"

I was in a crowded church service and wrote a song with the line, "two sides of the same coin.". Later I was at an outdoor swap meet/flea market and wrote another one with a line about feeling like I was living under a microscope. That second one had to do with an old ex-girlfriend's parents not approving of me.

May 26-27, 2022: "Corporate Job, Walking at Night"

I was working at my old office job and felt really tense around my old boss. Another young female supervisor seemed to have a crush on me and the feeling was mutual. I ordered a BK Cheese Whopper Meal in the cafeteria, and by the time that my food arrived there was nobody left to eat with.

I was walking at night with some dude and we had to wait for the traffic light to change before we could cross the street. We almost got run over by 2 people on mopeds and I joked that it reminded me of a real-life "Grand Theft Auto" game.

May 27-28, 2022: "Linda Ronstadt"

I was watching a documentary about an album that Linda Ronstadt recorded from the 3 musicians from STP that was never released, and it was a shame because it sounded really good and original.

May 29-30, 2022: "Cigarette Trick"

Two guys on stage did a magic trick where one blew a whole cigarette down the throat of the other dude, who immediately pooped it out!

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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May 30-31, 2022: "From Snooki to Mozart"

I was watching a video of Snooki from "Jersey Shore" lying in bed with Paul Simon, and he was wearing a CPAP machine. I also saw on the news that a Taliban plane or helicopter had been shot down over U.S. waters. I was drinking whiskey & beer and complaining to someone that I needed Ativan.

I went to a supermarket and was mad that they didn't sell alcohol. They sold chocolate-covered pork rinds. I ended up in a gigantic room with an open roof and dirt & rocks covering the ground. I found 2 poems that Mozart supposedly wrote when he was 11, and they looked like original drafts. One was titled something like, "Who Knows If You Shall Marry?" and contained funny lines that I can't remember.

June 2-3, 2022: "Mom Beaten"

(My parents fought quite a bit, but thankfully nothing horrific like this.)

My mom's left eye was hanging from its socket, apparently from my dad punching her in the face. He handed me a slice of apple pie that had gotten blood on it, which I assumed was hers. They were arguing about an affair that he was supposedly having.

June 4-5, 2022: "To Store and Back"

I went to a department store and saw an older lady that I used to work with years ago. She was wearing a red & gold sequined dress and a crown/tiara on her head, apparently for some kind of show or event that they were having. I was looking at the frozen dinners and some were in football-shaped boxes.

On the drive home, I saw a bunch of cop cars light up at the same time and converge on a corner house. Back at my house I watched a video of Jack Bruce, Phil Lynott and some other guys jamming back in the 1980's.

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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More dreams about being in an institution. Maybe they're trying to tell me something, lol.

June 8-9, 2022: "Maternity/Psych Ward"

I was at some kind of hospital that may have been a psych ward, but also had a maternity floor. I'm not sure if I was a patient there or just visiting, but some young woman with bad hygiene was bothering me. It became more like a large museum and I briefly realized that I was dreaming, so I tried exploring different rooms but woke up. I think that I was also back in high school at one point.

June 9-10, 2022: "Hotel/Psych Ward & Assorted Scenarios"

My parents & I were staying at sort of a hotel that was also like a psychiatric hospital. I told him that I was anxious and he said that I should try a shot of whiskey with beer. His kitchenette was fully stocked with liquor. I had to leave my belongings in an unlocked storage room and worried about them being stolen. I looked at old medicine bottles from the 1800's on a shelf, trying to find ones with a high alcohol content and opium. There was one large bottle of (white birch?) soda with venlafaxine in it, which didn't interest me. Psych patients were wandering the hallways and the floor was covered with trash.

- I went to a Prince concert with a trippy light display.

- My last girlfriend came into my bedroom while I was sleeping and it creeped me out.

- I went to an old pool hall/karaoke bar that looked closed and completely empty except for one young woman. I started to realize I was dreaming and wanted to make out with her but woke up.

- I was at my old corporate job and wanted to leave so I could start drinking.

- I floated through the air from a nearby beach to my hometown, but didn't realize that I was dreaming. I flew over places that my old best friend & I hung out back in our late teens. My dad was there but seemed senile or confused. Back at my house, I asked him for advice and he said that I should try not to spend all of the $6,134 monthly allowance that he supposedly was giving me.

(The following week or so of dreams was too mundane to bother posting, but most involved arguing with my parents and/or looking for drugs & alcohol. I've been having recurring ones about getting drunk back around my late 20's/early 30's, and also about a rough time that I went through in my late teens when my girlfriend left me & my best friend moved away. Not sure what the significance is.)

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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Here's a dream I had about 40 years ago that I'll never forget:

It was a very real dream--- sometimes I know I'm dreaming or it just seems a bit off-- but this one was totally "real life."

I woke up in the house I was living at the time IRL, walked downstairs and onto my front porch. I saw planes in the distant sky. I saw things dropping out of them. I thought Oh no. Are those bombs?

Sure enough, mushroom clouds erupted. Then I saw the shock wave rushing toward me and then hitting me. I looked down and saw the flesh flying off of my skeleton.

My overwhelming emotion was pure anger. In that split second before I died, I thought You goddamn stupid idiots! You really did it! Proud of yourselves, you fucking morons?

Then I woke up. I was pretty shaken. I even went and looked outside to be sure it was just a dream.

That is one dream that I will never ever forget.
 
Jun 17-18, 2022: "Old-Time Doctor, Bodybuilder, Cops"

I was a doctor back around the 1800s, trying to treat patients with diseases with things like tuberculosis and cholera. One sick girl was left out in the snow to help her breathing. There were chunks of frozen fatty tissue on the ground from a bodybuilder shedding water weight before a contest, which apparently seeped right out of his muscles. Later I left my friend's house and there were police officers talking to a woman who had parked her boat in his driveway.

Jun 18-19, 2022: "More Antique Medical Stuff"

I was back in the past again, and a young girl was on her deathbed from something like TB. I kept trying to help but couldn't figure out how. She ended up dying and I completed a series of grueling military training exercises as self-punishment for not being able to cure her.

Jun 19-20, 2022: "Third-World Prison"

I went to prison in some 3rd-world country and the conditions were horrendous. I had to make sure that a rapist/murderer in Solitary Confinement took his shower and I was terrified of what he might do to me. Chuck Negron from Three Dog Night was there and he somehow saved me from having to do it. The prison yard was on a beach and some Cartel dude destroyed a civilian boat just for blocking his view of the ocean.

There were piles of loose change at the waterline but I knew that they weren't worth anything there. Inmates were catching and eating live snakes & eels with their bare hands. At one point my mom was there and it looked like my childhood bedroom, but it was still prison. Some female member of British royalty visited on an enclosed chariot. One female inmate & really cared about each other, and I shared my last jar of some nutrient drink with her.

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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I've been having a lot of very vivid dreams recently, but I am never in a position to write them down after waking up lately (I either have to work or I'm on the road with the band) so I can't really remember any of them for a while. Shame, some of them have been really colorful and interesting, I remember.
 
Last night dream that i was a part of some gang.True living characters from my past-they all were there....and i wanna get out,but was not possible....feel somekinda a sad when i woke up
 
Here's a dream I had about 40 years ago that I'll never forget:

It was a very real dream--- sometimes I know I'm dreaming or it just seems a bit off-- but this one was totally "real life."

I woke up in the house I was living at the time IRL, walked downstairs and onto my front porch. I saw planes in the distant sky. I saw things dropping out of them. I thought Oh no. Are those bombs?

Sure enough, mushroom clouds erupted. Then I saw the shock wave rushing toward me and then hitting me. I looked down and saw the flesh flying off of my skeleton.

My overwhelming emotion was pure anger. In that split second before I died, I thought You goddamn stupid idiots! You really did it! Proud of yourselves, you fucking morons?

Then I woke up. I was pretty shaken. I even went and looked outside to be sure it was just a dream.

That is one dream that I will never ever forget.

I've had a few armageddon dreams, myself. One of them was a personal armageddon (I am sure I wrote that one in here at some point, it was the most real and lucid dream I have ever had, also the most terrifying, because I "woke up" into a different reality where I was an insane person, but was sure I was dreaming, but it was indistinguishable from reality. I was a burden to my family and most of the dream was spent being taken to an insane asylum because I had "had another episode". I tried to wake myself up in every way I could, but nope. Everything I was experiencing was continuous, too, and I had full awareness of myself and every moment that was happening. All of the great things in my life were gone, my cats, my girlfriend, my friends, my job, my apartment. Eventually I grew to accept that my whole life had been a cruel delusion. It was really horrible. I've never been so glad to wake up from a dream before, I was on cloud nine the whole day after I woke up, but also pretty scared I would wake up again and be back to the other life.
 
Dreams are the best part of my life. It's sad but I feel so much more alive in them than in reality.

The other night I had a dream that I was visiting another city. I was ostensibly there for some kind of religious or Boy Scouts-y day camp which was mostly attended by children. I don't know why I had signed up to go there, but there was a nightclub in the city reminiscent of one I attended regularly when I was younger and I attended it one night. I had a bunch of "ICE" speed pills in my pocket but they were crumbling and mixing with a bunch of other crap I had in my pockets, such as unwrapped gummy candies. I was having such a blast at the party but I was stressed because I knew I had to attend the stupid day camp. I went back there and talked to some children (I forget about what) and then ran into someone (a high-school acquaintance) who had also been at the club. He told me lots of folks had just signed up for this children's camp for the lodging so they could come to this city and party. Apparently you could just skip the day camp activities (whatever they were) and simply use the camp as somewhere to pass out. I was thrilled! The dream ended after that, unfortunately.

I've had a few armageddon dreams, myself. One of them was a personal armageddon (I am sure I wrote that one in here at some point, it was the most real and lucid dream I have ever had, also the most terrifying, because I "woke up" into a different reality where I was an insane person, but was sure I was dreaming, but it was indistinguishable from reality. I was a burden to my family and most of the dream was spent being taken to an insane asylum because I had "had another episode". I tried to wake myself up in every way I could, but nope. Everything I was experiencing was continuous, too, and I had full awareness of myself and every moment that was happening. All of the great things in my life were gone, my cats, my girlfriend, my friends, my job, my apartment. Eventually I grew to accept that my whole life had been a cruel delusion. It was really horrible. I've never been so glad to wake up from a dream before, I was on cloud nine the whole day after I woke up, but also pretty scared I would wake up again and be back to the other life.

There's nothing like that feeling of relief after you wake up from a terrible dream and you realize it didn't really happen. Sometimes it takes a while to convince yourself of that!
 
Dreams are the best part of my life. It's sad but I feel so much more alive in them than in reality.
Just last night I was watching an old David Bowie interview where he said the exact same thing. I'm the same way. I live a pretty simple, solitary life these days, but whenever I wake up from an intense dream (especially about an old girlfriend), I feel emotional for the entire day.

I had one of those last night, but I'm way behind on posting my dreams so it'll probably take me a little time to get caught up on them. I keep really detailed reports in my handwritten journal, so I don't forget anything.
 
Haven't had an altered state (that I remembered) for awhile until last night. Heatwave, falling asleep with my side lamp still on by mistake, getting woken at 4am by birds.. probably something to do with it.

So I put on my eye mask as light was already coming around my blackout curtains. Laying on my back. Instantly fell into that in-between state where you're not asleep but awake.. the portal of discovery.. where your body is asleep and like dead weight but mind is cognizant.

I started seeing very intricate DMT style visuals in my minds eye, though I can't recall what they were which is unusual for me as my visual memory recall is exceptional. What I remembered the most was the feeling of the upsurge of energy within the body. As the energy rose it seemed to pool and then balloon out in my heart area. I had my physical hand laying on my chest and it felt as if with every expansion of that energy that my hand was being raised away from my body - I've had similar experiences of feeling body parts moving before and know it was the astral projected double I was associated with.

Seemingly far and few between these days, but even more important to my soul than my psychedelic explorations of past. Gentle reminders that this is only a dream.
 
Yikes, I can't believe that I'm a month behind on these. I'll just post a few of the more interesting ones...

June 24-25, 2022: "Woman's Disappearance"

I was in the home of a woman who had gone missing years ago. I saw a bunch of receipts from 1990 and assumed that it happened then. Everything looked exactly like she would have left it, and it was very eerie. There were unopened bars of Dial soap with faded labels, and an old TV Guide from the 1950's or 60's. My mom showed up and was afraid I'd become a suspect for being there, so I started to panic and jumped out of the 2nd floor window without any shoes on.

June 25-26, 2022: "Creepy Animal Games/Beach House"

(I think that I had a similar dream about these "animal cubes" a while back as well.)

There were clear cubes like fish tanks that were supposed to be like videogames, but actually contained small live animals in different settings. When you played it, the scenes would change and the critters would perform or something.

I had to climb up a very high, steep sand dune to enter a beach house, and I tried to grab whatever I needed in one trip because I knew that I wouldn't have the energy to make it back up for a while. When I slid down, I saw what looked like corpses piled up on the beach. When I got closer though, one sat up and I realized that they were just actors filming a movie or something.

July 15-16, 2022: "Halfway House"

My parents and I were in some kind of sober home/halfway house, and I think that we were all living there but I'm not sure. My dad was acting really insane and yelled at me for getting Vaseline all over his glass of Pepto-Bismol or something. Then he told me to go buy him the biggest bottle of rum or gin that I could find and said that he was going to chug the whole thing. I went to my mom's room and woke her up because he was freaking me out, so she alerted the staff and they put him in a straitjacket with a full face covering.

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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