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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

blanch116 said:
Honestly mate I get it i really do, but they will put you in a psyche ward for not eating and drinking and keep medicating you. It’s tough but these things do come around eventually, took me 9 months last time. How many times were you injected?
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I was taking oral Risperdal tablets and stopped abruptly. Yes, because I said this, they threatened to send me back to the psych ward—just like you said—but even if I go there, I won't eat or drink anything. The only place they'll end up sending me is the intensive care unit.
 
I’m not going to hang myself—I could never see myself doing that—but stopping eating and drinking seems like the most humane and logical path.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
Once you’re labeled as bipolar, they just dismiss it as a panic attack—even if you’re having a heart attack or a stroke.
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Im labelled bipolar too, they don’t listen I agree, when I complain about side effects they just up my meds, how’s your cognition? Can you catch a buzz from nicotine?
 
blanch116 said:
Any luck with anhedonia?
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yes the anhedonia is bit weaker today, i went around shopping mall bought ice coffee got some salad, went looking around at clothes and i didn't feel like i was dying. even did some part time construction like 2 hours.
i have some kind of super sleeping protocol, i take melatonin and z drug and mangenusim, i think it induce a very strong sleep cycle that is able to fight this evil drug. but not a doc obviously.
 
No, this shit must never—ever—come into contact with my brain; I’m dead serious. This shit, this poison, has completely fucked up my brain; it should never have reached it—I just can't accept this. Life can't just turn upside down like this in an instant; suddenly, I’ve become someone with a broken brain, and I’ve been living like this for months. I can't take it anymore.
 
Fucking mf criminals, turning a perfectly healthy 27yo boy with panic attacks into an agonizing vegetable disconnected from everything.. It’s night time, i can’t see a shit and I hear a blasting tinnitus, don’t feel hungry even if I don’t eat the whole day and I don’t feel tired even if i’am basically not sleeping since 2 years, how is that even possible?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Fucking mf criminals, turning a perfectly healthy 27yo boy with panic attacks into an agonizing vegetable disconnected from everything.. It’s night time, i can’t see a shit and I hear a blasting tinnitus, don’t feel hungry even if I don’t eat the whole day and I don’t feel tired even if i’am basically not sleeping since 2 years, how is that even possible?
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Yes, and there is no way out of this brain anymore; they’ve imprisoned us inside our own brains.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
If that shit is permanent then there is no point to suffer until we die, the best thing to do is to end this agony, but how we can know if it’s permanent?
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Honestly if you only took the pills your chance of recovery is a hell of a lot higher, one day it’s like you switch back on, it’s hard to explain but last time I was on pills this hapoened
 
blanch116 said:
Honestly if you only took the pills your chance of recovery is a hell of a lot higher, one day it’s like you switch back on, it’s hard to explain but last time I was on pills this hapoened
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Let me tell You ı was on pills not only ı havent recover ı got tardive dyskinesia ı have a lot of movement issues as well pills are much more dangerous ı wish ı had injection
 
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