Yeah i ended up lossing the magic back in 2004 was having 8 good quality pills a night with no magic. then took a break then tried again some time later the magic was still gone. Then i started racetams and nootropics and boom!!! the magic was back in a big way..
As for telepathy on mdma i never seen any chance of that but high dose tripping its rare but it has happened and is real. Sounds crazy most will be thinking that when reading this
but this one time a few mates all sat down and starting trying to prove it by writing numbers and shit down. We could communicate without saying a word, others would come in and start speaking.
We would be like speaking... so primitive
As for loosing the magic it happens to the best of us even Mrs Shulgin but hopefully others can learn from these mistakes.
1 a month sounds like a good idea, having stuff for comedowns like 5-htp, or an SSRI can really help with comedown.
With my my comedowns sometimes out do the trip itself.
My perfect MD comedown:
Before and after B-vit, vit c, mg all the vits
before take some baclofen (never done this before but now i have some might as well try it see if it keeps temp down)
Nitrous during or straight after for as long as i can afford.
start with GBL either on or shortly after md
either 5-htp or SSRI once comedown completely from md
Weed if i am smoking
Once i come down off the gbl take some repreve, barbs and benzos to go to see the sandman
time i wake up 12+hours later i feel fine. I try to save some nangs for the next day as well
Might have some opiates the next day or some more GBL. That night i would use Lyrica to go to sleep with my repreve.
I say fuck comedowns there are for people who are out of drugs which aint me.
Those words from fear and loathing really stuck with me:
Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get locked into a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can
I actually used to take a suitcase of drugs and shit with my on trips which at times even included diethyl ether. but now days i need most of the space just for nangs