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Never Knows Best said:
Productive, when I have lucid dreams I just end up trying to fly, shoot lightning bolts from my hands, or do pervy shit.
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:D pretty much what i try to do too. though i dont get many lucid dreams though, i wish i knew how to better. supposedly its all about practice practice practice. which i generally suck at.

another day at work when the boss rode me all day, and then all through the late evening.

i feel a trippy weekend approaching...
 
kingme said:
:D pretty much what i try to do too. though i dont get many lucid dreams though, i wish i knew how to better. supposedly its all about practice practice practice. which i generally suck at.
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I'm not particularly good at obtaining lucidity either (lol, not surprising if I can take trans-pacific metro rides and visit alien planets without questioning it). The scenarios that generally lead to my becoming aware I'm dreaming are a) Light switches (go Waking Life!) b) Something's happening that's too good to be true c) I become aware of some discreprancy between the dream and real life (for example, my first lucid dream which I had as a child came about 'cause I was dreaming it was Christmas and then I remembered it was actually the night of December 16th. I then proceeded to engage in very bratty behavior, which was quite fun since I was a rule-abiding kid).

I think the most lucid dreams I've had in a short span of time were like five this past January. But yeah, I don't have the willpower to practice either. Plus, the sheer bizarreness/enjoyability of dreams makes believing them pretty nice too. Like my one about that church, or when I dreamt I found a bottle of Seconal, or hanging out with a person you knew who passed away, etc.

PS - No afterglow today! I feel ripped off.
 
Hey everybody. Just re-registered after a few years away. Just posting to see how everyone's doing? It's been at least a year or two since I've been an active member, just wondering what people are up to nowadays.
 
Same old same old. I did something really stupid today, which ruined the day in terms of productivity and feeling good about myself, but I think my wife and I can fix it tomorrow. You gotta learn from your mistakes, right?
 
Yeah lucid dreams are rad, I think they really depend on the content of your conscious and thus sub-conscious. I know mine are very freudian, and have sexual elements as well, but they're probably filtered through my sensibilities as well. So not as much pervy-shit as other people, not that's it's not there...

Been playing alot of Zelda: A Link to the Past for SNES, through emulator on my computer. That might also influence the content of my dreams, that game as has a very nostalgic vibe to me as I played it alot in my childhood. Still loving it, almost got through the first three temples today, through liberal use of save-states but accomplished it none the less... That's about as far as I'd get in the game period during past tries, I'm optimistic about beating this mahfackah! Got inspired by this guy, he beat it in like two or three days, ungodly skillz+++

http://youtu.be/E-Kjb6eTCbo
 
^ Cool. Always looking for good movies. Fuck, I know I saw a really good movie recently too, but I can't remember what it was. :(

OH YEAH! It was 300! Shit, that movie was a WORK OF ART. Every scene was like a painting. Take some dr00gz and watch THAT movie. I was sober though, and it was still fantastic.

adrian89987 said:
I love zelda more than is reasonable
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Hell yeah. Anyone else looking forward to Skyward Sword? :)
 
I had a crazy dream last night. I think it had some root in walking on an overpass yesterday; I was walking on the right side and looking over my left shoulder to see if the bus was coming and if I had to run to the stop but every time I looked I would sort of lose my balance just a little bit and move a little bit closer to traffic. The railing on my right was low as well and on the other side was a 50 drop onto a 6 lane freeway. It was really weird, I don't know if it was vertigo, fear of the railing or whatnot but I felt really wonky and not quite all there. I don't know if this means thought of suicide, but the thought came into my head about what it would be like to jump off this railing. It's really easy to do, just climb up and step over, I wonder what that would feel like down there. Again, I'm not suicidal, just a strange though.

Anyways in the dream I had I was on a rock over the water (a rock I knew) and for whatever reason could not keep my balance to stay on the rock. Below this rock in the water is another rock that could kill if you hit your head on it. So I lose my balance and fall from the top of the rock but I manage to grab the edge with my hand, knowing the danger of falling onto the rock below in the water. I know if I can't pull myself up I have to push myself away from the rock as hard as I can when I let go so I can clear the rock below and land in the deep water. As my hand is slipping I doubt my ability to push myself out that far, but it keeps slipping further and as it lets go I push off. As I'm in the air I'm thinking 50/50 rock or water; and then I feel the water surround me as my body plunges into the deep part.

In a state of relief and comfort of the soft liquid enveloping my body I swim my way back to shore.

In real life I'm a wreck with the worst common cold I have ever had. No social life, strung out, tired, lots of work to do, and it all feels like I'm about to crash. Hopefully I don't.
 
^ Hah, that's a crazy dream, man! Also, weird story about the overpass...

I'm sorry you feel like you're about to crash. I really hope things start looking better for you. :)
 
Haha, WOW! I was just listening to Ozric Tentacles' The Yumyum Tree on some quality headphones.

The title track has EVERY color of the rainbow. I saw so many wonderful images... soaring birds, ancient Japanese architecture, alien technology, haunted forests glowing in the black of night!

Truly a sick album.
 
I've got some 25C-nbome, thinking of taking a bit this afternoon. That or the last of my ket.

TAC said:
OH YEAH! It was 300! Shit, that movie was a WORK OF ART. Every scene was like a painting. Take some dr00gz and watch THAT movie. I was sober though, and it was still fantastic.
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Yeah, that movie is very visually impressive. Very surreal. I especially like the first bit where the arrows block out the sun.
Not a great storyline though- :|.

PSox said:
I don't know if it was vertigo, fear of the railing or whatnot
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Fear of the railing. :D
I know what you mean though, I think that our brain always seeks a visual clue to maintain balance, something like a horizon line or something to create a defined horizontal boundary, and some things thrown that system out of whack. I get a sensation of vertigo when climbing a circular staircase, my perspective keeps shifting and makes me feel like I'm going to fall. Oddly, shutting my eyes removes that feeling, which shouldn't make sense, but does...

Nearjat said:
Wow fuck this sucks... withdrawals.
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Take it easy on yourself man. I'm sending you positive vibes. Opiate withdrawal is so degrading, no human should have to experience it. But just go with it, it wil
 
Never Knows Best said:
You don't have any subs in stock 'jat? You can try to get a friend to throw you some, someone's bound to have a few.
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Naw I don't have a big circle of using friends so that's not an option. Got my buddy to borrow me a little D til I can cop next.

willow11 said:
Take it easy on yourself man. I'm sending you positive vibes. Opiate withdrawal is so degrading, no human should have to experience it. But just go with it, it wil
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Degrading is a good word for it haha, I feel good that I'm not willing to let it make me rob n steal like a lot of people in my position do. Thanks for the good vibes brudda

Just got back from the nursing home, my grandpa is slowly passing. I don't really have a relationship with him, but went to visit mostly for my Dad cuz I knew it'd be really hard for him. Such a depressing place :\ But some better news, a really close friend of mine that I haven't talked to in forever called me today. She's going into a 13 month treatment program on Friday so hopefully I can see her before she leaves.
 
I see (I have a circle of using people I know of like 2, but one of'em says they have subs on hand if I need'em, guess I'm just lucky). I woulda wished you luck, but in my experience with w/d, well wishes wouldn't have meant shit. Speaking of which, my decision to hold off buying any more H till october has been successful thus far, but my intention of saving money hasn't, I've instead been goin' out to eat a lot, whoops. But maybe I would have done that anyway...
 
heh, in the news today, something most people know for a long time but i guess its easy to forget

http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/lookout...d-medical-benefits-researchers-114548513.html

its also nice to see such things get attention of the good kind from time to time.

damn, its that time of year again, when its impossible to dress proper, with low temperatures at night but pretty high during midday. have to carry around a big jacket at all times.
 
kingme said:
its also nice to see such things get attention of the good kind from time to time.
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More important, 89 percent reported lasting, positive changes in their behavior--better relationships with others, for instance, or increased care for their own mental and physical well-being. Those assessments were corroborated by family members and others.
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That's really a pretty amazing figure isn't it? 9 out of 10 participants had positive life changes that were confirmed by family members. If that doesn't change the attitude of the anti-drug crowd, nothing will.
 
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