I had an interesting experience last night on MXE. I ended up taking a few low doses last night while chatting online and skyping (60mg probably over a period of 5 hours in small bumps), and it was pretty nice. Strong mood lift. A feeling kinda similar to that of a speed ball but with out the opioid body buzz, small dissociation, and a bit working memory impairment. End up drinking two beers over a two hour period with in the experience, with a little decrease in coordination, but it didn't potentiate much of the experience at all. Just was enjoyable to to drink while having good conversations. Well, it was getting late and i find the MXE doesn't help much with my RLS, so with out thinking about it to much still in the light dissociated state (and increasing as I took another small bump of MXE, 15mg), i decided to take a dose of pramipexole (D2, D3, D4 agonist). Well, the pramipexole can increase the effects of depressants (hardly noticeable for opiates, a lot for alcohol, and a decent bit with barbiturates from person experience), as well as it has been seen to induce extremely vivid dreams, a effect I quite enjoy. Well, I lied down and felt like i was dissociated pretty nicely, but then drifted to a place were I felt was a bit different from my usual concept of a dissociated dreamscape and a bit different from a dream resulting from sleep. It was quite nuts at the point. Like no other experience I've ever had on a dissociative (DXM, 4-meo-pcp, ketamine, nitrous). There was a distinct resemblance to normal dream worlds/feelings, but with the added insanity of a dissociative world thrown in. I saw some intense imagery, like myself being moved through a meat grinder, etc. but I was able to wake up into a dissociated state wonder wtf was going on, then fall back into it like I would fall asleep. I'd close my eyes and experience something similar to most dissociative worlds, then it would go back to the crazy hybrid world of pramipexole dreams and dissociated insanity.
I was curious a few weeks ago about the potential influences of a dopamine agonist on a dissociatives and well, and I think I may have gotten my answer. A world of insanity. Fun/scary as shit, but really wish I didn't take the MXE to make a comparison
So far, I'm honestly not all as tempted to dose this as often as I am k.
I think prefer the anesthetic aspects of while dosing alone, and this I could see myself only needing to dose once before going to party. It lasts 3 hours or so a low level. Enough time to get there while peaking, enjoy some drinks, have a good time, then bounce back home to a smaller gathering.