Dripping in self-pity
...it is oozing out from every pore atm...ugh!..ugly state(when it is wanton to be indulged in), wont be tolerating it for long but going through the motions.
Pissed off Can't find my passport, so I need to get my birth certificate and apply. But I can't find my birth certificate. Damn government paper work bullshit. They're actually going to do a Federal investigation to make sure there is no "fraud". I need their permission to cross an arbitrary line in the ground!
^Can you go to your 'local Council office' (whatever that be in your neck of the woods?!) they should have your Birth Cert on File? It should be something that is obtainable, I would think Leg. You will sort it pet.
@SMFG-- these things happen man. You're super stressed right now, so slip ups are excusable. Just keep them as one-offs, get back up and get on with things. Don't beat yourself up.
ATM: Good. Went to a local block party/music festival thing with a great friend, had a wonderful time, and am now just glad to be feeling well again. With this, I might have the momentum to turn things around for a bit longer.
At people who say they will do something or give you a hand, then never show up... 2nd time now
yea yea il be right there...... In fucking imiganation land, ya fuckin bourke8(
i am going to be near a month with no narcotics, and then almost 3 with no klonopin - which will be the longest since around i began moderating. ..
(i take them for chronic-pain BTW -to whom ever is reading)
+plus+ im almost done with cigs, caffeine, & most meat.
I have managed to almost crack my head open, sprain my ankle, bruise my elbow and get elbowed in the face (all by accident of course) in a matter of 6hrs. fml.
I am the 1st generation of many to not even know what the world was like before 9-11-2001.
I have never been into an airport and not constantly see metal detectors n bomb dogs.
I'm only too familiar with the word terrorism.
Was this the pivotal moment that changed the attitude of the West from calm and innocent to ready and prepared at any time??
I feel that, just like Pearl Harbor, one even thrusted us forward into a new planet.
I don't feel like I'm living on the same planet that was once home to the great heroes of the world...