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Escapist. I'm not quite sure what the hell I even have to run from anymore, but I seem to do an excellent job of it regardless.
 
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hopless Everything is crashing down at the moment and I am at a loss as to what I should do
 
She's not far off, is she?

@n3o: Cryptography is the study of encryption. The formal study is a branch of mathematics, but there is a lot of less formal security work that is centred more around the physics of the devices themselves. Things like preventing information leakage via screens, cables, modem/router blinkenlights, etc... Fascinating stuff.

ATM: okay. Chatting with a buddy before heading out for an awesome vegan dinner with the family.
 
8oBusy8o

Packing this stacking that, no word on aproval for any places yet but fucked if thats gunna stop me bein ready as so the moment i got those keys... BOOM. Done (in theroy anyway)
 
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She's not far off, is she?

@n3o: Cryptography is the study of encryption. The formal study is a branch of mathematics, but there is a lot of less formal security work that is centred more around the physics of the devices themselves. Things like preventing information leakage via screens, cables, modem/router blinkenlights, etc... Fascinating stuff.

ATM: okay. Chatting with a buddy before heading out for an awesome vegan dinner with the family.
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No, just a 10 minute walk. I'll PM you the story LOL
 
ATM: conflicted between raging out and knocking someone the fuck out and crying into my pillow all night and getting messed up.

I guess unbound can be my word for now.
 
doin-it

have been kicking the coffee...
today is the first day in many years i havent craved or consumed it.


a iced 16oz breve with four shouts sure sounds fucking good though - im sure id have one of those
- iam making a Twinning's Chai and Stash English Breakfast tea with cream ATM, though.
;-)
 
^Kicking caffeine for somebody who loves it is not easy at ALL; to me it's honestly harder than staying away from amphetamines. Enjoy the tea. I can still get kinda edgy from but it doesn't have the same effect as coffee.

Now: Avoiding.
 
thank you overdone I appreciate the support.

It is exactly what I need right now while I am trying to beat this thing called heroin

Hopefully things will continue to get better
 
Satisfied
That ive done all the work i can for today, taken all my meds and for once am feeling rather chilled out a little moreso than normal,

deadphish i wasnt fully aware of ur situation, Hats off to you for giving it up a go, Things will get better 4 ya, stay strong freind:\
 
Yea things are rough for me right now but I am trying

And the help I'm I'm receiving from my new friends like you smfg is making it easier

It is easier when you know your not alone

New word: bedtime
 
Illuminated.

Literally, it's got light here and I walked out to the shop on a grey overcast morning. I've had crazy insomnia of late and getting through the dark hours is less pleasant than it used to be.

Hope things work out for ya deadphish :)
 
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