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How are you in one word?? v. Who? What? Where? How? When?

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^Best of luck with it OD! ;) <3


In a word...arse!:!

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In more: Angry, confused, emotionally vulnerable.
 
Asclepius said:
In a word...arse!:!

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In more: Angry, confused, emotionally vulnerable.
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stay strong, hon. You are a giant that has already been through a lot. Whatever is affecting you now is chicken shit compared to the battles you've already won. <3
 
Better and Contemplative.

Trying to plan out a date for Tuesday AND early schedule for new years. Not sure what to do ATM.
 
Depressed and confused. Ever since I finished my masters in business 2 months ago i've been confused about my own direction in life. I've been drinking again and gambling even though I don't have a job. I don't know why I do this shit to myself. I had everything going well - was training 6 times a week and was trim and healthy and then a year and a bit ago I decided to take a break and start drinking again and binge eating. Ever since then it's been one shit rollercoaster where i've seen myself gambling and taking drugs again - speed to be exact, although this has now stopped some months ago probably 4 months now.

I should be happy and should have of better prepared myself for when I finished but instead i've been living in this dream like state. Where motivation to do right is weak every day :(
 
noonoo said:
I should be happy and should have of better prepared myself for when I finished but instead i've been living in this dream like state. Where motivation to do right is weak every day :(
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Masters in business eh? Bravo my friend, working on mine right now :D. Also, get back on that training program! It'll give ya a little more leeway when you eat....then you just work your up routine again and pretty soon you can eat more without any problems. Also it'll get your endorphins going again...helped me alot in kicking my opiate addiction (the first time....seems to be helping now too.)
 
noonoo said:
Depressed and confused. Ever since I finished my masters in business 2 months ago i've been confused about my own direction in life. I've been drinking again and gambling even though I don't have a job. I don't know why I do this shit to myself. I had everything going well - was training 6 times a week and was trim and healthy and then a year and a bit ago I decided to take a break and start drinking again and binge eating. Ever since then it's been one shit rollercoaster where i've seen myself gambling and taking drugs again - speed to be exact, although this has now stopped some months ago probably 4 months now.

I should be happy and should have of better prepared myself for when I finished but instead i've been living in this dream like state. Where motivation to do right is weak every day :(
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I don't think your problem lies within your preparation. in fact, that's your strong point.
The problem seems to be your feeling of being hopelessly lost.
if this is so, you need to view society and life in a new light.
when complicated things are broken down and simplified, guess what, they become simpler to comprehend and manage.
even addiction is an easier pill to swallow after really thinking it through.
hopefully after you really think about what you need to do, it will give you the desire to get it done.

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ugly
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you're the prettiest thing i've seen in a long time...
if you could look through everyone elses eyes, you would realize feeling good is the best makeup out there.
a positive frame of mind heals throughout...
 
HeWhoHowls said:
you're the prettiest thing i've seen in a long time...
if you could look through everyone elses eyes, you would realize feeling good is the best makeup out there.
a positive frame of mind heals throughout...
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aw thanks.
that made me smile. but idk. i feel ugly no matter what. always.
 
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i feel ugly no matter what. always.
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"always" is a helluva long time hun. Don't resign yourself to the fact that you will "always" feel this way. I used to feel ugly all the time too, and I used to think that nothing could change that. But over time you will learn to love yourself for the amazing and beautiful person that you are :) <3


Me: lazy :|
 
Ceramic_Cat said:
aw thanks.
that made me smile. but idk. i feel ugly no matter what. always.
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If you believe it when i tell you, then it should be just as convincing everytime you look into the mirror...
Are you truely dissatisfied with the way you present yourself to others??

Or are you producing your own fear of not meeting other's standards??
this fear is a vicous cycle of trying your hardest(sometimes to the point of breakdown) to feel comfortable through social acceptance, all while your own subconscious parasite telling you that you will never reach such acceptance.

Either way, there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel that can only be reached through effort in every aspect....
 
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