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BDD Social/Info Booth v4.0 --- Fresh Out The Loony Bin

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I enjoy watching American football and rugby. I like action sports. I can't for the life of me figure out why anyone would enjoy watching golf, bowling, or baseball.


I might enjoy watching football (aka soccer) more if the players weren't such pussies. I can't decide who 'flops' more - soccer players or NBA players.
 
Mornernoon BDD :) Have had a semi-productive day so far. Done two loads of laundry, that I need to put away in my wardrobe and drawers and have written a bit more of my screenplay :) so hasn't been too bad so far.

Am off out with my ex tonight to go watch The Inbetweeners Movie, should be a good film :) I have an unlimited cinema pass now so I will be off to watch films far more regularly that before, especially as the cinema is about a 10 minute walk from here.

Still need to get myself in the shower and shave of this horrible non beard that I have, haha. It looks ridicolous. Is ok though, don't have to leave here for another two hours so have plenty of time :)

Hope everyone else is well in BDD land.

Mugz
 
I was just comparing American football to football. Rugby is a different kettle of fish altogether. Dont even dare mention rugby and that sport you guys play in the same breath, its just wrong =D

Hey mugsie, hows things?
 
Sobriety doesn't start till next week, have had a bottle of beer down my neck before I go out already, still got half bottle of cider left and 500mg of ODT, so sobriety will not be starting yet, will start next week =D Looking forward to it as it will be good for me, definitely, but also am going to miss the drugs, but I need to focus on real life for some time before I can consider doing drugs again.
 
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Sobriety doesn't start till next week, have had a bottle of beer down my neck before I go out already, still got half bottle of cider left and 500mg of ODT, so sobriety will not be starting yet, will start next week =D Looking forward to it as it will be good for me, definitely, but also am going to miss the drugs, but I need to focus on real life for some time before I can consider doing drugs again.
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Do you have an exact day to stop(start)? You need to have a deadline matey or else you'll just keep saying tomorrow, tomorrow, yea it'll defo be tomorrow and tomorrow never comes. Like me.
 
Yeah, next week is the when it starts. Monday the 5th of September and there are no more drugs other than my prescription to be consumed after that for 6 months. Sounda a long time, but I need to stabilise my life and my overuse of drugs has made me very unstable and at risk of losing everything. So it has to be done.
 
Do it. It's a good idea and you have nothing to lose by knocking it on the head for a while. If you dont give it a rest you might end up jobless or worse. Its easier said than done I know but its absolutely a good idea.
 
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I tried 10mg which gave me a half hearted trippy feeling. It gave me a bit of a wheeze which I thought could have been down to other variables such as hay fever.

Took another 10 mg which gave me a full on dry cough.

Since it seems to be impacting my respiratory system I've decided to ditch Mr M :)
 
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Good luck Mugz. I'm glad you're set on this.

You might find the modding helps with maintaining the sobriety. Which is probably coming from the wrong person (ahem), but I reckon there's some truth in it. The day job can help a lot too, if you can immerse yourself in it somehow. Not too much though of course.

If you think you can do the six months, go for it. If not, maybe aim for a shorter period and see how you feel. You might even begin to enjoy it, or something similarly unthinkable. ;)

Everyone's behind you anyway. Not literally of course. Remember too that the odd relapse or night of fun isn't something to beat yourself up about, because... well, we all know where that leads, eh?

Go for it!
 
Gardening is really healing as well. If I'm struggling with reality its a refuge.

When things are dark or ugly its nice to plant some seeds knowing that something beautiful is just around the corner.

Mugzy I'm going to plant a seed right now OK. I've actually got Poppy* seeds funny enough so what I'm gonna do is stick a couple in a terracotta pot in a minute with a little stick in the side with your name on it.

I'll pop them in the soil make sure they get LOTS of water and warmth and take a photo
when they germinate in a week or 2, if you want me to, ok =)

Next summer theyll be blindin!!

Hope your flower will give you joy while you're walking your horrid gauntlet sweet<3 ;)

* I will direct all pms requesting resin from Mugzys harvest to mods.
 
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Sammy G will, of course, follow the proper chain of command and ensure that all the droogz end up with me.
 
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