So my doctor started prescribing me Adderall about a year and a half ago. For months, it was awesome. I took it as prescribed, and everything worked perfectly. I did great in school, which was all of a sudden the most interesting thing in the world, and I had the normal feeling of euphoria.
I was really happy with that until around last fall, when I started to take more than prescribed, and then started binging. I would take massive amounts of it (sometimes 200mg a day, and I think I even took as much as 300mg in a day once), and then go through withdrawal while I waited for my doctor to write a new prescription at the end of the month.
Obviously my tolerance rose, and the meds became less effective. It still kind of tweaked me out and put me in this zone, but instead of studying or reading or something I would get distracted with stupid shit, like watching porn for hours on end.
But what is more concerning is that in the last month or so, I've begun to have these really terrible physical reactions to it. I'm not taking as high of doses as I used to, and it still makes me feel so sick. It's hard to describe. My neck, muscles and eyes get really sore, I get really gassy and fart and burp constantly, I have diarrhea all the time, I have this really strong, weird smell all over my body that I can't get rid of, I can't swallow easily, I have headaches, I sleep even less than when I was binging really hard, and then today I had a terrible nosebleed. I can't remember the last time I got a nosebleed, so that was weird, and this one was crazy. It was instantaneous, and then blood was just gushing out of my nose and wouldn't stop.
Does anyone know what the hell is going on? I guess the other factor is that I also take lithium, seroquel and lexapro. Could they be interacting in some weird way?
I was really happy with that until around last fall, when I started to take more than prescribed, and then started binging. I would take massive amounts of it (sometimes 200mg a day, and I think I even took as much as 300mg in a day once), and then go through withdrawal while I waited for my doctor to write a new prescription at the end of the month.
Obviously my tolerance rose, and the meds became less effective. It still kind of tweaked me out and put me in this zone, but instead of studying or reading or something I would get distracted with stupid shit, like watching porn for hours on end.
But what is more concerning is that in the last month or so, I've begun to have these really terrible physical reactions to it. I'm not taking as high of doses as I used to, and it still makes me feel so sick. It's hard to describe. My neck, muscles and eyes get really sore, I get really gassy and fart and burp constantly, I have diarrhea all the time, I have this really strong, weird smell all over my body that I can't get rid of, I can't swallow easily, I have headaches, I sleep even less than when I was binging really hard, and then today I had a terrible nosebleed. I can't remember the last time I got a nosebleed, so that was weird, and this one was crazy. It was instantaneous, and then blood was just gushing out of my nose and wouldn't stop.
Does anyone know what the hell is going on? I guess the other factor is that I also take lithium, seroquel and lexapro. Could they be interacting in some weird way?
