I guess that's how tastes/biochemistry differs. A good dose of Hexobarbital (and it surely was good dose, whole fucking gram) made me feel like half a gallon without the euphoria. I drink 300ml 80 proof on an empty stomach and I feel te most intense relaxation money has ever bought me for roughly 30mins. Then I get heavily depressed, even suicidal sometimes, self conscious, slightly anxious which lasts for almost a day unless I keep drinking in 30minute intervals (which really isn't hard to do, even for days or weeks once I get started like this, even with my obligations. I managed passing all medicine exams during my last episode). Also the motor skill impairment seemed a lot worse than what I get off my booze sweet spot (downing around 120ml cut ethanol on an empty stomach). Maybe it's just hexobarbital, mabe all barbs are like that for me.
@CrookieMonster
Man don't make me feel worse than I already do about it. I even threw the empty vial away in my barbiturate stupor. Should've sent it to some of you barbiturate enthusiasts or at least given it to my downer enthusiast friend. He enjoys everything that gets you stoned, huge amounts of benzos day by day, even Seroquel gets him off I think lol. But that's probably cause of the gram of coke he goes through in a day. :/
@CrookieMonster
Man don't make me feel worse than I already do about it. I even threw the empty vial away in my barbiturate stupor. Should've sent it to some of you barbiturate enthusiasts or at least given it to my downer enthusiast friend. He enjoys everything that gets you stoned, huge amounts of benzos day by day, even Seroquel gets him off I think lol. But that's probably cause of the gram of coke he goes through in a day. :/
