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Never Knows Best said:
Haven't you been binging on 2c-e lately? Or was that someone else?
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yeah, ive been living with an questionmark above my head for the past week. someone said that ur tollerence builds up quick with phents, but im getin good trips out of 10mg+ redosing with 5mg thruout the night. keybumps keep me going!
fueld by 2ce and rockstar energy drinks

insted of writing a tripreport i jus trip on cam @ tinychat.
http://tinychat.com/bluelightlounge
 
Ah, I stay away from small talk so enjoy that.

I have to say, best post in the first 23 pages of this thread goes to....Roger!
Roger&Me said:
LOL i really need to drink less though. It seems I can go without alcohol no problem, just recently went about 7 days with no alcohol, but I always end up getting wasted sooner or later. I don't think of alcohol as a depressant, personally: for me its something that lifts you up out of daily life, a bit like psychedelics. Drinking actually mirrors the archetypal hero's journey in many ways: it lifts you up into the divine realm in your drunkenness, and then throws you into the depths of hell in the midst of the hangover, only for you to eventually return to sober reality unscathed. As Bukowski said, drinking is a type of suicide where you're able to wake up again the next day. It's a very emotional, basically human process-- poisoning oneself in an effort to rid the mind of the cruel realities of everyday life. Its a poetic process, really. It can be very profound.
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Roger&Me said:
LOL to a certain extent I agree. But to me, the hangover is sacred. Its some type of fundamental atonement for one's excesses. Its not a casual process, as far as I'm concerned. It is very fundamental.
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Of course, I don't like to drink that much. Hangovers and blackouts aren't fun, the true joy of alcohol comes when one is slightly tipsy.
 
I've had an unexpected DOI experience today.. apparently 0.5mg is enough to give me a mild trip. :)

I was trying to see if it had any cognitive enhancing qualities. If it does they are completely overtaken by low dose psychedelic hornyness and discombobulation :D Concentrating on school stuff was an impossibility.

I can see DOI as being an amazing all day trip, very enjoyable. Right now I'm in that feel good DOx plateau stage. :)
 
Never Knows Best said:
Hmm, sounds like a good thought thread that you can develop into a song, follow it through to the end! And then record it using appropriate instruments (strong prejudice that jazz be played with acoustic instruments).
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tBirdee said:
and TAC that jazzy doo-dad is really really nice!!
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Thanks guys!

I don't care what anyone says Skrillex is a damn good producer
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Yeah, totally. I see people bashing that dude all the time, probably just 'cause he's "mainstream". But they're seriously fooling themselves. Guy's got skillz!
 
Ya, hypersensitive is a good description for me; I have a naturally low tolerance for everything. I actually tripped on 3mg of AMT, 1.5g of kratom gives me a strong buzz, etc.

I find any alteration from baseline gives me a good buzz. It's like my mind latches onto the slight change and makes itself super aware of it, and amplifies it.
 
Tonight I dine with Dionysus, well specifically the Russky aqua vitae. =D Believe it or not, booze seems to be ameliorating the horrendous GI discomfort I've been experiencing the past couple of days. Why have I been experiencing it? The only thing I've been doing different is lots of jwh-018, in tandem with previous personal information gathering...means that it exacerbates whatever GI issues I have, so I'll probably throw the rest out.

Oh, and further good news, my account has been successfully transferred fully to my ownership, meaning I can get the paperwork to cash it out..the end is near! And with it a reclamation of my human dignity I lost a ways back.
 
You should, personally I think coke>meth, but that's just cause it's more chill. Of course you seem to be able to chill on amps so I don't know if you'd agree with my preference. Not to mention the price of coke vs meth definitely makes meth look like the more worthwhile purchase...I only ever got coke as an extra with my H though so my experience is very limited and low dose.
 
Never Knows Best said:
You should, personally I think coke>meth, but that's just cause it's more chill. Of course you seem to be able to chill on amps so I don't know if you'd agree with my preference. Not to mention the price of coke vs meth definitely makes meth look like the more worthwhile purchase...I only ever got coke as an extra with my H though so my experience is very limited and low dose.
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I can chill on amps?
 
Sup PD-ers? Srsly though, I ended up having another seizure in a park in the middle of the night last friday, and I've pretty much resigned myself to the fact that I have a VERY low seizure threshold, and probably have some degree of epilepsy which needs professional treatment. The only substances I took that day were less than a gram of l-glutamine, as well as some white sage I lit as incense-contains thujone which can cause convulsions-as well as cannabis. Weed was involved in my last episode which means it's out of my life completely until I can figure out what's going on here. I last tripped on a single mushroom cap on my birthday, June the 16th, and smoked DMT some time in July, my last time smoking just a threshold amount leftover from a friend's bowl. The entities told me not to come back, and I guess last Friday was my final warning not to fuck in their realms anymore. Lesson learned, and I gave away the last of my stash that I have been slowly parting with to a friend earlier. I gave away all my RC's a few weeks ago, and today rue, DPT, K, my base pipe, have now all gone to a new friend and brave & intrepid explorer of the mind-I wish him luck in his travels.

The odd thing is that even though the episodes are insanely otherworldly and physically and psychically brutal to come down from-I've grown to enjoy them-to embrace what is called the postictal state by medical science. What this is to me is a completely blissful state of body and mind re-integration that I consider myself blessed to be able to experience. Don't get me wrong, having a seizure basically feels like getting struck by psychotic lightening. You're shot out of cannon in a way that makes shooting K and smoking DMT at the same time seem like a walk in the park (lol irony?) and than you're slammed back into your body before your ego even knows what the fuck happened. But surviving and controlling the state seems like the ultimate shamanism to me, even though as I write that I know it will be chalked up to "psychotic/mystical" experience by some. I need to choose my words carefully lest I be sent to the wrong hospital, and I do plan on going as soon as possible.

I'm using these precious last days in the quazi-mystical state to re-phrase my jumbled thoughts, get rid of the last of my stash, and decide on what course I want to take for treatment. The headache I'm now experiencing, which I know has the potential to turn into a blinding migrane, tells me I have little time left to get my ass to a doctor. But what I wanted to tell everyone here, even though I've been a lurker for the past few months, is that you're all the best, most loving, swirliest peeps on the interwebs, and I send much <3 and deems to j00 all. Reading your thoughts on a daily basis has made a connection with you all in my mind that I have had with few other places on the internet that still exist. Seriously it's like a madly dys-FUNctional but somehow chaotically controlled family that can stick together no matter what. So what if we abuse ourselves in ways normal people can barely imagine? We're cybershaman controlling our digital shizophrenia with bit-perfect precision and are opening up ways to understanding ourselves in a way that's totally alien yet human and... aand uh-*ZZZzzzzz* ~~~___^^*SPARK* ZZaaPP-OH

*(angel)dusts his-delf off*

"Ah shit, it happened again Chief, mop-up on aisle 12"

But enough with the free-writing jibberish. Thank you willow11, LMA, Roger&Me, Never Knows Best, PepperSocks, TheAppleCore, nearjat, Cloudy, for your constant entertainment in my darkest days. I'd also like to thank DMT, psilocybin, DPT, AMT, K, 2C-E/D/C, 4-AcO-DMT, and yes, even PCP. I <3 U all, and I'm glad I got to experience so much of the pudding during my time in the game. You all know what I mean, I love you all and see you on the flip side, homies.
 
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