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[Thorns Have Roses]

Well, glad to be of service Mr. Patton. Was always afraid of being completely boring. Hopefully if fate renders me unable to perform my internet services in the very near future as I predict, someone will step up and take my place keeping the social going under all circumstances. Really do get that treated though, if you wanna live for a number of years yet you should cautiously guard your physical health.

Anyhow: IN spite of only 2 hours sleep last night, decided I didn't want to waste precious drunken time so easily, and decided to watch half of Pulp Fiction before considering bed (also maybe vaping jwh residue, doesn't upset my innards like the overdose level I have been taking frequently as of late), and I have to say. The first half hour of the movie mainly left me wanting some H. LOL, H and G are really the whole of my reasons to live argument lately, and they're the losing side.

PS It seems I'm in the mood to go to blackout, a rare occurence...tallyho! Also also, this is one of my favorite scenes ever comitted to film: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iiAUmsl6OHU (though the breakfast interrogation and watch scene are technically better) also also also....$500/g H from the mountains of Germany? THat's less believable than adrenochrome F&LiLV version.

 

[TheAppleCore]

I sincerely wish you the best of luck in conquering this epileptic nuisance, General! It always pains me to see such wonderful and intelligent members of the forum suffering so undeservedly.

The odd thing is that even though the episodes are insanely otherworldly and physically and psychically brutal to come down from-I've grown to enjoy them-to embrace what is called the postictal state by medical science. What this is to me is a completely blissful state of body and mind re-integration that I consider myself blessed to be able to experience. Don't get me wrong, having a seizure basically feels like getting struck by psychotic lightening. You're shot out of cannon in a way that makes shooting K and smoking DMT at the same time seem like a walk in the park (lol irony?) and than you're slammed back into your body before your ego even knows what the fuck happened. But surviving and controlling the state seems like the ultimate shamanism to me, even though as I write that I know it will be chalked up to "psychotic/mystical" experience by some. I need to choose my words carefully lest I be sent to the wrong hospital, and I do plan on going as soon as possible.

That's really interesting, and reminds me of the late and great T. McKenna's comment that the first seizure produced by his tumor was the most powerful psychedelic experience of his life! These things are no accident, IMHO. McKenna seemingly had an incredibly deep connection to whatever force lies behind these inexplicable psychedelic experiences. Tryptamines were not the ONLY medium by which this force manifested itself in the mind of McKenna, apparently!

But what I wanted to tell everyone here, even though I've been a lurker for the past few months, is that you're all the best, most loving, swirliest peeps on the interwebs, and I send much and deems to j00 all. Reading your thoughts on a daily basis has made a connection with you all in my mind that I have had with few other places on the internet that still exist. Seriously it's like a madly dys-FUNctional but somehow chaotically controlled family that can stick together no matter what. So what if we abuse ourselves in ways normal people can barely imagine? We're cybershaman controlling our digital shizophrenia with bit-perfect precision and are opening up ways to understanding ourselves in a way that's totally alien yet human and... aand uh-*ZZZzzzzz* ~~~___^^*SPARK* ZZaaPP-OH

*(angel)dusts his-delf off*

"Ah shit, it happened again Chief, mop-up on aisle 12"

You win the thread.

 

[tBirdee]

Damn Patton best of luck recovering and living a healthy life

 

[Devourer]

finally coming down enough off of 2c-c to function.


wow what an enjoyable ride.
I'd take this over cocaine anyday LSDMDMA&AMP, and at a faaaar cheaper cost.
I guess it's biased though since I don't enjoy over-stimulation.


I will also add I think Skrillex is awesome, idc how over-hyped he is, he invented his own 'sound' very quickly and it's pretty fucking good. I also like that he does more House oriented stuff too, rather than just boring ole dubstep.

 

[helium-4]

Just got a interview at a meat department in a grocery store. Seems like it could be pretty cool. Just got hope my piss is clean besides the amps in my system. Its been 2 weeks since I smoked a small bit of resin, and over 3 weeks since the last time I really smoked. I had some barbs last week which should be out of my system by now, so it should be all good.

time for some kratom and amphetamine to celebrate

 

[Devourer]

Cloudy, do you have a script for amps? is this why?

And depending on your metabolism you should be able to piss THC-free..
I've smoked only two days before a legitimate government test (though it was a dip test)
and passed before, I could assume that since it's a grocery store they probably will do a dip test or mouth swab, which I'm sure you'll pass.

 

[helium-4]

Yeah, I'm scripted 15mg twice a day of amp salt combo (addy formula). So I can indulge as prescribed or recreationally with out concern. Though I've been sticking with my scripted dose as I'm trying to get rid of some abuse habits with drugs. Kratom on occasion, no weed, no alcohol/very little, amps as prescribed, and some MXE probably in 2-4 weeks. Though I'm thinking about using the majority of the MXE for potential cognitive, anti-depressant, ADHD, and anxiety benefits rather than getting dissociated out. If it is anything like k it will also stop me from desiring alcohol pretty much completely, as well as continue with no cigs. This is not to say I'm not looking forward to seeing where MXE can take me.

I have a decent metabolism, so I'm not really that concerned. It will be atleast saturday-monday before i have to take a drug test if I get the job on friday, meaning it will be 4 weeks since smoking weed. I just remember failing a drug test for a grocery store job once because of hydrocodone 3 days before the test. Don't want that to happen again.

 

[Devourer]

Yeah, hydrocodone sure isn't worth losing a potential job over.

Sounds like a good idea for the MXE, just be careful you don't get too hooked on that of course.. as it might just replace your alcohol/ciggarette desires rather than fix them.

I have smoked cigarettes for about 6 years now, and I can seem to go up to a week without them.
I don't purchase them anymore and instead bum them from people on occasion, trying to revert back to being a social smoker.. making it thus easier to quit in my hypothesis.

Never ever have a craving for alcohol over here though, I don't really enjoy alcohol at all in the highly inebriating doses.
a yuengling or two over the course of the night is usually how far I take it.

Thought I must say, I am slightly irritable and restless without cannabis, but I can seem to go days without it perfectly fine.

 

[helium-4]

I was surprised to see hydrocodone as one of the drugs they tested for. I was expecting a standard NIDA 5, but they had a comprehensive test that tested for almost everything (with psychedelics maybe an exception). For the NIDA 5, hydrocodone, oxycodone and the like aren't tested for, so I was caught off guard. bullshit thing happened though. They called my house (i was in highschool) and talked to my parents, telling them I failed the drug test. Shit was fucked up and very illegal. Parents weren't to happy about about me failing...

Eh, I'm only planing on acquiring a relatively small amount (a few g's) so not worried about getting "hooked". I do love my dissociatives and have run through grams of k in a short period of time (I do have a decently high tolerance to dissociatives though), but I really want to use the NMDA-antagonism for therapeutic benefits. Even with high consumption of ketamine in a short period of time I'd notice lasting benefits. K gets rid of my SAD and GAD almost completely, an amazing anti-depressant effect, helps with my combination ADD/ADHD (inattentive, implusive, and hyper active) more so than stimulants, stopped me from wanting to drink for 2 months after use, made cigs feel disgusting for a month or so, and slight increase in memory retention/formation. Seriously the most therapeutic drug I've consumed, and probably would have seen more/increased benefits if I didn't use it as frequently and in the doses I used. It had some short term negative effects like decreased speech abilities after use (with in the day), and the usual negative memory effects right after the experience is over. With threshold doses it these short term effects are basically non-existent.

I smoked cigs pretty much the last three years, with a few periods of high quantities of cigs, but usually it was around 2-3 a day. I'd bum a lot, or throw a buck or two at someone for those cigs. Helped keep use down, and isolated to social occasions.

I don't really crave alcohol, it is just convenient. You can go down to the store and pick up enough to get you feeling right for cheap, along with out any worry of the law. Also living a hundred yards from a bar didn't help keep my consumption low. My friends and I would walk down to bar often just because of the convenience and the eventually relationships formed with the bartenders (great drinks and the occasional free drink).

Cannabis is pretty easy to quit for me when I'm not around anyone who smokes or sells, but living in a college town I'd always be around it, so I smoked more than I should.

 

[TheAppleCore]

Well, I've finished reducing my ayahuasca and admixture brews.

It's really interesting just to look at these dark little bodies of liquid in their glass jars. Considering how many hours of labor ultimately went into researching and producing this brew, they're like priceless gems.

I feel the same way when in the presence of glistening white self-extracted DMT crystals.

 

[PepperSocks]

finally coming down enough off of 2c-c to function.


wow what an enjoyable ride.
I'd take this over cocaine anyday LSDMDMA&, and at a faaaar cheaper cost.
I guess it's biased though since I don't enjoy over-stimulation.

Yeah 2C-C is sweet, cocaine is garbage. Better off buying amphetamine with your money

Just got a interview at a meat department in a grocery store. Seems like it could be pretty cool. Just got hope my piss is clean besides the amps in my system. Its been 2 weeks since I smoked a small bit of resin, and over 3 weeks since the last time I really smoked. I had some barbs last week which should be out of my system by now, so it should be all good.

time for some kratom and amphetamine to celebrate

That's BS that they make you take a drug test for that. The only employer up here that makes you take a drug test is the armed forces.

I'm trying some ethcathinone this afternoon, 10mg. Some decent stimulation but it's all norepi. Not overly recreationally pleasant but not terrible.

 

[General Patton]

Well, glad to be of service Mr. Patton. Was always afraid of being completely boring. Hopefully if fate renders me unable to perform my internet services in the very near future as I predict, someone will step up and take my place keeping the social going under all circumstances. Really do get that treated though, if you wanna live for a number of years yet you should cautiously guard your physical health.

If anything pulled me through all my various ups and downs and health problems throughout the years-it's that impulse to not be boring. Yes, the social will always live on in spirit, someone will always be here to pick up the Crown jewels appointed with only the biggest, purest and sparkliest DMT, LSD and K crystals.

Damn Patton best of luck recovering and living a healthy life

Thanks man, I really appreciate all the care and support, even if it's from random people I may never meet. Cheers!

That's really interesting, and reminds me of the late and great T. McKenna's comment that the first seizure produced by his tumor was the most powerful psychedelic experience of his life! These things are no accident, IMHO. McKenna seemingly had an incredibly deep connection to whatever force lies behind these inexplicable psychedelic experiences. Tryptamines were not the ONLY medium by which this force manifested itself in the mind of McKenna, apparently!



You win the thread.

WINNING! *Sheen-like glare* So I somehow managed to have developed epic coke-head like ranting skills without ever ingesting a stimulant stronger than a Rockstar energy drink. Furthur proof that it's not the substance that matters, trippy eh?

Well, I've finished reducing my ayahuasca and admixture brews.

It's really interesting just to look at these dark little bodies of liquid in their glass jars. Considering how many hours of labor ultimately went into researching and producing this brew, they're like priceless gems.

I feel the same way when in the presence of glistening white self-extracted DMT crystals.

GodSPEED man, on top of recent events, having digestive difficulties and a food intolerance I could probably never have tripped on ayahuascua. But do tell about your trips when you finally ingest those sacred bottles of joy, as I can now only trip vicariously through others. Thanks again everyone!

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

I feel you on the digestive problems. My GI tract hates me, colon has been inflamed for the last month, and now something...bottom of stomach or perhaps small intestine has something up that is quite uncomfortable.


Good luck on the interview, cloudy.

 

[methoxetaman]

i wish s i could read right now damit

 

[Devourer]

Cloudy,

that sucks man, I'd hate for that to happen to me.. luckily it never did when I was living with my parents.
If you have confidence in it than im sure you can use mKet to your advantage.


TheAppleCore,
Right!?!?! I love the DMT making process, especially when it turns into a snowglobe
Theres also the part (during the cake method) Where you watch the alkaloids crystalize and re-crystalize and constantly shift.. it's really neat.. just hard to watch since toxic fumes are being produced from it. (lye and alcohol)



PepperSocks,
I know this shit is bomb, I just gave some to two new lab rats (for compensation of course)
They insisted on insuffalating 40mg each.. man, they started tripping nuts in ten minutes, then I had to kick them out since it was like 3:30am so I didn't even get to observe their peak. They said they enjoyed it very much though... seems like a more universally easy to enjoy PEA.

 

[TheAppleCore]

Holy shit.

I just had the most insane adventure.

Involving:

Getting completely loaded on ayahuasca.

Getting completely lost in the thickest, most formidable Southern California desert wilderness you could possibly imagine. (There was no "walking" here. There was crawling on your hands and knees, blindly tearing your way through an endless web of intertwined vines and bramble.)

Beginning to panic, in the fear that I would never find my way back, slowly withering to death in the baking, dry heat of the desert.

In the midst of this delirious psychedelic hell, I manage to break my fucking water canteen. Full-blown panic.

It's >100˚F (38˚C).

As I'm trying to climb to high ground, I accidentally grab hold of some sort of stinging nettle-like plant, rendering my entire right hand in searing pain for the rest of the journey.

Later, I disturb another nasty plant that proceeds to release a cloud of reproductive... barbs... which latched all over the inside of my throat as I inhaled, causing grief until I was able to cough it all back up, or just swallow it.

Lose my footing, slide down the valley slope a ways, suddenly realize I am completely exhausted, fall asleep for a couple hours in a bed of, erm, vines and spiders and flies.

Wake up mostly sober, finish climbing my way up over the valley edge, survey the scene and immediately recognize where I am. Make it home in time for supper. Call it a day.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Sounds crazy man, not sure I'd like to emulate it.

 

[TheAppleCore]

^ No, I don't believe I would recommend it. :D

 

[PepperSocks]

In the midst of this delirious psychedelic hell, I manage to break my fucking water canteen. Full-blown panic.

It's >100˚F (38˚C).

As I'm trying to climb to high ground, I accidentally grab hold of some sort of stinging nettle-like plant, rendering my entire right hand in searing pain for the rest of the journey.

Fuck TAC. Wild man. Scorpion hit would have been the icing on the cake eh?

I fell through the ice a few years ago in a marsh in springtime up here while on a leisurely shroom stroll through the woods. Who would have thought that the ice you could ski-doo on in the winter would soften up as the weather warmed up?

Anyways I went through, 32F, 0C water all the way up to my armpits (elbows managed to grab the ice), I manage to pull my stinging cold body up, carefully get to shore and run home as fast as I can (about 2 miles). My jeans were crusting on the way. When I got home I stripped down and got in the tub. Talk about panic. As soon as I fell in (which is feeling fine to deathly cold before you even realize what happened) my mind went into panic mode, I pulled myself out and screamed at the absolute top of my lungs HELP!!!! HELP!!!! to absolutely no one within reasonable distance. Not like they could do anything if they were there anyway, they likely would have fallen in trying to get to me.

I learned quite the respect for springtime ice, having stuff like that happen while on psychedelics is rough.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

That story just proves cold weather is evil (opinion of spoiled Southern Californian). The only ice we have here is methamphetamine. Though that also deserves respect (but in all seasons, not just spring).