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agh, the honest answer to how long have i been drinking every day is that i don't really know. actually my guess is march when i massively cut down on weed, then it prob got slightly worse when i cut down on benzos. it kinda crept up on me, i noticed a few months ago i couldn't remember the last night i hadn't drunk so made a concerted effort to have the odd day off. don't really know when that got sacked off but its probably been a month since i went longer than 24 hours without alcohol. i'm not worried i've done any long term damage, well tbh the possibility hadn't even occurred to me, i was more worried that if i've not been drinking enough to give me the shakes then something other than my own stupidity might be causing it!!

ugh, i will try to have a night off tonight. given how utterly shite i feel right now, i don't wanna touch alcohol. but i feel like that this time every day..... i need to not be like this when i see my parents next week cos they'll notice and know and i don't want them to worry any more than they already are. i'm assuming benzos can sort it out as a short term measure?

thanks.

jancrow thats awful, midnight skip visit sounds good!
 
Mugz said:
Wow, well I am going to scotland now, big big changes today, back and forth, back and forth, but I am going and will be heading off early tomorrow morning. Rollercoaster ride of emotions and decisions today, glad it is back on though :)
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iknew it. something doesnt feeljust right in scotland today , theres something wandering around that shouldnt be ,it has a strange essence and a funny walk , yes its MUGZ he found PORT GLASGOW and has been taken under the influence of the locals ... hide that accent mugz hide it, you can survive this just be vigilant lol

just kidding mate hope u enjoy ur self :) oh and dont go to port glasgow lol or possil the rehab will capture you , they have big junkie nets that they run after youwith if u get free and shout NEILDONT LEAVE COME ON COME BACK xD but just run for the bus you will be fine xD
 
Benzos are handy if you want to stop medium-term everyday drinking, though obviously only strictly short-term.

I managed to stop a prolonged period of habitual drinking (18 moths or so) with them recently without much too discomfort. It worked fine, but only once I'd stopped making excuses to enjoy a drink and a few blues, which was threatening to become a worse problem than the drinking was in the first place.

Good luck with that anyway. A break will at the very least allow you to prove to yourself you're not an alcoholic, eh?
 
chinup said:
hey guys.... hope you're all well. so i've been drinking, but not huge amounts, almost every night since i can remember. at the thing i'm at right now its basically impossible not to... anyway i'm a bit worried as i've noticed my hands shaking the last couple of days. last night was a bit of a blowout as a lot of stressful stuff was going on and this morning they're a lot worse, like i gave up on my cup of tea. i didn't really think the amounts i was drinking (rarely more than 4 pints) was enough to cause any problems, am i just kidding myself? also, my hangovers have been noticeably worse. is this probably alcohol or should i try and see a doctor? i'm not too concerned about the drinking i think once i get home i can stop quite easily but if this isn't just alcohol i am concerned....
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shaky hands are a bad sign and if you cant remember when it was you had your first drink from days maybe weeks ago and you cant just stop drinking with out asking us for help about it says yes go see the doctor or at least see if you can go with out drinking at all .. and not just for a day for svereal days , weeks even but if you end up drinking then you know ur not the on e in control and the drink is so yes if thats the case the doctor is best imo , hope things get better for you chinup <3
 
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iknew it. something doesnt feeljust right in scotland today , theres something wandering around that shouldnt be ,it has a strange essence and a funny walk , yes its MUGZ he found PORT GLASGOW and has been taken under the influence of the locals ... hide that accent mugz hide it, you can survive this just be vigilant lol

just kidding mate hope u enjoy ur self :) oh and dont go to port glasgow lol or possil the rehab will capture you , they have big junkie nets that they run after youwith if u get free and shout NEILDONT LEAVE COME ON COME BACK xD but just run for the bus you will be fine xD
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A bit late leaving but I am just about to get my bag on my back and head out the door, well I will give the postman another 45 minutes so hopefully I will have a good book to read on my travels. Got my bag, and my signs, and a black sharpie to write new signs. Hopefully I will be in birmingham before too long, then manchester and hopefully meet treacle, then it will be as fast as possible to glasgow :D

Will try and find some wi-fi hotspots, that give free net access along the way to update my travels.

Sorry to hear you are not feeling too great chinup, hopefully we can still meet up tomorrow evening, we can skip alcohol if you like :)

Anyways, goodbye BL for now, catch up with you later in the day hopefully.

Mugz
 
if your in aberdeen give us a shout mate , i just got 400 blues and i aint taking them all my self xD

just kidding but are you traveling that far north ?
 
fucking fairies are taking the piss and now its causing friction between me and a mate :\
what can ya do,
stuck in work in this fucking heat wanting to stab someone in the fucking face :(

i need a holiday pronto but no funds for that :(

miserable day today considering its so hot n sunny and im out of cash and hash

fuck this shit man seriously
 
your right it is sunny, i never really took notice as my mind is on something else today , oh well my dad thought it was going to rain all week and had me cut teh grass on monday worrying it wouldnt be able to get done for a good while ...

surprise surprise the weather man was wrong ... but in a good way =D

Breakcore i dare you to grab your key board and get a mate to record it while you smash it in to someones teeth and se if you can get the keys spelling " FUCK YOU " on camera .. you know like in wanted

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XH7CXtxOflI

goon release the pressure mate lol
 
I recommend if your going to use fairies to not bother involving other people with it unless they are well aware that if things go wrong they aren't getting their cash back. Hopefully things resolve themselves soon for you. :)

First day back home, time to go out and get back into the usual routine! Weather is looking good already.
 
No, they make cidre.

EDIT: what the fuck am i replying to, i swear there was a stella cider related comment somewhere. fuck sake. wher the fuck are my marbles.
 
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smackcraft said:
shaky hands are a bad sign and if you cant remember when it was you had your first drink from days maybe weeks ago and you cant just stop drinking with out asking us for help about it says yes go see the doctor or at least see if you can go with out drinking at all .. and not just for a day for svereal days , weeks even but if you end up drinking then you know ur not the on e in control and the drink is so yes if thats the case the doctor is best imo , hope things get better for you chinup <3
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thanks smacky. i guess its been a bit of a wake up call, it just hadn't really occurred to me that low level daily drinking could actually do any damage. i didn't think it was a problem at all but you're right, i'll prove that by seeing if i can go without. i don't really want to go weeks without drinking, just get out of doing it every day, maybe that means i've got a problem but not drinking just doesn't fit in with my lifestyle!!! tonight i def wont have anything, even if it means just going to sit alone in my room after tea.

Mugz said:
Sorry to hear you are not feeling too great chinup, hopefully we can still meet up tomorrow evening, we can skip alcohol if you like :)
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cheers, will be good to see you. don't worry about skipping the drinks, if i def don't drink tonight thats enough for me for my current situation and i'll get on it properly when i'm home. glad your travel plans have been reinstated!!!
 
chinup said:
even if it means just going to sit alone in my room after tea.
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Welcome to my world lol , get your self a movie to watch or jump on here for a while, believe me the hours sometimes just fly by just posting and reading the forums and before you know it its time for bed and a movie til you fall asleep .. good luck :)
 
haha yeah these forums can rinse your time a bit!!!! think i might watch the stephen hawking documentary on bbc iplayer, then i'll genuinely feel like i've done something improving instead of just looked after my liver. i get really pissed off somehow about my body not doing what i want it to, which is mostly to take whatever abuse i give it and not feel shite.... and somehow doing what it wants me to because its forcing me to by making me feel shite grates a bit.
 
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