re: "not overdosing" ...i somehow managed a gram last saturday. dont ask how. quite shameful dose through a variety of ROA over 12hrs (excluding pins and needles). i was left ok, but re dosing during the week had no effect, about wednesday i re-dosed 100mg as usual in the morning, 3hrs later i started getting tingling in my hands, and feet as well as pain increasing in my thighs going up my legs to pint of "oh shit i better mention this as i might end up in a&e" (i was in gatwick airport at the time and not the best place to start dying of drugs or so i panicked..). i also had a "headache" that was "on the inside" if that makes sense "brain ache" maybe on the right hemisphere giving me double vision for about 6 hrs and VERY ill. the "brain ache" was the worst. (great flight)
since then MXE has had NO EFFECT whatsoever on me, more a maitanance dose, but using less and less daily i do feel much better
As regards BENZO WITHDRAWL - i have been on 15mg of diazapam daily for 4 years, i have over last 3 weeks cut down to 10mgs. the withdwarls are kicking in as horrendously as they usually would (jaw tension, dry mouth, Extreme agitation, anxiety etc)...MXE has done nothing for it.
as for the "opiate" effect of MXE and people telling me i would go through "opiate withdrawal" without it. ...this is not true either. i get nothing from periods of not using it., except a psychological "im bored. sticking some minx up my bum would be fun" feeling, but nothing close to opiate withdrawal whatsoever.