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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 4th Dose (don't overdose)

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I know some folks who vaporize stuff like 2Cs, but the thought of inhaling untested chemical vapor just gives me the willies. I already treat my lungs bad enough as it is.
 
Listening said:
There was another thread about vaporization a little big ago, but thought I'd ask here... Why isn't vaporizing a popular option? Health risks?

I tried vaporizing and it seemed pretty effective, but I only did two low dose trials: 5mg and 15mg. There's an initial rush and pretty immediate effects. Seems to be more potent, but last a shorter amount of time.

Opinions?
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I'm one who posted in that thread, I put 15mg in a bowl with a light amount of cannabis sprinkled on top to cover it. was already tripping but it added more to the trip than cannabis alone would.
 
Transcendence said:
I know some folks who vaporize stuff like 2Cs, but the thought of inhaling untested chemical vapor just gives me the willies. I already treat my lungs bad enough as it is.
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Yes, but vaporizing a 2c produces noxious and obviously unclean stuff... MXE seems to vaporize pretty cleanly (not that this means it's safe, just saying).
 
Had a few interesting experiences with MXE the last few nights, particularly last night.

I took 10mg then another 10mg a few hours later then another 10mg probably an hour after that. 10mg for me seems to be a very good amount for socializing without it being too impairing.

I had been with a group of friends the whole night but near the end of the night, I went with my intuition and left the group I was with and did my own solo thing.

The biggest thing I noticed I got from the MXE was CONFIDENCE and seeing the amazing things that came with it are lessons that will persist long after it wore off.

I'm assuming the dopamine action is primarily responsible for that effect, and while I've never done cocaine (pointless shit), I can guess the that the effects were somewhat similar (but without the side-effects).

It wasn't confidence from an ego-sense really, and I wasn't speedy at all, just calm, alert, aware and felt like I had more time to react to the cues around me and most importantly act on them with sureness rather than let the moment pass then beat myself up mentally afterwards which feeds into a cycle of social ineptitude. (anyone been there before? =D)

I'm hoping MXE can can be a temporary tool to create a new cycle of confidence in social situations without becoming a crutch. The positive results should be their own reinforcement.


Somewhat surprisingly I didn't have any issues falling asleep and had a very vivid dream that I was being 'chased' by two wolves, but it was actually at a 'healing center' where people go to be healed by playing with wolves. I'm no psychoanalyst but I'd say there is some relevant symbolism there. ;)

When I woke after about 6 hours I was really tired, but in a slightly different way then from normal lack of sleep. It was easy to shake off but it does make me more aware of the very real dopamine/stimulant action of this drug and those always seem to have downsides over the long term if not used with respect and moderation...
 
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It wasn't confidence from an ego-sense really, and I wasn't speedy at all, just calm, alert, aware and felt like I had more time to react to the cues around me and most importantly act on them with sureness rather than let the moment pass then beat myself up mentally afterwards which feeds into a cycle of social ineptitude.
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A thousands times yes. I wish I could pin this to the top of the thread. There's really nothing more I can add; this is exactly how it feels to me. It's not the confidence you get from cocaine. You don't feel like you're the shit and oh so interesting and that everyone is benefiting from your presence. I just feel like I'm untouchable by those little moments of panic when I'm stumbling over my self-consciousness in a social situation

And on an unrelated note, this stuff works wonders for my asthma. I feel like I haven't breathed this clearly in years.
 
I can see why you wouldn't. I'm hesitant to qualify it as "fun". I see it's greatest utility in providing relief more than anything. Relief from the human condition.
 
What i experience is just extreme confusing and last time i wanted to try m-hole. So i did, 2 hours later i wished to come back to normal. I had no freaking idea what was going on, i was so confused. The onslaugt of CEV's made it impossible to sleep, even when i laid down, it just got dull after 30min.

I almost just sat down and cryed because i though i would never go back to normal, i though i would stay in this confusing world, full of chaos and panic forever and never experience sleep again.
 
Try taking less, but you're quite right it has a confusing effect, and it isn't for everyone!
 
Maybe it isnt the drug for me, I just took the last dose. And i start to feel confused again.
 
Today i tried methoxetamine for the first time it was 10 mg insuffalated to be honest i was expecting not to much to happen. Ive done plenty of ketamine and figured that would be a safe starting point to get a taste.

Well in 15 minutes it came on then slowly reached a comfortable peak with in an hr of insuffalating.

this peak lasted just about 40 minutes it was simialiar to k but way confusing and un profound.

then i started to come down and this was terrible much like if i ate percocets just nauseated and gross feeling and this lasted 3 hrs after the peak.

after i started feeling a little better i ate some food and smoked pot but still feel very odd and its been 7 hrs later. I only did 10mg this doesent seem to match the descriptions im hearing about methoxetamine what do u think. i bought a good amount and dont know what to think yet.
 
Limitbreaker said:
Does anyone here get shakings and muscle spasms during the load? First few minutes.
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Reapeating this question, plus some more: has anyone tried i.v., if yes, what is the dosage ratio comparing to oral?

What does M-Hole look like? I've found quite a bunch of K-Hole info, but not about M-Holes.
 
freedomagain said:
Today i tried methoxetamine for the first time it was 10 mg insuffalated to be honest i was expecting not to much to happen. Ive done plenty of ketamine and figured that would be a safe starting point to get a taste.

Well in 15 minutes it came on then slowly reached a comfortable peak with in an hr of insuffalating.

this peak lasted just about 40 minutes it was simialiar to k but way confusing and un profound.

then i started to come down and this was terrible much like if i ate percocets just nauseated and gross feeling and this lasted 3 hrs after the peak.

after i started feeling a little better i ate some food and smoked pot but still feel very odd and its been 7 hrs later. I only did 10mg this doesent seem to match the descriptions im hearing about methoxetamine what do u think. i bought a good amount and dont know what to think yet.
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I felt similarly the first time I did it as well. I find the drug reveals its character after the first couple doses. Try 20mg more, smoke a bit of cannabis, and swish it around inside your head like a fine wine. I think you'll come to like it. Welcome to bluelight!
 
I had my first taste of MXE today. I had around 12mg sublingually. The comeup was fun for me, I felt pretty good. However, once I hit the peak, I just got a kind of weird, subtle headache and then became confused and irritable.

Once I came down I felt alright. Physically I still feel fine and very relaxed, but I didn't get any of the positive mental effects and the headache is quite weird.

I'll probably give it another try, but if I was going to describe the experience in one word, it would just be "weird". My friend who took about 16 or 17mg had a great experience however, so go figure.
 
Hi Everybody, just checking in - I want to second some of what's been said here. I have to agree, MXE takes a few tries before you can settle into it. I kept taking larger sublingual doses that only upped the stuporous effect and almost gave up when I only felt like sleeping after 100mg. Then I railed 100mg and had the most dissociative trip I've ever taken...... That is way, way, way too much. I was close to fully incapacitated for at least 6 hrs (I couldn't walk bc I felt so weightless, I couldn't feel my feet touch the ground.) The confusion was massive and simple tasks were baffling to execute....... Yet, I also had the innate self-confidence mentioned earlier, and never panicked. The next day, the only aftereffect was a feeling of well-being.
 
No shit. And I've never used ketamine. I just read about the MXE experience and it's AD after effect and wanted to try it. I bought a scale bc I saw people saying a few surplus mgs make a huge difference. It wasn't anything like what I expected!
 
The confidence the methoxetamine gives me can be best describe by being in THE zone. Not a zone, but THE zone, the ULTIMATE zone. Even after 5 days no methoxetamine, I am still in THE zone. My personality has been forever molded/tweaked by this substance. I've always been a positive person...extremely positive... like I can't listen to music with negative lyrics or ever hurt anybody or thing because of my conscious. The most noticable change is due to the loss of many fears that kept me in somewhat of a mental hell for the past year. I went from being this extremely positive person who was trapped in his head to completely free in one night after an intense experience on methoxetamine. Exercise/weight lifting is also another contributing factor to all of this but the methoxetamine has unblocked a major mental block in my head. Everybody in my life notices that I am more outspoken...I also have gained the ability to start tasks on my own, something that I couldn't do...but damn I'm the hardest worker there is when you put me on a task. Methoxetamine has been a blessing.
 
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No shit. And I've never used ketamine. I just read about the MXE experience and it's AD after effect and wanted to try it. I bought a scale bc I saw people saying a few surplus mgs make a huge difference. It wasn't anything like what I expected!
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You read that a few extra mgs make a difference, and then take around 10x the reccommended starter dose?

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done this stuff a few times, had the most fucked up experience on it last night... missjudged a line and it put me on my ass, i ended up face down on some tiles at a some blokes house and literally dissolved into everything... ego death experience...it was beautiful, i felt invincible, it was like i became particles.... it reminded me of DMT ego death, was making some weird noises and couldn't move for what felt like a whole week, but was probably only a few mins. felt like i was on a rocket flying to the moon. proper crazy state, literally thought i was dead. it felt like bliss. it was a perfect state of nothingness. went on the ride of my life, re-living the past, flying across the universe, even when i came out of it i felt completely retarded and could hardly talk for hours afterwards, felt completely weightless and wonky when walking, all over the place. teeth chattering like a machine gun. whole body was numb. bit odd to get to fucked up infront of people i dont really know. bad miss judgement. i found it hard to breathe as well, i had to force myself to breath. some other people did it too and were quite fucked on it. insane stuff, felt mashed afterwards, i would look at myself in the mirror and my face looked really fat, other peoples face looked really thin, everything looked epic, was hard to communicate with anyone after. felt like my personality had been stripped and i didnt feel like myself. feel fine now though, thank fuck. got bit too intense and messed up. felt quite negative afterwards for a bit, but woke up fine
 
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