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Random MSN Gibberings LXI: "The Gringo that every girl wants"

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What kind of alcohol do you like?

You have enough for a couple of purple tins or Spesh there. You also have enough for some decent import lager, weissbier or ale depending on where you shop.

Don't ask me though. I know nothing about alcohol at all, except it's bad.
 
i dunno why but i came clean to my care coordinator about weed/alcohol/benzos and suddenly that psychiatrist appointment that was 'sometime soon' is now in the next 2 weeks. for the investigations they wanted i needed to keep a month long mood diary so the wait wasn't just the nhs being crap but i don't really see why this changes things, as i'd admitted drug use to the gp when i got my referral anyway.

she was quite nice about it. i def now have her down as a closet stoner.
 
Aww congrats for coming clean chinup, I know its hard (and I guess sometimes isn't the best thing to do but I am a firm believer in being honest to docs) but psych peeps/careworkers definitely won't judge you for it - they'll have seen it all before and worse, and they will know what the score is and why some people self medicate or want to get high.

Hope you have a good day! Am off for a training afternoon now, funtimes... catch you all later :)
 
effie said:
Aww congrats for coming clean chinup,
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thank you! i guess i'd never really ever taken my substance use seriously but the realization last week that i couldn't remember the last night i hadn't drunk shocked me a bit, even if i've not been getting plastered. so took last weds off but not had a night off since. but now i'm aware of it, its an issue. i know how quickly my brain adjusts to being knocked out so i'm worried i wont be able to sleep without it, which was the case last weds. i'm using benzos as sparingly as poss and the weeds never bothered me really, its prob not the best for my brain but hasn't got me in any trouble beyond standard parental concern.
 
Appointments with the "professionals" are always difficult I normally end breaking down, mabye I'm just soft
 
Hey peeps, I woke up this morning just before my alarm went off after a really restful sleep and was so sure that I must have slept through my alarms, but then checked the time and it was only 7.10am :) So I made it to work today and it has been alright, apart from being super anxty when I first got in, which was noticed by 2 of the seniors and my big boss who all asked if I should even be at work today.

I stayed though, lunch break time now :) I'm gonna shave all my hair off my face =D Has been needed to be done for a long time and I bought a new razor last night.

Also, Woooo at Sadie being back, glad they fixed your internet and tele :)
 
Acidtek said:
Appointments with the "professionals" are always difficult I normally end breaking down, mabye I'm just soft
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its understandable. essentially the entire premise of being there is that you're a bit of a fuckup, and being forced to have this fact right at the front of your mind and discuss problems for which essentially there's no real cure isn't really conducive to remaining composed. so i don't think you're soft.
 
chinup said:
good luck DS. its horrible. thats all i know about looking for jobs unfortunately as i've just conned people into paying me to continue being a student. anyway i get the impression you had a fairly skilled one before. make sure you're really selling yourself on CV and don't let it get you down.
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Mugz said:
Remember to use buzz words on your CV too, it might sound stupid but they do actually work.

Also if you don't have much experience then you can lie on the CV if you have a friend or family member that has a business and say you worked for them and did something impressive that is related to the job you are applying for.
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Mugz said:
Hey peeps, I woke up this morning just before my alarm went off after a really restful sleep and was so sure that I must have slept through my alarms, but then checked the time and it was only 7.10am :) So I made it to work today and it has been alright, apart from being super anxty when I first got in, which was noticed by 2 of the seniors and my big boss who all asked if I should even be at work today.

I stayed though, lunch break time now :) I'm gonna shave all my hair off my face =D Has been needed to be done for a long time and I bought a new razor last night.

Also, Woooo at Sadie being back, glad they fixed your internet and tele :)
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Feels good when shave all the hair off your doesn't it. haha.

How did they notice your anxiety? I think I'm pretty good at hiding my own despite being hideously quiet.
 
chinup said:
its understandable. essentially the entire premise of being there is that you're a bit of a fuckup, and being forced to have this fact right at the front of your mind and discuss problems for which essentially there's no real cure isn't really conducive to remaining composed. so i don't think you're soft.
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Thank you! Yeay I'm not soft! Sometimes it's just so hard pooring your heart out to a randomer, I think, but I'm not sure that my venlafaxine is helping me! I just wish I didn't have to take this olazapine, it turns me into a bit of a zombie
 
urgh nearly finished a gruelling day of work, yesterday we had a tragedy :(

my girlfriends dads carp ponds filter burnt out and 4 prized carp easily 2 foot long died :( managed to fix the filter in record time and sieve the poor fish out and freeze em :( but outta 14 at least 10 lived! whoa what a day that was.. anyway needless to say if the fairies aint brought me my presents by the time i get home im going to eat my face...

how is everyone in EADD?
 
Mailmonkey said:
you gonna eat the carp? Or are they kois or somethin?
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lol their prized koi's :(

nah my gfs dad prob wants to see em when they get bk from miami, he's had em 18 years!! its fucking gutting! and no i doubt they will be eaten lol! one of the oldest ones is seriously suffering depression, keeps bumping into walls etc,hiding under the filter, i saved his life yest by untangling that green moss that grows round the edge, poor fish had it caught in its mouth fin and gills so i freed him and fed him and he seems to be doing better but i will check again in ze morn, pray he lives, poor buggers! it was 31c in w/london yest, poor fish musta fried! all the goldfish survived tho! which is good considering theres a heron that circles the neighborhood lol,

anyway nuff fish talk, i wanna get home and get HIGH!!

if its still this quiet at 5 im leavin! lol

whats been gwanin here?
 
Got to sort my pond out soon, it's well overgrown, haven't got any fancy fish though!
 
I've just finished work for the week.

It's the weekend!

stoned, mildly peeviated, leaving that for the day and spend an evening of dhc, blue or two, and some Westons.

Lookin like a nice evening for sitting in the sun relaxing, and I have all the necessaries for a bit of relaxation. %)
 
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