Transcendence
Bluelighter
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I much prefer downers, and I cannot fucking handle upper people who have the magical ability of using 1000 words to say absolutely nothing.
I much prefer downers, and I cannot fucking handle upper people who have the magical ability of using 1000 words to say absolutely nothing.
That is true, I know people who get completely chill on meth.
I enjoy opiates, which I don't consider a downer...and entactogens which I don't consider an upper. I am in love with euphoria and mind expansion so I'm not much help here.
I am also in love with euphoria, so I think I value that over which direction the drug sends you.
I definitely prefer downers to uppers but that's not because I enjoy CNS depression more than CNS stimulation, it is simply because I find the side effects of downers to be less cumbersome. I do not like being completely unable to sleep on amphetamine and cocaine scares me with its cardiotoxicity. If cocaine was perfectly safe on the heart, then I would probably prefer it over alcohol. Do you see what I'm getting at?
When I was suffering from a lot of anxiety, I enjoyed alcohol and benzos more than usual. My favorite class of drugs is psychedelics and after that I like opiates but once again, I think my reasoning is built on side effect to euphoria ratio rather than the drug being an upper or downer. I like opiates because they make me feel good without destryoing my body, not because they are sedating.
My psychiatrist said while stimulants and downers are both very addicting. Downers pose less stress on your immune system. Chronic use of Opiates, Marijuana and Benzos did not impose as much weakness to the immune system as chronic use of methamphetamine/crack cocaine did in clinical studies.
I also think it has alot to do with the sort of life a person has lived and the sort of habits they've formed. Someone who is active and dynamic is probably less likely to fall for opiates than someone who is introverted and thoughtful; I don't use these terms with any sort of value attached - I could never stand pot but the instant I tried benzos/opiates I fell in love. It helped slow down my mind which was always painfully active and ruminating; pot and speed only did the opposite.
S