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hows evryone then? feelin abit better today, waiting for the drug fairy to give me goodies and waiting for my washing to be done lol, had a lil pipe of changa earlier and whoa,dimtri i love you :D and yes i think this is the new dawn of psychedelic bcf
 
I'm on my lunch break, can't wait to finish and get out tonight! Really excited about going out! Bit sad I know but I haven't been getting out much recently, gonna have a few games of pool and a few pints and see where the evening goes
 
Just found out I got called back for a second interview next week. Things may be looking up ever so slightly. To be fair they would have trouble looking down ...
in doledrum
 
th3 s1aught3r said:
Just found out I got called back for a second interview next week. Things may be looking up ever so slightly. To be fair they would have trouble looking down ...
in doledrum
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Bad place to be, isn't it? Soul-destrying, confidence-crushing, anxiety inducing shit. Even the shittiest job (apart from copper, debt collector etc.) is better than the ennui that unemployment can bring.

I feel for everyone out of work right now; what depressing times in which to be in that situation. Go and get it, Slaughter! :)
 
^ Thanks guys. I am not usually the type to get too down and introspective about something like the lack of a job. But there is a certain self worth issue that can come along over time.
I am lucky enough that I dont have many/any committments, other than myself to look after. I really feel for those with families who are in my position, that must be tough
 
^ good luck! :)

<3 to chinup and samhain, hope things start to look up soon..

Gah it's pissing it down and I've got to pop out. Best get my waterproofs on..
 
effie said:
<3 to chinup and samhain, hope things start to look up soon...
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Eh? I've been upbeat today in Gibberings! The sentiment's appreciated though. :D

Unless you're referring to another thread. And I haven't posted any 'invisible' text today either... ;)
 
SamhainGrim said:
Eh? I've been upbeat today in Gibberings! The sentiment's appreciated though. :D

Unless you're referring to another thread. And I haven't posted any 'invisible' text today either... ;)
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Haha sorry Sam, a while ago I accused you of being chirpy when you weren't, now I've done the opposite! Think I was catching up on posts from a while ago.. glad you are feeling upbeat today tho :D
 
You're forgiven - I don't pay attention to half the stuff I post either. ;)

And you're probably psychic, because the upbeat stuff's not entirely authentic.
 
Still it is nice to hear you sounding more upbeat even if you don't 100% feel it. First step towards genuinely feeling better, I reckon..
 
Will keep an eye out for any more of that 'hidden' text Sam that betrays your true sentiments ;)

Im just jealous that I didnt do it first ya know !
 
cheers effie... just keep thinking my code is completely broken... and it turns out the program i'm using is just being weird and i have no idea how to sort it out but i'm certainly not going through nearly 12000 cases individually!

hope you're ok too.

and yeah, i'd agree, sounding more upbeat is a good first step to being more upbeat.
 
th3 s1aught3r said:
Will keep an eye out for any more of that 'hidden' text Sam that betrays your true sentiments ;)

Im just jealous that I didnt do it first ya know !
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Urrrrrggghhh... speaking of that thread... erm. Nah, no need.

You may as well have done; it would probably have been far more appreciated had it come from someone other than me. And people might not have assumed you were using appreciation of stationery as a proxy for lechery.

Ever painted yourself into a corner with your own ludicrous public persona? It's a bitch. :\
 
i need to get a fucking grip.

i think my problem is actually that i'm not failing my phd (and therefore don't have anything tangible to be depressed about) rather than the opposite.

my monthly progress report was one of the longest i've ever written.

edit- not that actually any of the 'progress' is of any merit. ugh. i need to make my mind up.
 
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We're a pair of cheery souls aren't we? :)

I'm sure you'll do fine if your passion for the subject is anything to go by. You're right though; you need to get a fucking grip, chinny. As do I. And not what I usually end up gripping either, before anyone starts!

Does a couple of purple tins count as a relapse? No? Oh, go on then...
 
chinup said:
i need to get a fucking grip.

i think my problem is actually that i'm not failing my phd (and therefore don't have anything tangible to be depressed about) rather than the opposite.

my monthly progress report was one of the longest i've ever written.

edit- not that actually any of the 'progress' is of any merit. ugh. i need to make my mind up.
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You know as well as I do that sometimes Depression isn't logical, infact a great deal of the time it just turns up without an invite, and you don't have the bouncers to tell it that it's name's not down and it's not coming in :\

Things'll be alright though hun ♥ Times will come back round again :)
SamhainGrim said:
Does a couple of purple tins count as a relapse? No? Oh, go on then...
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Welllllll...... Yes, but feck it ay? ;) I said the otter (animal, furry, cute) day that relapses are all part of the abstaining process :)
Just try keep it as a one off mate ;)~<3
 
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