this^^ i recently tried methadone for the first time with a 45-60mg oxy tolerance. the first night i sort of blacked out

but then after trying it again i achieved the best fucking high i have ever gotten before. possibly even better then the first time i tried oxy (45mgs with 1mg xanax 200mgs tramadol) that night was fucking amazing, but this high was even better! i took 800mgs tagamet, after an hour i took 15mgs methadone + 1mg klonopin + 200mgs lyrica...i was nodding out so hard!! it wasn't that dopey feeling like oxy where it hits you hard, i just felt so fucking content and when i closed my eyes i felt like i was floating, then my friend called me saying he had some roxi. so i bought one, and decided to cut up some lines. i broke the pill in half and blew down 15mgs. after a couple mins, i decided to smoke some more weed. after i took a couple hits, i stopped to close my eyes. even though i was sitting straight up, i felt like i was laying down, or upside down. i was totally disoriented and it felt like i was just suspended in space, while my body was literally shielded from the world. the whole fuckign world didn't matter. i was COMPLETELY numb, physically and emotionally. i sat there stoned to the bone with my eyes glued shut for who knows long, it felt sooooo good i never wanted to leave. the feeling was very psychedelic in a way, but everything i ever wanted from opiates. it was nothing i ever experienced before. holy shit i want some fucking more! too bad i overdrew my checking account on them and im dirt poor...gotta hold out until i get my next paycheck in a week or so!!!!

....but i guess its a good time to invest in some DXM and get my tolerance lowered...