For real. He hates his doctor for Clonidine and VALIUM!? You know what I got from my doc? NOTHIN'!
Rather than hating your doctor you should be kissing his feet.
I was gonna say... lol I am a girl, not a dude. But Wolfman seemed to cover that for me, so anyways.
No, I don't hate doctors sometimes specifically because he said he was going to prescribe me Clonodine and Valium. I said I hate doctors sometimes because
I am not ready to be off of Suboxone in the first place. I do believe that the entire point of putting me on it in the first place was to prevent a relapse. But instead of letting me jump off when I feel ready to (which would have been soon), he is forcing me to jump off next month and just give me those drugs. As if Clonodine and Valium are going to make any sort of difference to me when I'm not even 100% ready to get off of Suboxone yet.
Aside from that, I don't even hate my doctor specifically; I kind of hate the whole medical profession in general at this point. Maybe hate is too strong of a word. But I have that attitude because of them overprescribing me hydro in the first place, then swearing to me up and down that Suboxone was the way to go to get off of the hydro, especially because I'm no longer sure whether my addiction was even severe enough to the point where I needed it... and then for lying to me and claiming that Suboxone doesn't have any withdrawals, and then telling me it would only take a few weeks (which turned into a year)... I am just pissed off that I was completely misinformed about Suboxone by people who are supposed to be professionals. Not to mention that, no matter HOW early I call in my prescriptions, they are always a day or two late... sometimes a week... because it takes my doctor or the pharmacy forever to get around to it. This situation could easily be solved by my doctor writing me paper prescriptions, as I have brought up countless times, but still he refuses to do it and will only fill my prescriptions after I call the pharmacy and ask them to fax the approval form or whatever it is to my doctor's office.
Idk. I just had a lot of respect for the medical profession before I ever became addicted to opiates, and after seeing how they operate... and the attitudes they have towards people who become addicted to them, even if it's by accident through surgery or something... I just don't trust them fully anymore. Just the way I feel.