PhyllipThylamine
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- Feb 5, 2011
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Jesus Christ this has a horrific comedown. First time I did it I got no brain zaps, no hangover and no crash over the next few days. Waited a few weeks, did it again. But I took too much. I had no zaps or comedown at first, then on day 3 (today) I crashed...hard.
I was near suicidal. I was crying pretty much all day, life was very bleak. I didn't even realise it was the MDAI until just a few minutes ago. The knowledge that this feeling will end is such a relief. I literally don't think I could have gone on for long if I thought this depression was in anyway permanent.
Scary stuff. Im not going to touch it again.
Sounds awful friend, hope you've bounced back 100% by now!
Do you think any other things couldve contributed to the "crash"? For instance, do you have a healthy diet? Do you smoke fags, weed, or do you drink heavilly? What was going on in your life, was there anything that coulda caused increased depression?
Whatever the other causal affects, it could simply be that MDAI does not agree with you. IF you do take it again, go very easy. I'm very light & sensitive to pretty much everything & I can get a good few hours outta a measely 30mg of this compound.