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chinup said:
eslk domrehrtr?

i get the weird vision and fainting too man. i'm not 100% sure its JUST low blood pressure as it doesn't feel identical to the blackouts i used to get from that. i used to be worried, now i just account for it, get up slowly and make sure i'm not near anything sharp. hit my head way too many times already fainting. it is concerning, if you find out what precisely it is or how to stop it let me know!
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Don't you find the initial stages of a blackout are pretty fun? I enjoy seeing my own face in front of my eyes before trying to sit down. The spasms etc. are less fun, admittedly. Not sure it's in any way healthy either.

I remember the very first one I had. Harold and Madge Bishop were on the telly. My mother, bless her, was a few metres away and didn't even notice her son falling head-first into the wall... memories.

Anyway BnB, what the fuck does 'eslk domrehrtr' mean? Have you been doing that naughty Enochian magick again? :)
 
i spend the initial stages trying to work out where the sharp objects are in relation to my head and moving away from those. have got really good at blackout harm reduction now. thats why i find these ones different to the purely low blood pressure ones though, which seemed to happen too quickly for any damage limitation. luckily at the point when i had those frequently i was totally numb anyway so it didn't matter so much if i injured myself.

oh dear. i'm sure the wall noticed you and broke your fall. thats sad.
 
chinup said:
oh dear. i'm sure the wall noticed you and broke your fall. thats sad.
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It did. Given the passage of time and all the water under the bridge it's pretty funny.

I did receive the revelation that Harold is a god. It was worth it for that alone. ;)
 
bignbrown said:
Yes lol, my mum got up early for work as i was downstairs so started to pretend to make coco pops, jaw was going mad ,eyes wobblng.

She seemed angry when she left, now i feel bad, it must be awful to have a son that turns out to be drug addict. I used to live such a happy and care free life bak then, the honeymoon period of the drugs was great, they they took hold , was on a valium taper for 9 months, when my mum spoke to it to my grandma she burst into tears.

Damn i feel bad.

Theres 200mg md left there, might ding a line %)
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EZ mate, don't let the powers that be make you condemn yourself. Being a stickler for getting mashed aint the most virtuous trait but it's a damn sight less ugly than being the sort who causes harm callously to other people and all that sort of shit.
 
Look into my eyes you will see,
What you mean to me.
Search your heart, search your soul,
You find me there,
You'll search no more.

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for.
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for.
You know it's true.
Everything I do, I do it for you.
 
I liek the bit where maid marion blows in his ear and he fluffs his shot. That technique works in a game of pool too, except you have to run away afterwards.
 
bignbrown said:
lol i did that 200mg earlier, my eyes are wobblng so much cant control them ah

only thing that is worrying me is the near fainting and weird vision when i eslk domrehrtr.
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not a good idea doing uppers for days on end , i used to do mdma and e's for days and the more days i done it the more chance of being anxious i got , lost out on a ride fae a tidy bird cos of that shit once , usually i would be upbeat outgoing , had a date with this girl instead i was so fucking anxious i ignored her the entire night and fucked it up lol
 
^ Its hard though to do e for days isnt it, like I would just be mashed after 24 hours and pass out. Coke on the other hand can keep going like fook for days on end !
 
that was a problem i had , i would never pass out on uppers no matter which kind i just wanted to keep going for days on end and hated when others would go to sleep and i would be left up by my self still throwing pills down my throat ..... i blame it on my ADHD im sure that gave me more stamina some how
 
^ yeah my mate was like that. He could keep going throwing pills down his throat for ages
I was like, after 4 or 5 was so mashed didnt see point in keep going to no effect
I dont have much experience with other stims , maybe could keep going on them
 
Afternoon crew <3

Saw my doc earlier, told her what's been going on and she suggested I have the crisis team visit me... Said I'd think about it.
I have been really, really bad lately (suicidal et. al.) but I just dunno what they could do to be honest.

Ah well, gunna go clean soon after some loud music and my Diazepam's kicked in fully. She gave me a few extra tabs as they're direly needed at the moment.

Shall check back in later (((((((((((( <3 Love to you all <3 )))))))))))))
 
oh man thats not good but remember you aint alone i think everyone goes through times like that , i usually go through it at least for a week and a half then suddenly pull out of it by finding something to take my mind off things and tbh since ive been back posting on BL i havnt had those feelings nearly as much as i used to

Hang around the boards mate and talk to us even if i have to return to calling you dirty gurty again to get a laugh out of you i will =p
 
Afternoon guys, after a very heavy stim session last night my body is feeling a bit battered, went through far too much 4-fa then decided to drop some mdma at one point.

The comedown isnt bad, im a bit dizzy and seem to be having odd problems with blood pressure :p so ill stick to downers for now hehe.
 
i know you wont feel like eating mate but believe me it will help even if you nibble away at something its better than nowt
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No matter how much I know this to be true, I still cant force myself to eat after a heavy night out on pills.

Just back from the gym and ive been getting pestered to fuck by these personal trainers. I dont know how many times I have to tell them im not interested. It always starts with the same question,,,,

"So what is it your trying to achieve"

"just to keep fit mate"

Im convinced they want me to tell them im training to look like the cunt infront of the mirror with the muscles and fake tan. 8)
 
Hi monsta, sorry things are so tuff right now , I know it dont feel like it right now man , but things will get better. Just hang tight.
Thinking of you mate.
 
smackcraft said:
just the same as gear if you think about it
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Nah not at all .

Think of it like this.
After having a fat Toot or Dig it's like having a Big roast dinner
After havin fat line it's like havin a packet of crisps .
Do you ever get full up eating crisps ?
Granted they are both bad for your bank balnace.:\
 
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