Random MSN Gibberings LVIII - Junkies use candles...

[bignbrown]

sam how old are you and have you ever got it on with a man?

 

[smackcraft]

This is important - I want a gush, not a trickle.

It has to feel like a breach of the Aswan dam, not drizzle on a Saturday afternoon in Grimsby.

well i guess you could attach your self to a jet wash and jet away

 

[Myshkin]

sam how old are you and have you ever got it on with a man?

Thirty, and yes. Or I tried, but another man's penis is strangely clammy.

 

[smackcraft]

i have found you a new avatar to help with your search for your ultimate fantasy mate

 

[cherrycolouredfunk]

fixed

Sexy.

I now have a terrible mental image in my head with faces matchng the hole and cock. It NEEDS TO LEAVE!

 

[Myshkin]

i have found you a new avatar to help with your search for your ultimate fantasy mate

Oh yes!

The Hole and Cock is my local.

 

[TheSpade]

The idea of being Hungover to fuck whilst at work doesnt appeal to me.

In fact I couldnt really deal with it, hence why I rarely drink mid-week.

Tomorrow is the third day of my new job and I'm just back from the pub and fucking steaming. Might regret this in the morning, might even end up not getting up for work, don't really give a fuck tbh.

 

[perfect haze]

Your diligence is inspirational

 

[cherrycolouredfunk]

Just watched Laird which is a film about an amazing surfer. add some K when watching and it becomes even more beautiful.

 

[Myshkin]

Morning EADD early-risers / creatures of the night.

In keeping with my duties as the morning star I'm up and enjoying the gloomy-but-gorgeous view of the sky.

Yet another hazy drunken night, which has to stop soon. A couple of sober weeks might help save my sanity and convince people who matter that I'm not a lost cause. Which would ultimately be the biggest and fattest of lies. So I might just stick with what I know and remain truthful. For Jesus.

Have a good one, boyz and girlz.

 

[TheSpade]

Fuck work.

 

[Myshkin]

You'd best turn in. Hangovers are not a valid excuse. Besides, how do you expect to fund your next overseas Benzo junket?

 

[bignbrown]

feel weird today, i did go through alot of 4fa and mdma (first time using stims since before jan), this morning whenever i stand and go to make tea, my vision is fucked and i cant balance,something to do with blood presure?


bah, no more stims lol.

 

[Myshkin]

Low blood pressure? I'm not a doctor by any stretch but it sounds similar to my experiences. Go easy today.

 

[perfect haze]

Still battered?

 

[Cornishman]

Sober as a sparrow here.

Haven't even touched a cigarette for 5 days.

 

[bignbrown]

Still battered?

Yes lol, my mum got up early for work as i was downstairs so started to pretend to make coco pops, jaw was going mad ,eyes wobblng.

She seemed angry when she left, now i feel bad, it must be awful to have a son that turns out to be drug addict. I used to live such a happy and care free life bak then, the honeymoon period of the drugs was great, they they took hold , was on a valium taper for 9 months, when my mum spoke to it to my grandma she burst into tears.

Damn i feel bad.

Theres 200mg md left there, might ding a line %)

 

[Jabberwocky]

it prob can't do much now. save it. though 200mg's not much use on its own....

woke up in the most depressing way possible.

 

[bignbrown]

lol i did that 200mg earlier, my eyes are wobblng so much cant control them ah

only thing that is worrying me is the near fainting and weird vision when i eslk domrehrtr.

 

[Jabberwocky]

eslk domrehrtr?

i get the weird vision and fainting too man. i'm not 100% sure its JUST low blood pressure as it doesn't feel identical to the blackouts i used to get from that. i used to be worried, now i just account for it, get up slowly and make sure i'm not near anything sharp. hit my head way too many times already fainting. it is concerning, if you find out what precisely it is or how to stop it let me know!