EntheoDjinn
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I'm posting this here instead of trip reports or psychedelics/ecstasy boards because it involves both types of substance and seems quite complex. I'm hoping someone here with a knowledge of neurochemistry might be able to hazard a guess at what I've experienced.
First of all, I've taken acid, ecstasy, viagra combos on quite a few occasions over about 10 years with no ill effects. Last year however, about 2 hours into an acid trip (rough guess 450mics) I took half a viagra. Perhaps about 10-15 minutes later I began to have a strange unnerving experience. First of all I was aware of an uncomfortable sensation in my brain - I can only explain it as a type of dark, deep, low frequency hum. Then I felt as if parts of my consciousness were beginning to "drop out" one by one. I also felt a coldness as if in the core of my body. I felt I was going to lose consciousness. It was sinister to say the least - very sinister.
Now in over 30 years of psychedelic use I've never had difficult trip. This was the only time I've felt deeply concerned for my safety. I asked my partner to watch me and make a judgement call about calling for medical help if I passed out or had a seizure. I also felt my temperature rise (or perceived it as rising) and made my way carefully to the shower and sat under a cold stream of water. My heart rate throughout this remain normal for me.
I am aware that it could have been a panic reaction, but I was able to rationalise this and keep calm. I took deep breaths in an effort to prevent the experience from worsening. After about 20 minutes the feelings subsided. I was left curious and unsettled.
I lay down again and about 15 minutes later the same feelings returned, but less intense. I put it down to the viagra perhaps causing a drop in blood pressure in my brain and the acid accentuating what might be sensations that ordinarily are below the threshold of consciousness, or at least not noticed due to everyday distractions.
Not an experience to repeat. I may be daft, but I'm not stupid (to borrow a line from a Python sketch). For the record, I have never had a panic reaction in my life (55 years)
A few months later, as an experiment, I took a small amount of ketamine followed by a quarter viagra (25mg approx). very shortly I began to experience the same brain hum and unpleasant feelings of foreboding. As ketamine is very different to acid I felt that this might be a panic reaction triggered by the dissociative experience (the aforementioned 450mics of acid had me dissociating pleasantly prior to my ingestion of viagra). I quickly vomited up the viagra and the sensations, which were mild compared to the original experience, quickly subsided. Once again, a combo for me to steer clear of in future. I am very disciplined when it comes to drugs and have no problem leaving behind experiences which I feel are hazardous to my health.
Next instalment: 2 months ago I took 150mg of MDMA and then 140mg of viagra over 45 minutes (the first 100mg dose did not work, as it had always done in the past). This is a combo that I have often taken so that my partner and I can enjoy sex at it's best (well, for us anyway). Back came the familiar brain hum and discomfort. Very. very unpleasant. Too much MDMA and too much viagra perhaps.
Last week I took 135mg MDMA and 50mg of viagra. Back came the familiar sensations. Absolutely unpleasant and to be honest extremely worrying. There were very slight tingles in my fingers and twice I felt a cold chill wind blow through my body from right to left. None of the candles in the room flickered!
So my own perspective is that it could be a low intensity panic response conditioned by the original acid trip experience, but this seems counter-intuitive. Of course I would say I don't think it was a panic reaction, as that seems unpalatable to someone who has spent many years getting to know himself and hoping that I've not done too bad a job.
On the other hand it might be something that someone out there recognises as a particularly unpleasant neurological reaction. So I guess that's why I'm posting this. I did take a small dose of acid (150-200mics) and nothing else last month and there were no untoward effects. So I can only see it being either a conditioned response to the viagra or a toxic interaction caused by the viagra. But consistent when taken in conjunction with 3 different substances (acid, K, MDMA)!
Any thoughts greatly appreciated
Entheodjinn
First of all, I've taken acid, ecstasy, viagra combos on quite a few occasions over about 10 years with no ill effects. Last year however, about 2 hours into an acid trip (rough guess 450mics) I took half a viagra. Perhaps about 10-15 minutes later I began to have a strange unnerving experience. First of all I was aware of an uncomfortable sensation in my brain - I can only explain it as a type of dark, deep, low frequency hum. Then I felt as if parts of my consciousness were beginning to "drop out" one by one. I also felt a coldness as if in the core of my body. I felt I was going to lose consciousness. It was sinister to say the least - very sinister.
Now in over 30 years of psychedelic use I've never had difficult trip. This was the only time I've felt deeply concerned for my safety. I asked my partner to watch me and make a judgement call about calling for medical help if I passed out or had a seizure. I also felt my temperature rise (or perceived it as rising) and made my way carefully to the shower and sat under a cold stream of water. My heart rate throughout this remain normal for me.
I am aware that it could have been a panic reaction, but I was able to rationalise this and keep calm. I took deep breaths in an effort to prevent the experience from worsening. After about 20 minutes the feelings subsided. I was left curious and unsettled.
I lay down again and about 15 minutes later the same feelings returned, but less intense. I put it down to the viagra perhaps causing a drop in blood pressure in my brain and the acid accentuating what might be sensations that ordinarily are below the threshold of consciousness, or at least not noticed due to everyday distractions.
Not an experience to repeat. I may be daft, but I'm not stupid (to borrow a line from a Python sketch). For the record, I have never had a panic reaction in my life (55 years)
A few months later, as an experiment, I took a small amount of ketamine followed by a quarter viagra (25mg approx). very shortly I began to experience the same brain hum and unpleasant feelings of foreboding. As ketamine is very different to acid I felt that this might be a panic reaction triggered by the dissociative experience (the aforementioned 450mics of acid had me dissociating pleasantly prior to my ingestion of viagra). I quickly vomited up the viagra and the sensations, which were mild compared to the original experience, quickly subsided. Once again, a combo for me to steer clear of in future. I am very disciplined when it comes to drugs and have no problem leaving behind experiences which I feel are hazardous to my health.
Next instalment: 2 months ago I took 150mg of MDMA and then 140mg of viagra over 45 minutes (the first 100mg dose did not work, as it had always done in the past). This is a combo that I have often taken so that my partner and I can enjoy sex at it's best (well, for us anyway). Back came the familiar brain hum and discomfort. Very. very unpleasant. Too much MDMA and too much viagra perhaps.
Last week I took 135mg MDMA and 50mg of viagra. Back came the familiar sensations. Absolutely unpleasant and to be honest extremely worrying. There were very slight tingles in my fingers and twice I felt a cold chill wind blow through my body from right to left. None of the candles in the room flickered!
So my own perspective is that it could be a low intensity panic response conditioned by the original acid trip experience, but this seems counter-intuitive. Of course I would say I don't think it was a panic reaction, as that seems unpalatable to someone who has spent many years getting to know himself and hoping that I've not done too bad a job.
On the other hand it might be something that someone out there recognises as a particularly unpleasant neurological reaction. So I guess that's why I'm posting this. I did take a small dose of acid (150-200mics) and nothing else last month and there were no untoward effects. So I can only see it being either a conditioned response to the viagra or a toxic interaction caused by the viagra. But consistent when taken in conjunction with 3 different substances (acid, K, MDMA)!
Any thoughts greatly appreciated

Entheodjinn