^hehe- have you tied?
you are a writer, correct??
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i knowingly met my first, ehm, un-ignitable/somatic last night... or w/e one may say
just trying to discuss the subjects we have been in here(theories and ' hyper-physics ' with the spirit in mind for the most part, hard concepts of reality, because we can... at least with the topics i have participated in anyways.
he became Angry, i could feel from over the phone that he was Livid,, speaking irrationally - or with less thought then usual and heatedly. seemed red-in-the-face and ready to start screaming at me or at anything...
hanging up he said:
" ... idk,,i, i will call you next week sometime, or something(exhaling hard hanging up)...!..."
i was blown away, just sat there with the phone to my head, wishing i wasnt hearing what i was... my dad and i can go on and on, get all paranoid and talk about JFK and Robert Frost, aliens, Saturn, etc.. etc.. he has the fuse, my dad does,, because of this we are able to have such conversations with smiles of curiosity and de~light//
but my own younger brother,, very bothersome, disturbing but left as is, FWIW and that is not worth any diversion or conflict...
i had to speak this somewhere t/y... from here i can only appreciate his, um beliefs or what ever that was, and hope there isnt any lingering adversity / which i can hardly see why there would be / but i had no clue he would of reacted that way, though...