forestxfaerie
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 22, 2005
- Messages
- 139
Ill try to make it short: Basically I've always known I had adhd but my mom thought it wasn't a real disorder so I wasn't allowed to see a doctor for it even though I had tried out a friends adderrall by chance and it worked so well..when I was 18 I went to a few doctors but none would prescribe adderrall so I gave up...forward 8 years later I abused various stimulants pretty regular for 2 years...then I finally...after moving to another state found a doctor who prescribed adderrall...I hadn't done any drugs in a month or so and got no effect from like 100mg adderall!?? Also before I abused stims I was so sensitive to caffeine...super super sensitive but now I can pound like 2 redbulls in 5 min and it doesn't do shit it actually makes me tired!...am I screwed???? Will I ever be able to benefit from the med? If only the damn doctor gave me adderrall before I wouldn't be in this predictamint...I've tried a few weeks taking tyrosine regulary but it didn't seem to change anything...help!!

