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Study, study, study! Man, can't wait till this next month is over. Summer will be the most beautiful thing after this semester.

Thank you kratom for giving me that warm comfy feeling while spending hours on physics.
 
Geh, so tired, started drinking with some fools at like 3 or 4pm, got stoned, dissociated, drank more, smoked more, maybe some other droogery. Busy day. z_z

Also, what's with people who only want to smoke shit even though you tell them it's better to eat it or whatever. They just don't understand the concept of bioavailability. 8)
 
That sucks :(

Yeah if I lost my job right now I wouldn't be to sad/mad, but it wouldn't be ideal for my financial situation at the moment. Losing my job would be beneficial for school though.
 
Delsyd said:
if i lost my job id be homeless if i didnt find one in a couple months
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Well, there is that I guess...:| I do, surprisingly, have quite a bit of money saved away, though it was ideally for life and shit, not bread and milk....

Still though, my job was pretty fucking shit to be honest. Seriously, helping people who can't afford loans get one isn't all that positive, especially as half the people were either half dead or fucked out of their minds and were never going to be able to repay anything...Good experience, I still to this day have not a clue how I got the job, cannot remember applying or even thinking of applying, and I had no experience in finance or anything.
 
Alright, dig this, I'm reading this book California: A History (1963), and I found this sentence quite hysterical: "Musical activities became especially spirited whenever the Indians indulged in the chewing or smoking of jimson weed, whose narcotic effect is similar to that of mescaline or marijuana."
 
I'm trying to decide if 2, 7mm squares of fresh cut white on white will be a catalyst or hindrance to the Math and Anatomy I would be like to have accomplished by tomorrow morning. Taking into account the expansive amount of electronically produced music in my Itunes; I fail to see any cons here.
Sound logic?
 
um, what exactly needs to be accomplished? i would think that any fresh studying or research is unpossible on two tabs.

while reviewing for material that you already know, or doing simple homework, might be possible.
 
willow11 said:
You'd love the interior of Australia Dondante....seriously, just rock everywhere, rock, sun, sand and more rock. Maybe some more sand too. One of the more gentle mystical moments of my life was waking in the middle of the desert (not after some epic blackout drunk, I was on a pretty ttouristy expeditiotion...) Most of the visible world was just Sky. You felt like you could just dive into it and swim away...

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So after my crude codeine taper, I've not taken opiates for over 55 hours, and feel pretty much fine. I have no fucking idea why; I'm kinda worried that the withdrawal is waiting to suddenly pounce on me, but all normal metabolic signs seem to indicate otherwise....

Intense cravings- such a strange feeling, kind of like flying- suddenly all thought stops for this one huge WANT, which will always subside for a while- its odd, makes me dizzy...Feel like a kid just GIVE ME IT, but with a desire to resist. And resist I shall keep doing. :)
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I don't know how you did that, I was only taking like 20-30mg of codeine per day at the MOST for around a week... and I still had a seizure during W/D's because I botched using DXM to try and stave them off. I was also smoking a fair amount of weed which I know you're not doing... Man I grow wearier and wearier of both the acute effects and after effects of marijuana. Dat kush man.

Anyways, I'm glad you're OK. PD can't afford to lose another central member of our little E-community. All the best <3 and vibes man.
 
^Cheers man :) Today, I do feel a lil weird; that deep bone cold feeling, but its past 72hrs which is usually when it cranks up a bit (tends to subside at about 96...). Thats odd about having a seizure, but I'd probably say the DXM is prime suspect there.

I haven't had a seizure for a few months now; I am happy.

And- I'm not trying to preach- but my life simplified so much when I stopped smoking pot. I did smoke a bit a few weeks ago, but it was really, really boring. I can't imagine ever smoking daily again. Its a relatively innocuous susbtance, but we all tend to get carried away by that- anything psychoactive that you take daily is going to have SOME effect, positive or negative. For me, weed is almost all negative, so I happily abstain. Still on valium though, but 8mg's a day aint nothing really...

Peace, lov<3 and mungbeans.....:):):):):):):):):)))))):)
 
^ Glad to hear you're kicking the opies for good, willow!!

I totally agree with you on the pot, too. I wouldn't even describe it as "innocuous". So many otherwise responsible psychonauts just abuse this stuff to extremes.
 
Haha damn that looks like me NYE 09 :P

jesus christ im so tense and shitty feeling fuuuuusghsfhthh

I wanna go to sleep but that girl I'm involved with said "we need to talk". This is only gonna be bad.
 
Yeah I'm unfortunately overhearing some classic rocky relationship argument from my housemate. They clearly have an abusive relationship, I actually had an existential crisis while trying to write a paper the other day because I have this constant stress weighing over my head. They're completely caught up in each other's ego games, to put in in a very psychologically neutral way. I'm going to have to visit the free counseling about this, it's upsetting.
 
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