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I visited a councilor today and confirmed my initial feelings that nothing can be done about my housemate's situation aside from protect myself mentally. I also left my cellphone in the counseling office, damn it! Ah well, I'm going to try and live a much simpler life, try to be more in contact with others, meet some new people. Life is fucked up and even though this situation is messed up, it's still as old as time, as old as the mushroom and the earth. Hopefully when enough time has passed and I'm in a better space mentally I can have the plant teachers shed some insight on it. But for now, I will live day to day, moment to moment.
 
Hmm.. I'm afraid I might be one of those people who just can't get full effects from Salvia.
 
tBirdee said:
Like how the fuck is an SSRI instantly going to help benzo withdrawl when all it fucking does is make me feel weird.

I can't be on the internet anymore I'm just going to lash out on someone and regret it later.
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I've never quite understood hod SSRI's help with benzo withdrawal either...It seems like false logic, sure, benzo w/d can make one feel depressed, but its from benzo w/d, not depression...Benzo w/d increases levels of serotonin (and pretty much every neurotransmitter and hormone), so increasing it more doesn't make sense.

What benzo were you taking tBirdee and for how long? You know I understand how your feeling, or at least, I've felt that way for a long long time...<3

Best thing to do with benzo w/d is meditate. Nothing earth shaking, just breathe; meditation lowers levels of stress hormones as well as giving a human that space between bouts of thinking that we really really really REALLY need....Try and sit outside, fresh air, and allow yourself to be free of concerns for a while....:):)<3

On another note, my insomnia is getting ridiculous. I will ask my doctor for a small amount of zopiclone or zolpidem today....To which he will probably say yes, to which I will say THANK YOU and then eat all the tablets at once and sit and drool for a couple of hours....Yay ;)
 
Thanks for the concern Willow <3

I was taking ~8mg clonazepam per day for about two months, and have tapered to ~.5mg per day in the last month and a half/two months, I have only taken .5mg in the last 4 or five days.

willow11 said:
On another note, my insomnia is getting ridiculous. I will ask my doctor for a small amount of zopiclone or zolpidem today....To which he will probably say yes, to which I will say THANK YOU and then eat all the tablets at once and sit and drool for a couple of hours....Yay ;)
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teehee do they even have walrus' in Australia??

nearjat said:
that was a touching song/video. still depressing though...I'm starting to miss her really bad :(
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Fuck dude I hate the feeling of really wanting/missing a girl :(<3

oh yah...

willow11 said:
Best thing to do with benzo w/d is meditate. Nothing earth shaking, just breathe; meditation lowers levels of stress hormones as well as giving a human that space between bouts of thinking that we really really really REALLY need....Try and sit outside, fresh air, and allow yourself to be free of concerns for a while....:):)<3
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Thanks for the advice dude I really appreciate it, I really haven't tried to meditate since this started, it seems to be the last thing on my mind... Thanks <3

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Caved in and took 9g Indonesian Kratom lol.
 
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Yeah I've been trying to talk to her more but she never wants to talk on the phone and all I get is 3 word texts..fuck it

Wake up 3pm today..feel like roadkill..want to just go back to sleep...but i'll just fuck up my sleep cycle more. Can't sleep cant stand being awake.
 
nearjat said:
Yeah I've been trying to talk to her more but she never wants to talk on the phone and all I get is 3 word texts..fuck it

Wake up 3pm today..feel like roadkill..want to just go back to sleep...but i'll just fuck up my sleep cycle more. Can't sleep cant stand being awake.
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:(

The second paragraph summarizes my day as well, life really seems to suck right now.

Lets both stay strong for each-other if nothing else, kay Tone?<3
 
Not much, just not being tired and hitting the pipe between winamp hosted tunes. How's everyones night?
 
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