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I've been thinking, I should make some fucking flash cards with some basic info and chemical structures on some RCs so that if the time ever comes again when I want to share them I can actually try to do a decent job of explaining to people exactly what the drug is, instead of having to compare it to other things they're familiar with. I feel guilty making broad generalizations that are sort of untrue.


Yeah I'm unfortunately overhearing some classic rocky relationship argument from my housemate. They clearly have an abusive relationship, I actually had an existential crisis while trying to write a paper the other day because I have this constant stress weighing over my head. They're completely caught up in each other's ego games, to put in in a very psychologically neutral way. I'm going to have to visit the free counseling about this, it's upsetting.
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You should consider becoming a hermit. Don't let other people get you down. If you make your instances of interpersonal interaction infrequent enough, you won't understand their feelings at all anyway, so they won't even have a chance of disturbing you. Then you only have to worry about you disturbing your self.
 
Ennnh, I don't really find it to produce any noticeable effect, but a lil' placebo can't hurt, go ahead and try it. I always have kava kava and dph from the 99cent store on hand to help with sleep, aside from the usual melatonin. You can always have a shot of liquor, that might help you fall asleep (though it's not good for the quality of your sleep).

I'm gonna make some of that chamomile tea right now. PS I wants chiva. Once I get steady income I'll try to look for a connect. Then it's on to nodsville~ Sitting on a park bench on a warm socal spring/summer day, nodding, mmm, I want it so bad.
 
I searched through my bag of random individually wrapped OTC meds in my close and took something I'm pretty sure is DPH lol. Generic so it was hard to find online but pretty sure I IDd it correctly. holy fuck my back hurts too, more OTC pills yay :P

no liquor here unfortunately. not shit.
 
Have you been awake at least 15 hours? I find it hard to sleep if I go to bed any earlier than that (I do do it though sometimes, kind of had a in-bed/wake schedule of 12/12 going on for a lil while). Time to watch Enter the Dragon. I should be able to get in bed by 4:30 and get 7 ish hours of sleep I guess.
 
^Hmm, I'm a 6 hour a night usually, anymore and I can't sleep the next night....That said, I cant sleep at all atm, but I'm reading a good book for like the 8th time (The Stand by Stephen King) so that will suffice.

Feel so lonely though....life. Its fuckign hard. :(

Though my big doggy keeps rolling onto his back for a tummy scratch which I should oblige :)
 
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"hot lesbian action" is an alluring name for a forum.
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^ New name for PD social?

Also, hey everyone, it's been a while. Haven't really been around here much since my disaster trip in December. Been trying to reintegrate and wait for the right time to return here and to psychedelics.

Today I feel, is the right time.

Having my first trip in just over 3 months, a low to medium dose of 4-AcO-DMT which will be taken out in the forest by my town. All alone, secluded, and peaceful :)

Send some good vibes my way folks <3
 
<3 Good look with that man, sometimes a little break is all we need to put things back in order. Or chaos, since willow likes that. How about in balance/harmony, then we (and the sages) can be happy.

Man, maybe a Bruce Lee movie wasn't the best idea before bed, that shit was badass and now I'm kinda pumped up. Ah well, dph and melatonin down the hatch. Pleasant dreams (and may you remember them, God willing) all.
 
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You should consider becoming a hermit. Don't let other people get you down. If you make your instances of interpersonal interaction infrequent enough, you won't understand their feelings at all anyway, so they won't even have a chance of disturbing you. Then you only have to worry about you disturbing your self.
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Oh believe me that's what I've been doing, it's still very intrusive into my daily life though. I've heard a few cases of legitimate sexual abuse, harsh harsh shit that I've tried to repress for months but feel obliged to talk to someone about at this point. It traumatized me to hear and I wasn't even involved, this was months ago but I still overhear daily arguments that get really heated. I'm actually scared to speak out, in case they find out somehow and they start targeting me. I know it's not a good reason not to, but there is that temptation to just hide away and forget about it.

I'm only going to be here for another week of classes, one exam, and than I can move out and never see these people again aside from a chance encounter at the grocery store or something. I can live with that, at this point.
 
good vibes for jesusgreen! hope you have a good one...

im planning something nice for this weekend. with spring just coming, leaves being born and bringing back that beautiful natural green i love so much.... got tired of brown and grey landscapes, about time for something more alive

also a (supposedly) good cover band for pink floyd will have a concert this weekend so that might be interesting to check out on the comedown (or comeup? ;) )
 
How about Google's image today for Robert Bunsen's 200th b-day. It got my mouth and 5ht receptors watering.
 
Man there's something wrong with my head right now, I'm literally in a fucking rage for no fucking reason. Fuck.
 
Like how the fuck is an SSRI instantly going to help benzo withdrawl when all it fucking does is make me feel weird.

I can't be on the internet anymore I'm just going to lash out on someone and regret it later.
 
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