On the thread, or for you? If the latter, enjoywell it looks like the dopamine circus is in full swing here, glad to see it :D
Finally wised up enough to flush the rest of the bag of PV. Uggh. Gonna try a small cup of kratom, which may not be so wise but can't sleep. The cat is running around the house driving me fucking insane, as if I weren't there already.
Sitting in my room, shaking from comedown and teeth chattering, vasoconstriction go me sooooo cold! Rather unpleasant if ya ask me. Thank god I have secobarbitols, I can force some rest and try to sleep this shit off...
Ugh, feels bad man.
i recently had a terrible experience with this shit, not knowing what a withdrawal feels like. i also developed psychosis which was scary. a fucking millipede walked all the way under my right arm and poked his head out to look at me. jesus christ.
eta; and i got arrhythmias as well. rather uncomfortable, but im not exactly sure why it would cause that
Seems more to be what happens after dopamine has been pushed too hard, too long, rather than the actual 'dopamine circus'.Nah, mine should be here on tuesday. I was referring to this 3 consecutive posts![]()
Well I'll tell ya, at this point sleeping and eating liberally and relaxing is a way better high than PV... the shit would kill me w/o some badly needed recovery time. Somehow I suspect it isn't gonna be banned yet as of early April, but I dunno.Ah, but that *is* that dopamine circus
(round and round and up and down we go)
I can only speak for myself ATM... despite kinda-sorta craving it, I'm in a damn good mood and feel a sense of freedom with it not being around to fuck myself up with. Just walked to McD's for some eats, & it feels like spring is in the air... really gorgeous outside.I sure hope not, these cheaper-than-a-pack-of-cigarette grams are quite nice.
Nope... there was a rumor it would go into effect as of the 15th, but it hasn't.Do any of you US folks actually know when the ban comes into effect? Gonna have to put my order off till next week due to (lack of) funding issues and will be gutted to miss it by just a few days.
I guess the "trick" then is to not get bored living normally... especially given that there are plenty of other ways to alleviate boredom without screwing yourself up quite that much. Lots of other substances, things to do, etc. in lieu of pushing your brain chemistry to the brink of madnessYeah, its kind of a pendulum thing for me. I'll go a week on PV, then feel a great sense of relief the next week after I run out, 'cause I can eat and sleep normally, then get bored of living normally, and go another week on PV, ad infinitum.
I guess the "trick" then is to not get bored living normally...