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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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worried.

I'm a few weeks away from being homeless, no money, no job, no real ideas of what to do. It's scary but at the same time it's kinda exciting. Even if everything gets worse IME things usually get pretty awesome after the madness.
 
Ds-- my dad's an electrician, and at your level I'm guessing that the fellow just needs someone to run wires for him. It's dead easy-- even setting up device boxes is simple. He'll probably mention this, but if you are actually running CAT 5, be careful how much you bend it. It can snap, which means it would then need a splice, which is an annoyance and an expense. Really though, just listen and you'll do fine; unless you're wiring panels (which you won't be) it's pretty chill work.

ATM: scattered and a bit depersonalized. And I really should be getting to sleep soon; not sure how that's going to work.
 
Busy, Slightly stressed... Happy, but just having a fucktonne of homework and readings atm isn't easy... But the bright side is i *finally* feel at home, where I belong, doing what I deserve and can see the light at the end of the tunnel and its shining brightly. <3
 
Unstable but better.

Feels like they have almost got my meds sorted, haven't thought or tried to kill myself since last Monday.
 
^^ Join the club hun 8) <3

Seith, hang in there man <3


Me: exhausted but can't sleep :|
Gonna go back to bed and try again.
 
n3ophy7e said:
^^ Join the club hun 8) <3

Seith, hang in there man <3


Me: exhausted but can't sleep :|
Gonna go back to bed and try again.
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AW, you too...It's annoying as hell, eh!? <3
Anyway I had to laugh because I get really clumsy when like this, was getting ready ...I ACTUALLY lost my pants, within the confines of a room the size of a shoe-box...how does that happen, am Baffled!?!?!!!:p
 
Worried. Felt tired for the first time in months last night. I don't touch stimulants, but I just never feel tired. :(
 
trying to keep myself together. Short fused, not myself, detatched and will remain this way until I finally get it together. Pls send vibes my way, I apologize if I have come over negatively to anyone. Really am in a bad place. Ty.
 
miserable my parents walked in on me cutting and they freaked out. im going outsoon as my ride comes ... cuz of COURSE i have no license anymore. F M L
 
^ like, cutting yourself,or cutting, you know, stuff? Either way, feels bad man-- I hope you're doing a bit better out of the house.

ATM: floaty. Day 1 of 3 of the Inversions weekend at instructor training. Loving it so far.
 
Relieved...
Today my biggest problem was/is my neighbors millions of loud, yappy dogs....
I guess a close second to relieved would be
Lucky...
 
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