I'm experiencing some strange effects from my Suboxone – they seem downright contradictory to what one would expect.
So prior to the past month or so I had been using Suboxone and heroin essentially at the same time. What I would do is take Suboxone to deal with the w/d symptoms while using. What would often happen is that I'd take my Suboxone in the morning (2-4mgs) and then shoot dope later in the day. I would still get high and I attributed it to the low dose of Suboxone. This went on for around 6-months, and at one point I was taking 8mgs of Suboxone and "topping-off" with heroin.
Well, now I'm pretty much back on the Suboxone. My dose is now 24mgs and I've been on that for 5-days, and before that 16mgs. I've felt like crap for the entire time I've been back on Suboxone: depression, anxiety, aches, and intense cravings. It's almost like mild withdrawal. Also, even on 24mgs of Suboxone for 5-days (only 16mgs today), I messed up and used dope today and I can still get high. I can pretty much feel the full effects with the exception of the rush. I don't get it, on the pharmacological level this shouldn't even be possible, should it? It's almost like I have more opioid receptors than Suboxone can fill. To clarify, on any dose I've been on, even for an extended period of time (extended meaning the stabilization period of 7.5-days) – I still feel like crap and I can still get high using heroin. Frustrating and confusing. . .![]()
Yeah that is pretty odd you can still get high on top of that much suboxone. It is still possible, I suppose, but not the normal reaction that's for sure. Feeling like crap during the transition period is normal, and it should go away after a week or two at most. Stick with it. Another thing is, you are on a rather high dose. With bupe, the 'less is more' philosophy really does hold true. Around 4-6mg of bupe should be enough to hold most people from getting sick. 24mg is pretty overkill for 90 percent of dope habits. how much were you doing before you started sub? I know a lot of people who started on high doses who felt like shit still, but then cut their dose down to 8mg or less. They did the drop with minimal discomfort, and reported that at the lower dosage most of the undesired negative effects seemed to disappear, while still be able to avoid withdrawal.
That's the thing - even after 10 days on Suboxone I still feel like shit and shooting dope still works, and worse yet the dope makes me feel more normal. Before getting back on Suboxone I was shooting at *least* .25g of dope a day, on my heavier days I was shooting .5g and on really good nights I could go through .8g without a problem.
I understand the less is more philosophy and it does hold true with regards to withdrawal symptoms. A small amount will get rid of most withdrawal, but my real problem is the *intense* cravings. My doc and I have a real good relationship and after telling him about relapsing on 16mg he pushed it up. One of the goals of opioid replacement therapy is to keep cravings controlled. I'm just afraid that I've fucked my tolerance up so much because of my concurrent use of both at the same time. Hopefully I can start to feel normal soon, but the suboxone just doesn't work like it used to sadly. I'm almost out of options and am afraid methadone might be the only thing that will control my cravings and completely block the dope. But methadone scares me a lot. If I could use it for around 90-days with a taper that may help I feel. Argh I just want the sub to work!
^Yeah man I see what you are saying. Unfortunately I don't have any miracle answers for ya, but your use of dope + subs simultaneously may have indeed fucked your tolerance up, and make properly adjusting to bupe nearly impossible. Methadone may be a better option for you, and while it should be taken seriously I don't think it is as scary as some people make it out to be. I personally have been on MMT for a year and a half about, and am doing pretty good, considering. When I was shooting dope and shit suboxone never worked. But methadone worked very well, basically eliminating cravings once I got my dose up a bit.
ive been on 8mg subs for almost a month now, im seein my doc in a few days and have enough money to get me about another 3 weeks or so worth. i was planning on asking him to cut the dose in half to 4mg, take that for a week, and then break the 4's into 2's to finish tapering and then jump off from there?
does this seem like a good idea to anyone or does someone have any suggestions to make the jump off easier for. remember that money is an issue so i have to deal with what i can afford. ive heard the w/d isnt nearly as bad as dope w/d but i have class 5 days a week and cant really afford to miss it.
also i was taking the strips but this <discount> card i had expired causing me to switch over to generic subtex, is there any difference with the subtex as opposed to oxone?
also any suggestions to ask my doc for wen im withdrawling, i.e trazadone etc...
Thanks
you think id b alright if i tapered down 1mg every week. like 3mg i week then 2mg the next and so on. or maybe i cud take a dose like every other day
you think id b alright if i tapered down 1mg every week. like 3mg i week then 2mg the next and so on. or maybe i cud take a dose like every other day
I RECENTLY STOPPED USING SUBOXONE (cant get any) day SIX.. Really was surprised it had taken this long. I havent abused other opiates besides a few vicodins over the last month and a codeine syrup from the doc. BUT had 15 suboxones Ive taken over the last 30-35 days
FORMER FAT H SNOOTS on and off FOR ABOUT 2 YEARS. MIXED IN WAS OTHER SHIT ALONG THE WAY. NO METH or CRACK, REALLY INTO OPIATES
I TAPERED FOR 7-8 days before i was on about shortly under a full N8 suboxone. Even with this taper at the end (was making pill last about 8 days)
suboxone seemed like a natural fit considering it lasted a while, you could get by on just a small piece of a pill every other day... the ONLY drug I could have ever let last this long with the quantity had.
Anyway, this past christmas holiday season I spent probably a good <snip> on OC-OPs. No regular ocs just the ops. <snip> bucks an 80 with some other shit thrown in free isnt a bad deal.
I like eating xans, i feel i do have some level of anxiety, but right now i know its the subs eating at my shit in my head, even six days later
Days 1+2+3
Didnt really tell shit until day three when a huge pronounced headache hit me at about 12:30am
THIS HEADACHE, HOLY SHIT, I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE
NOT A JOKE
was about to go to the hospital
anyway, had a tiny bit of xanax saved and some codeine syrup from the doc I had had since the week before, downed the shit out of it drank some rumple minz schnapps and took the xanax and passed the fuck out, not until about 1:30 of suffering, which i really dont remember if it hurt before I was actually knocked out.
Days 4+5+6
remind you this is all after the 8 day taper i was getting down on, every other day a tiny ass piece
but smaller pronounced headache, has gotten progressively better, still sleeplessness, although i find i can usually get a couple hours of good sleep, but occaisionally wake up not necessarily with the sweats, but some jive bullshit
smoke a ton of weed during all of this to ease the symptoms, helps an unreal amount especially if your smoking quality. as i said, transporting weed and selling it (trafficking and distribution) was a strong hobby of a lot of people i know... %)
will most likely post again when i cant sleep at 5 int he morning with a test at one o clock but fucking no way im studying for that bitch
Haha I am well aware of bupe's extremely strong affinity and, if I remember correctly, how Captain.Heroin likes shooting it everyday. I did think the naloxone would compete with the bupe enough to prevent a good rush and that would make the inherent complications with iving not worth it. I could very well be mistaken about that though as it is merely the experience of a few friends who tried it speaking and not any scientific data.
FUCK SUBOXONE THANK YOU EVERYONE
ANYONE TAPERING TO .5 MG IS NOT EXPERIENCING JACK SHIT.