Whew, haven't lost it altogether yet.
It's around here somewhere, I musta just misplaced it.
Where the hell is it?
Everyone talks about it, but nobody ever does anything about it.
Shhhh.... it.
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MDPV Megathread 5: Waiting for Jesus to show up
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It's around here somewhere, I musta just misplaced it.
Where the hell is it?
Everyone talks about it, but nobody ever does anything about it.
Shhhh.... it.
amen to that brother
Curious how much of a rush is actually available from peevee, given its primary focus on dopamine and not that much on noradrenaline. Is there really a radical difference vs. other methods?
And how do you avoid overshooting the mark and ending up with PV's infamous "scatter-jitter-tweak" effect that tends to lay waste to euphoria?
In my opinion, its pretty different. Its comparable to vaporizing, incomparable to intranasal and oral. Although its comparable to vaporizing, I find it much more enjoyable. It's dopamine, and through the needle, its instant satisfaction. I find it to be more intense then vaporizing, hit more abruptly, be much 'cleaner' feeling, and actually last longer (less crack-like) overall. Its just a smoother more rewarding beast to me.
Quite simply, I don't. I have developed quite a tolerance to the reality-obliterating effects of going overboard on PV. I mean I still get them, completely, its just I don't mind much anymore. Its almost like a coke-head who takes throwing up as a sign of a 'good shot'. The insanity is just an indication of the fun times to follow
Interesting...
Friend's dropping by my place tonight (@ ~hour 30 of my private party), probably with some coke for himself and likely desire for peevee when the coke runs out.
I personally find "social peevee use/partying" to be a fascinating concept that doesn't quite fit into any reality paradigm, but makes for some wacky/colorful fantasy and bizarre/absurd/unique adventures.
I figure he may still be over here 48 hours from time of arrival, fwiw, and in a bit of a different head-space.
Wish I had a video camera for this, seriously... IME, things can get pretty weird with two dopamine-heads and a boatload of PV around. "Watch my back & make sure I don't do too much, OK?" LOL...
Friend's dropping by my place tonight (@ ~hour 30 of my private party), probably with some coke for himself and likely desire for peevee when the coke runs out.
I personally find "social peevee use/partying" to be a fascinating concept that doesn't quite fit into any reality paradigm, but makes for some wacky/colorful fantasy and bizarre/absurd/unique adventures.
I figure he may still be over here 48 hours from time of arrival, fwiw, and in a bit of a different head-space.
Wish I had a video camera for this, seriously... IME, things can get pretty weird with two dopamine-heads and a boatload of PV around. "Watch my back & make sure I don't do too much, OK?" LOL...
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Well, strictly speaking it's a reuptake inhibitor, not dopamine, but I know what ya mean. And makes sense it would hit the brain very rapidly, with a "smooth" sort of rush, I'd guess, instead of what you'd get from slamming coke.
Personally I wish PV had a shorter duration of effects... it's moreishness would make more sense then, and it could really be treated like an alternative-crack. A one-hour duration or so would be nice, IMO. I *ENJOY* frequent redosing myself, and a rapid comedown when you don't want to be high for whatever reason. A drug like 2-DPMP was a nightmare from hell to me.
You're lucky to be coping well with the sleep deprivation... seem to have lost that ability here when I passed age 45 a couple years agoQuite simply, I don't. I have developed quite a tolerance to the reality-obliterating effects of going overboard on PV. I mean I still get them, completely, its just I don't mind much anymore. Its almost like a coke-head who takes throwing up as a sign of a 'good shot'. The insanity is just an indication of the fun times to follow
. Beyond 72 hours I can't really tell the diff. anymore between PV-related issues and sleep deprivation... it just feels like general insanity.
The insanity is just an indication of the fun times to follow
That's PV in a nut shell for me.
Yeah I know the literal mechanism of action, I was just trying to convey the feeling of PV + Needle = Dopamine NOW. I know, not literally, but thats the way a it feels to a PV addled brain.
What do you mean by this?
Local friend will be over soon, fwiw, and so begins a secondary/bizarro party
. He claims to be totally uninterested in peevee, but would not be coming over at this time if he had no interest in the back of his mind... I'm sure of that.Don't think he's ever seen me in the middle of a stim kick before and will probably say "why didn't you clean this up? Why is this laying here? Why are you dressed like that? Didn't you go out today and xxx..." etc. (Shrug).
Socializing sounds cool right now... the computer gets tiresome. Plus he has a truck & will do beer runs
.P.S. apologies for this "just reporting" type of post (probably of interest to few)... keeps my mind busy and occupied. There may or may not be an associated "bizarro story" later related to "communicating/relating as a hyperdopaminated brain sees it, times two".
Local friend will be over soon, fwiw, and so begins a secondary/bizarro party
Don't think he's ever seen me in the middle of a stim kick before and will probably say "why didn't you clean this up? Why is this laying here? Why are you dressed like that? Didn't you go out today and xxx..." etc. (Shrug).
Socializing sounds cool right now... the computer gets tiresome. Plus he has a truck & will do beer runs
P.S. apologies for this "just reporting" type of post (probably of interest to few)... keeps my mind busy and occupied. There may or may not be an associated "bizarro story" later related to "communicating/relating as a hyperdopaminated brain sees it, times two".
How long you been up for?
. Always seem to get this "knife edge sharp mind" type thing while playing with peev over longer periods (not saying someone else will interpret it as sharp, it just seems so to the one observing it directly). Then it finally hits a peak (high on a desert plain/mountaintop) and goes south into scatterland, obsessively repeated sentences round and round and thinking clearly no more.
Except the same snatches of the same sentences, back & forth, which all make 'ultimate non sense' but seem so perfectly and ultimately meaningful in their meaningless nothingness..
Dopamine is such a blast, fer real... playing jerk-off games with radically fundamental biochemistry is an awesome hobby. Hey, let's fuck hard with our brain chemistry for the sake of rubbing it raw to pr0n and babbling forgettable nonsense on Internet forums.
I mean it -- let's!
. Looking at pr0n and babbling forgettable nonsense is highly underrated, IMO.
Except the same snatches of the same sentences, back & forth, which all make 'ultimate non sense' but seem so perfectly and ultimately meaningful in their meaningless nothingness.
.Dopamine is such a blast, fer real... playing jerk-off games with radically fundamental biochemistry is an awesome hobby
. Hey, let's fuck hard with our brain chemistry for the sake of rubbing it raw to pr0n and babbling forgettable nonsense on Internet forums.I mean it -- let's!
. Looking at pr0n and babbling forgettable nonsense is highly underrated, IMO.
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Haha its so fun to get high vicariously through the PV threads. Glad you're having a good time
In other news, my supplier just received their MagicalDopasexPerVert powder so I'll be renewing my member ship to the 'deadbeat klub', as the Shamblin' man would say, in a few days.
Dedbeet, just out of curiosity, what does your MDPV look like?
In other news, my supplier just received their MagicalDopasexPerVert powder so I'll be renewing my member ship to the 'deadbeat klub', as the Shamblin' man would say, in a few days.
Dedbeet, just out of curiosity, what does your MDPV look like?
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I've had 50 mg of MDPV sitting in saline solution all day now. Take little squirts as I need the pick me up, but its almost like snorting caffeine this way. Just an energy boost with few other effects. Like, I couldn't quit chattering all day. All in all, if I was looking to use this chem as an alertness aid this is the way I'd do it. I got maybe 100 mg of powder left over, and that'll be gone pretty soon.
I'll probably only come back to MDPV if my 4-MMC connect goes dry and theres no other chemical stims available. Like I said, not a favorite but it works in a pinch. I'm super bummed that there was zero euphoria. Thats my favorite part lol, being happy.
I'll probably only come back to MDPV if my 4-MMC connect goes dry and theres no other chemical stims available. Like I said, not a favorite but it works in a pinch. I'm super bummed that there was zero euphoria. Thats my favorite part lol, being happy.
Very slightly off-white powder with the usual feel and consistency of "pure white"... claimed as lab-grade by the seller, and I have no reason to doubt them.Haha its so fun to get high vicariously through the PV threads. Glad you're having a good time
In other news, my supplier just received their MagicalDopasexPerVert powder so I'll be renewing my member ship to the 'deadbeat klub', as the Shamblin' man would say, in a few days.
Dedbeet, just out of curiosity, what does your MDPV look like?
P.S. kick butt on the supplier situation... I'll probably be soundly sleeping away some sleep deprivation & dopamine depletion when it's your turn again through the revolving door.
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