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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: Loquacious Psychedelic Love Lazers

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Wow, amps + k, godly. 37.7mg of amps with bumps of k and bowls of weed kick so much ass. Ready to take the night on hard!

With this chick situation, I'm pretty I figured out that I have been reading the whole situation wrong between me and her, and I found out some personal stuff about her that has me a little bit on edge just because of my desire to be with her in a serious relationship. (not trying to to get into it now). I'm trying to get up with her, to just come out and ask her what the situation is with our relationship, and be honest about my feelings. Frustratingly I haven't had the chance yet. Either I don't have enough time/not in the best place to do it, or she flakes some how. I'm pretty sure I know the answer but I just want to have it confirmed so I can stop bullshitting about, as well stop making myself feel like shit because things aren't turning out the way I'd like to (the world some times is just out of our control). Sucks is I just don't know how much of her I can handle if I confirm my suspicions of not having the same sort of feelings for me. I just want her to much, because she really has 75% of the things I absolutely want/desire in women, physically and mentally, to really be able to put up with hanging out with her. I'm not sure I could go day to day knowing everything I want in a chick is staring me in the face. Oh well... We'll see what happens

I'm gonna have a fucking awesome night tonight, no matter what, I've spent to much time and effort with school right now, and have to many cool people to chill with to let this shit bother me to much.

Fuck bitches..., though, I did meet this really cute chick at the doctors. To bad she was the doctor examining me haha, or I guess some sort of new/assistant doctor (forgot how she phrased it). Something about smart chicks gets me going. I gotta be able to have a decent intellectual conversation with a chick to want to even bother with them.

Hope everyone's nights going great, or about to go great.


Stay safe, and harm reduction.
Friday night, party time.
 
Has anyone got that video where the guy leaves home, meets the girl, becomes a drug addict, ends up dead etc? It was posted in PD social a few months ago it's amazing!
 
PepperSocks said:
Sure does. I have to say though, psychedelics aren't too far off that mark either, usually only when used in somewhat frequency and with the idea that it's good for you or some other pursuit.

My current opinion is that psychedelics aren't toys and they have therapeutic value, but it's best left as a doctor's tool for true psychological problems. Regular growing up and it's trials are best left to doing it the old fashioned way, letting your mind and brain do the work; uninterrupted.
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Roger&Me said:
Man, psychedelics are so enigmatic that I don't even have a current opinion about them-- except for maybe "whoah" :D I'm done trying to live my life with psychedelics as a central focus, though-- in fact, I haven't used psychs apart from occasional DMT use since the summer of '09. I might eat some acid again soon, as I have a decent stash, but I feel no pressing desire; just a residual feeling of "that would be cool." :)
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U two have been 2 of my fav posters since I joined
it makes me happy to see these posts
I remember Uniter eating L every weekend for what seemed an eternity
and Roger has been a drunk for a minute but his views are spot on

anyhow...I went lsd , E, dox, , mush every weekend for 2 years from 18-20
then tapered to here and there...
missed 3 years , here and there, missed a couple, etc

now early 30's and have been eating L like candy, like every 2-3 weeks for the last 6 months...
ill be done soon, but it is a soul cleansing and i love it more than ever
I use to think I knew it all, but now it is better then ever
it's nice to take a break...Ill be done with this one soon and not sure on the next
but it gets better and better...
 
Yeah psychedelics dont really have a place in my life right now. The only urge I have to take them is maybe medium dosing for a music event or something. But the "soul searching" type stuff just distracts me from what really makes me happy now. Been a couple months since I've taken any psyches.

Next time I dose will likely be this spring at a music festival, but only one of the days and a low dose. Last time I dosed at a fest I didn't even get to enjoy where I was because I was so out of my mind. And it exacerbated a lot of PTSD symptoms I have and that was awful :(
 
herpety derp
im hoping to sample 2CT7 at some point, but i only wanna trip occasionally, as i haz no money and its rather a pain for me to get L
 
With psychs I think I'll only indulge a few times a yeah from now on, well I've kind of been doing that for a lil' while now anyway. Dissociatives are another matter. So long as I have money I will do them as frequently as I please, while avoiding tolerance (which I'm starting to build, so I'm gonna break from them for a month or two). Oh, and I've had the most wonderful afterglow all day today.

Not quite (un)related: I've worked with different substances, and it holds together quite nicely, I have to say my favorite combo would be a dissociative+canninbanoid+GABAergic. Very nice headspace, and body feeling, at least I think so.
 
got this PCP interview
AND ITS IN GERMAN FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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http://www.planet-core.com/literature/A profile of Marc Acardipane - The Wire, July '98.pdf
if you dont knwo, now ya know
 
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we talked about this LMA ;)

If I could like, physically stop you from doing methamphetamine when you already have a bit too much affection for "lesser" amphetamines, I totally would.

Again, my advice feels dirty, I prob shouldn't be fucking with opiates!
 
nearjat said:
Eh idk about this stuff, but I'm giving it an open minded listen :)
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I'm starting to really think this is what is really going on

Like seriously watch this whole thing

And this
^if it says that video is not available just press refresh a couple of times it will work.

I know some of it is really far out but it all comes together to make perfect sense, from what I gather..
 
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Haha, yeah, I guess I'm the same Roger, enigmatic and hard to put any opinion on. Whenever I do it always ends up changing.

tBirdee said:
Excellent post man, how have you been and how was the trip back?
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Been alright, trip back was good. I still feel more comfortable up here. Florida is a nice place to visit but I would hate to live there. Just has an edge to it.

I'm currently living off my savings and puttering around doing projects. I'm looking for a truck/camper for the summer to live in and travel. If I get a job somewhere I can park it close to where I work and not pay rent. :D

So last night some idiot decided to turn into me while I was going through a green light resulting in my car being totally destroyed, me having whiplash and now having no car. :(

Goodbye '98 neon, you shall be missed....
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Man, so sorry to hear that. That sucks so bad when shit like that happens; A whole bunch of aches talking to insurance and crappy stuff that wouldn't have happened otherwise.

I got drunk last night, found a craft brew at the liquor store "Flying Monkey's Cascadian Dark Ale". Good stuff but I could do without the dark part. We don't have one single real IPA available for purchase. At least we have one hoppy beer on the market now; it's a start. :)

Makes me want to grow barley and hops and start a microbrewery.

I got a bunch of brewing ingredients and will start my next batch soon. I was kind of dissappointed to see that brewing ingredients to brew beer aren't any cheaper than cheap beer.
 
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