i took rolls like every day for like 2 months and had alot of previous experience before hand now its like 4 months later and i feel stupid . i feel like i constantly forget stuff like little things. ive started to talk wierd too like switching words up in a sentence and pronouncing words really wierd. I'm wondering if it's all in my head or if ill ever recover or if ive done permanent damage?
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Am I etarded or something?
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SAMCRO
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If you have to ask the question the answer is prob. yes. In my honeymoon phase of rolling I certainly never rolled every night for a month but I did roll every weekend 2-3 pills for like 1.5 years and then I just stopped rolling and only smoked pot, shroomed, etc.
After waiting 2 years I rolled face off of just one Orange Nike so just take a long break and concentrate on living healthy and then when u decide to treat yourself to a roll sometime down the road your brain will thank you for the break.
After waiting 2 years I rolled face off of just one Orange Nike so just take a long break and concentrate on living healthy and then when u decide to treat yourself to a roll sometime down the road your brain will thank you for the break.
i use to take wayyyy to much e, like 4-5 pills every weekend, for a year or longer, and after takin a break for about 3-4 months, i feel completely fine, mental clarity has returned, energy, sleep patterns, etc. and i rolled hella hard off 2 mints last week when i finally chose to give it another go, guess what im saying is, if u eat, exercise and live healthy for long enough, you will get better, unless youve just done some serious damage. i thought i had, but i honestly feel prefectly fine now that im smart with it, and take the necessary breaks
IIRandomHeroII
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Although this is a complete theory I'd like think it's somewhat true.
Our brains seem to have a remarkable way of recovering. With drugs like MDMA at least some damage(however small) is caused even by just taking one pill. However, I've heard it compared to injuring yourself. When you fall and scrape your knee, you have a scab, but eventually it heals.
In this case you've heavily abused MDMA. Your leg bone is sticking out of your skin metaphorically speaking. It's going to take some serious time off to recover compared to the occasional user.
Take some more time off, let yourself recover. There are many many people who have abused MDMA and eventually found themselves completely back to normal(or so they say).
Learn from your mistakes, but don't forget about them. I think you'll eventually find yourself back to normal with enough time.
Our brains seem to have a remarkable way of recovering. With drugs like MDMA at least some damage(however small) is caused even by just taking one pill. However, I've heard it compared to injuring yourself. When you fall and scrape your knee, you have a scab, but eventually it heals.
In this case you've heavily abused MDMA. Your leg bone is sticking out of your skin metaphorically speaking. It's going to take some serious time off to recover compared to the occasional user.
Take some more time off, let yourself recover. There are many many people who have abused MDMA and eventually found themselves completely back to normal(or so they say).
Learn from your mistakes, but don't forget about them. I think you'll eventually find yourself back to normal with enough time.
alterego.shadow
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I think if you take extreme amounts of xtc like this guy, it will take a very long time to make a full recovery, if ever. You will adapt and learn to live with your new, slower, more stupid brain, but you may never fully recover. I remember a little over a year ago I took 3 or 4 very strong pills in one night and rolled way too hard. I felt the after effects for quite a while. I feel like a lost a little bit of myself that night but the effects aren't noticable anymore.
dreworthedrew
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vitimins bro, when i felt E-tarded. i took 5 htp like every day. might work for you to.
MasterSplinter
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thats a little extreme dont you think bro??
I think its all in your head if you think 3 pills fucked you brain up. Just look at the OP, hes been eatin mad beans for almost 2 months an hes the one we should be feelin bad for, not you.
chill out...
Fa real. Whenever I popped 2 weekends in a row that 2nd week the roll is like half as intense as the 1st week... When I did 3 weekends straight that 3rd weekend I didn't feel shit. I couldn't roll everday for a week if someone paid me to because all I'd get is that shitty stimulating feel.
I never understood how people can abuse MDMA when you build a tolerance so quick and that good euphoric feels is completly gone after a few rolls.
roller11dude
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not to be a buzzkill or anything, but brain cells can't heal like skin cells. brain cells are some of the only human cells that do not duplicate from one another, they only grow from stem cells during develpment. once their gone, their gone. It appears that taking massive amounts of MDMA can kill brain cells. Of course there could be other things going on that are repairable, such as receptors down regulating. just stay away from it for a while and get some sleep, exercise and eat well.
Jackie Chan
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He would've been better off if he just did meth or smoked crack every day for 2 months
Pans-Advocate
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^^ That's not even close to true.
Lazyscience
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youre not e-tarded, youre simply retarded.
Quote of truth. The internet makes it so easy to be responsible with drugs. You either didn't look up what you were doing which is retarded, or you did and ignored it. Also retarded. Drink a shit ton of OJ and milk everyday, you'll be back to normal eventually. Moderation is the key to enjoying any drug.
People should be optimistic, that is great how ever. With drugs that are pretty potent neuro-toxins like mdma, if you do daily use for a long time like this guy the out come is not good at all. You can bet there will be some lasting damage, its not like you can just take it daily for a long time then stop taking mdma and expect full recovery. A lot of recovery will happen but i will suspect some serotonin receptors may never come back, or some of the axon terminals may be cleaved for ever. Know the drug you are using , before you go on a daily habit. This is your fault, good news is that you will feel better and sharper and less depressed after a while. But the amount of time for that to happen would be around the year mark.
dtfcreal said:
callin people retarded doesnt help anything. Neither does the shoulda-coulda-woulda crap.
OP you really did a number on yourself rolling that much...
As others have said, try supplementing with some vitamins. Also for the love of god get some 5htp. I highly doubt that you'll ever be the same as you were before your binge, but with time you should get at least a little better.
The best piece of advice I can give you is to stay away from MDMA for a long time..
although meth and crack would create addiction problems that mdma does not, id say rolling everyday for 2 months is probably worse for the brain than crack or meth.
dreworthedrew
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halycyondaze
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Seeing as you misspelt both weird and retarded, have you considered getting tested for dyslexia????? Seriously????
happyland
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you got some work to do but it will only get you better. eat healthy and take vitamins and minerals, make sure you exercise! when you exercise you increase blood flow to the brain, the increase blood flow is like fuel for your brain, its helps with repairs and new cell growth. mdma has messed with your cognitive functions, you need to excersive these functions to get them back. start reading, esp out loud. write a journal also, this will work to improve your memory and along with motor skills. engage in critical thinking and conversations. and lay off the drugs and alcohol. trust me on this, i was once like you and this all help me get back to normal..almost 