Hitting myself (HELP!)
So I'd like to think I'm special. Whoever can solve this connundrum/mystery gets major kudos. My veins are gone, all of them, gone. I shot each injection site possible 2 to 3 times, exactly that many, no more no less, and not even every sity. I hit the crook of my arms, my biceps, forearms, and wrist, and back of my arms. 2 shots ago, my friend and I with 2 packs of needles stabbed me over 30 times to find a vein, and were very lucky to do so. Last time I shot up, we went for the same vein (my forearm, right arm underside) and then last time I tried to shoot, all of my veins were gone (I had been trying them previously, to no avail, and had to rotate to find ANY vein that would register). So obviously my story sucks and your advice is going to depend on my background. I've been shooting dope for roughly 1 month, a total of maybe 50 shots. I've been shooting black tar heroin, from the northwest. Nothing too nasty. Been using micron filters, fresh needles, sterile water, alcohol pads, and have been having a certain friend hit me nearly every time (recently I've been desperately searching myself, as he has given up) I know that stabbing veins hurts them. My friend has gone in at a 25 degree angle every time, has hit the vein first try EVERY time until the last week, done the shot, gotten out. He is a veteran and said I had GREAT veins. Now they're all gone. 1 theory him and I had is that I have rollers, another he had is that the black tar hurts veins and hardens them- which I could agree with. He tries to hold a vein in place by squeezing down on either side of it while putting the needle in- no luck. Another funny fact: I NEVER had my hands hit. I tried today with fresh everything and a shot for the first time, and am unable to register. This is the problem: I cannot EVER register the blood, and obviously am not going to skin pop or muscle it. What I don't want to hear is STOP SHOOTING; I'm determined to, please help me do as little damage to myself as possible and help me get some damn blood in the barrel! Thanks in advance, I'm hovering around to answer any questions asap.