Dear friends,
I desperately need some medical info as well as yours expiriences. I was one year at tramadol and wanted to quit, so I was taking 2 mg od Methatone each evening so I could get clean. I got clean very easy in 5 days.
But then, I liked methadone, slowly was taking more and more, so now I am surely 3 months on Methadone with some days as break. During this time I was able to take 5 mg, 10 mg, or any other dosage I wanted. Before, long before, I was heroin addict, so maybe now I can still take as much as I want and it doesn't give me any problems because my tolerance was destroyed with my heroin addiction from before (this before was more then 30 years before)
Anyway, I was able to take whole bottle, no matter how much I had, I would take it. So that is why I don't know on which dose exactly am I. One week ago I was taking almost every day, not counting drops, but day would always finish with empty entire botle of meth (10 mg)
Then I decided that I don't want to get addicted that much that I could never go back, and stopped last friday. During withdrawals I was talking tramadol, it was still difficult and very uncomfortable. Yesterday, after 7 days I was so tired, my stomach couldn't take any more of tramadol, so I relapsed and drank entire bottle of meth again.
I was 7 days clean in order to take suboxon after 10 days, but now, all of it seems in vein. I am so disappointed in myself and depressed this Christmas morning. I don't know any facts about my situation. On how much am I addicted now, why I am able to take whole bottle just like that, what amount needs to leave my body in how many days so I can switch to suboxon.
Can anyone help. After all this mess how long I need to wait until I can safely take suboxone. I can not visit any doctor here, there are no experts on suboxone in my area.
Please help marrasa8(
I desperately need some medical info as well as yours expiriences. I was one year at tramadol and wanted to quit, so I was taking 2 mg od Methatone each evening so I could get clean. I got clean very easy in 5 days.
But then, I liked methadone, slowly was taking more and more, so now I am surely 3 months on Methadone with some days as break. During this time I was able to take 5 mg, 10 mg, or any other dosage I wanted. Before, long before, I was heroin addict, so maybe now I can still take as much as I want and it doesn't give me any problems because my tolerance was destroyed with my heroin addiction from before (this before was more then 30 years before)
Anyway, I was able to take whole bottle, no matter how much I had, I would take it. So that is why I don't know on which dose exactly am I. One week ago I was taking almost every day, not counting drops, but day would always finish with empty entire botle of meth (10 mg)
Then I decided that I don't want to get addicted that much that I could never go back, and stopped last friday. During withdrawals I was talking tramadol, it was still difficult and very uncomfortable. Yesterday, after 7 days I was so tired, my stomach couldn't take any more of tramadol, so I relapsed and drank entire bottle of meth again.
I was 7 days clean in order to take suboxon after 10 days, but now, all of it seems in vein. I am so disappointed in myself and depressed this Christmas morning. I don't know any facts about my situation. On how much am I addicted now, why I am able to take whole bottle just like that, what amount needs to leave my body in how many days so I can switch to suboxon.
Can anyone help. After all this mess how long I need to wait until I can safely take suboxone. I can not visit any doctor here, there are no experts on suboxone in my area.
Please help marrasa8(



