Well I stopped my sub on the 13th, jumped off of 4mg a day, didn't taper or anything. The first week was absolute fucking hell, bad anxiety, insomnia and all the other normal w/d shit. I started taking clonidine to even out my temperature cause I was so fucking hot but freezing. The clonidine worked for about 3 hours and then I was having anxiety & panic again really bad and the hot/cold issues. So I took another clonidine out of desperation, then in 3 hours the same thing happened so I took another. This went on from 6pm to 7am with a total of 5 pills taken.
That next day I felt horrible, couldn't stand up without blacking out and falling down. I felt groggy and just dead. I didn't take anymore clonidine until that night at 9, I started gettting hot again and said fuck it and ate another. I ate 2 more over the course of the night so 8 total in the last 2 days. The next day was Friday, so 6 days into my detox. I stood up to go to the bathroom, blacked completely out and fell down on the ground and my body convulsed like I was having a seizure. When I finally came out of it I just started sobbing and said I think I need to go to the hospital. So my bf took me to the ER and they took blood and whatever and found out I was pregnant, heh. They also gave me ativan and trazadone for sleep (well that was before they knew I was pregnant, I got a call after I got home about it) so the passing out was even worse cause I had a baby taking all my nutrients (which I wasn't getting very many to begin with) plus i'd taken way too much fuckin clonidine.
So the ativan helped greatly, the weekend goes on, Sunday morning my stomach starts hurting way bad. I go to the bathroom and I'm bleeding, a lot. Obviously I'm now miscarrying so back to the ER where they gave me a shot of morphine and a script of lortabs. Heh. So I took the tabs from monday-Thursday. (For pain and to be able to function/see fam on thanksgiving) and now I'm. On day 3 of no more opiates but its been over 2 weeks since my sub dose. I was prescribed it, for 9 months and took 1/4th of a pill in the morn and 1/4th at night as told by my doc.
Heh so no lortabs weren't all I needed, I'm currently taking ativan to help. But I had to take the tabs if I wanted to leave the house heh. I'm also hoping I'm about done with this shit as it has been over 2 weeks without suboxone.