NewJerseyChill
Bluelighter
If your not already a heavy addicted user, is their a change in lifestyle/financial/location that you think would cause you to be one?
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Is there anything keeping you from being a full fledgd junkie?
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dcraver877
Bluelighter
yea if i lost my family i'm sure i would go downhill and stay there till the end. right now the only thing keeping me in check is my parents, weed, and the fact that i'm tryin to get rid of lyme disease.
Crepsirezzell
Bluelighter
The love I feel for my 6 year old brother.
lol, if you have an addictive personalty or a history of being a junkie then your probably gonna be on the bottom of the totem pole your whole life. It comes down to the fact that most people want to stop using but they dont know how, if you can handle the pain of the comedown of any drug then you can not be a junkie. Most people cant handle withdrawing 12+ times a year.
phr
Bluelighter
--->dc
I am a recovering junkie and without a doubt the main reason for me quitting is the money. If I won the lottery tomorrow there is no doubt I would be a dope addict for the rest of my life. The bottom line is that I can't afford to buy bundles every single day therefore I got on Suboxone.
my point exactly, who would want to have to suffer withdrawals so many times just be called a casual user. If you cant support your habit you should not be using PERIOD
just got sick of dealing with low life fiends and all the drama,
went swimming back in the deep end a few times and was just like fuck this shit,
i need to be painting, skating, and living,
got a job coming up first thing i know i was thinking about what i was gunna cop when i got paid,
but then im like fuck that shit im going shopping getting some new gear,
went swimming back in the deep end a few times and was just like fuck this shit,
i need to be painting, skating, and living,
got a job coming up first thing i know i was thinking about what i was gunna cop when i got paid,
but then im like fuck that shit im going shopping getting some new gear,
LittlebyLittle
Bluelighter
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not enough $$$ ever...
rh7bb2012
Greenlighter
For me it was only death or incarceration... While neither actually happened, they both came very close and because of this I've been clean for over 4 years now and have my act together. But now that I have my act together and have become quite successful, I'm feeling the itch to go back at it again - but this time with the self-control not to become a full fledged junkie again
SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
cant afford it / wouldnt be able to hide it - would get sent to the 'hab probs right quick
mymindisgoo
Bluelighter
currently not having access..
Homegrownuk
Bluelighter
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Definately poor supply!
love2party
Bluelighter
I am a junkie currently not addicted. What is keeping me from saying fuck it is that I want something better for myself.
NightLight*
Bluelighter
Financial Freedom?
lol, dude then dont buy from them... because the time your wasting dealing with a greedy loser you could be looking for a legit dealer. I rather be sick as a dog then buy from a greedy person or someone trying middle man me some BS at a high price. Buy it for low $ sell it for low$ and you wont get busted, get greedy and you will get busted or fucked up by a desperate junkie who you been ripping off.
QFTW, lol your not a junkie if you not copping, and your not addicted if your not using or planing to use, sounds like your just a normal dude who had a bad run.
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^ I think they mean that they are like a "dry drunk", so more like they are addicted but not dependent right now. So they still act like a junkie, and think like one, but for whatever reason cannot get access to the drugs in order to do them.
As for me, location and money are definitely a huge factor. However, the last month that I was home and had access, I pretty much stopped getting high. Only had one dealer, and was sick of all the b.s. so didn't bother finding a new one. Just sick of the idea that somebody, and something had so much power over my life.
As for me, location and money are definitely a huge factor. However, the last month that I was home and had access, I pretty much stopped getting high. Only had one dealer, and was sick of all the b.s. so didn't bother finding a new one. Just sick of the idea that somebody, and something had so much power over my life.
voodoolounge
Bluelighter
I still want a semi-normal life. I'll make myself take a break. And haven't fucked with a needle. I used to think it would be heaven to have an unlimited pain med script, but now I realize that that's not the life I want.