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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

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Thanks guys. I don't even understand how some people can be drawn to each other so strongly..I've met this girl ONCE as campsite sharers at a festival and have been talking to her on the phone for like 2 months...but somehow something happened there and now both of us got ourselves really hurt.

yeah i feel ya sega on the not giving a fuck anymore, like yeah this hurts and all, but its just so familiar now...
 
Sega420 said:
now i can finally taste all the colours in the rainbow, and make my own "Doomsday Box",
as inspired by Thizzer ;)
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Explain this "doomsday box" :)

I know what you guys mean about phases of opiate/benzo use. To be honest I'm in one myself.

Just don't let it consume you, I find as long as you only dose in the evening and are "sober" during the day things tend to not get too out of hand.
 
PepperSocks said:
I find as long as you only dose in the evening and are "sober" during the day things tend to not get too out of hand.
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Meh, I dunno-- I think using benzos and/or opiates with any regularity just has to be bad for you. Even if you manage to keep your use occasional, so physical problems are not an issue, they seem to put a freeze on the psyche/soul that is hard to shake off. It's like too easy of an escape or something.

Just be careful is all I'm saying. :) <3

These days I prefer to have a few beers and smoke some pot. I find I appreciate alcohol as a GABAergic more after being on benzos-- its nice to take a drug and actually FEEL intoxicated. :D With benzos I would be completely impaired but feel like I was sober, no buzz or anything. Just stupid, dull, and in need of amphetamine to function reasonably. These days, if I'm gunna do drugs I wanna actually feel like I'm on some drugs. :D Or something like that lol...

Can't wait to eat some acid and molly soon, I'm just waiting for these damn twitchies and shakes to end. :! Benzo withdrawal is so fucked up, you can feel fine for a while and think you're all better, then BAM! you wake up with the shakes again.. so F'ing demoralizing.
 
^^^ yeah man i feel ya on the benzos , I just jumped off a taper a few days ago. Yesterday was really rough.
 
^Hang in there, man. :)

It gets so much better. I mean I still have some symptoms but they're annoying, not distressing. Plus my head feels so much clearer now, it's been worth all the effort.

Good luck to you, man. <3 It's sooo worth it, try as hard as you can not to give up-- you'll be so happy for yourself.
 
alantis360 said:
LOL , another naked freakout ????
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Another? Nah, I've only had one. If I had another, that would mean I had two naked acid extravaganzas within a couple weeks of each other =D
Xorkoth said:
Hey, anyone have any ideas for ways to legitimately make some extra money considering I already have a full-time job? I need some extra money for the holidays and I'm not quite sure how to get it, and I thought people here might have ideas. :)

A lot of the stress I've been feeling lately has been due to money concerns... how predictable. :p I've been feel very good the past few days now and I'm looking to be more proactive about it rather than just worrying endlessly.
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Near Christmas time, tree lots aren't too bad. I worked one for a day as a part of a youth program I'm in, and you make money, as well as get a lot of tips. Also, you'll be getting some exercise, and that is always good for stress :)
nearjat said:
Yeah haha this heartache is making me want some poppy plant derivatives pretty bad right now...all the reason to not get any :)
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Respect %)
 
they see me herpin
i cant wait for tomorrow, shits gonna go down.
i probably has to spend the only cash i has on cigarettes tho :(
 
Roger&Me said:
^Hang in there, man. :)

It gets so much better. I mean I still have some symptoms but they're annoying, not distressing. Plus my head feels so much clearer now, it's been worth all the effort.

Good luck to you, man. <3 It's sooo worth it, try as hard as you can not to give up-- you'll be so happy for yourself.
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thanks Roger, the hard part for me now is just not calling in a refill. Luckily I dont feel as bad as i thought I would have right now.
 
Hey hey hey PD, 'sup.

I'm feeling pretty awesome right now, folks are on vacation so I decided to have some fun.

My day:
Wake up 2pm, make a pizza, drink some coffee, shot of scotch.
3pm Brush teeth, get dressed, 2~3mg sublingual phenezapem
3:30-5pm Get business of the day done/run errands
Now 15mg hydrocodone (it's been like a year since I've had any) and bluelight
Next: Go on a walk I guess, maybe take some GBL
Later: Watch Scott Pilgrim again/start the special features (jwh-018?)
Tomorrow: 4-MeO-PCP


Teh downers are totally kicking my anxiety's ass.
 
Be very careful mixing so many depressants.
I Would actually recommend leaving out the GBL.
Some some herb or JWH and listen to music or watch a movie. It'll feel nice.

and have fun with 4 meo pcp.
Im interested in trying it but it it still a bit to pricey.
 
i aint liek opiates.
it aint sound particularly good.
is wut im saying
waiting for tomorrow, i gets to drop that acid yo
 
LSDMDMA&8978308 said:
sounds good
i lieks the pizza part
the hydro doesnt sound horrible
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Pizza is very important to me, and hydro indeed is not horrible.

Hmm, maybe you're right about the GBL delsyd. I think I'll wait till the hydro fully kicks in and see how CNS depressed I feel. Maybe take 1/2 my normal dose if I must take any.
 
I'm totally gonna be fine. I've got my wits about me. Just have to accept that sometimes I can't get around the fact that the very essence of some things is pure, unadulterated shittiness.
 
LSDMDMA&8978346 said:
i aint liek opiates.
it aint sound particularly good.
is wut im saying
waiting for tomorrow, i gets to drop that acid yo
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You should consider yourself lucky to not like opiates I think. They're sneaky bastards that don't like to let go of you once they grab hold.

Enjoy that acid. Did you use all your K yesterday/whenever? If you have any left it'd probably make good mixing.
 
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