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Bingo...the chick I've been getting involved with has had a boyfriend this whole time. I knew I was getting myself into some bullshit I just rather feel the love and ignored the fear :P
 
Yeah..just really discouraging. This is the same fucking thing that keeps happening. I wish I would stop falling for these type of women god damnit...they get me everytime. I never learn haha.
 
And yeah, I should also mention, regarding my question earlier, that I work from home and often have periods of free time so anything Internet-related or home-related would be easy to manage. But that's kind of hard to find... I'm lucky my full-time job is like that. :)
 
Xorkoth said:
And yeah, I should also mention, regarding my question earlier, that I work from home and often have periods of free time so anything Internet-related or home-related would be easy to manage. But that's kind of hard to find... I'm lucky my full-time job is like that. :)
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Research chemical vendor?

It's kinda legitimate and you've got a huge customer base right here in PD; just start PM'ing anyone who asks for something. =D

Just make sure you offer it as plant food. ;)
 
Xorkoth said:
And yeah, I should also mention, regarding my question earlier, that I work from home and often have periods of free time so anything Internet-related or home-related would be easy to manage. But that's kind of hard to find... I'm lucky my full-time job is like that. :)
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check out craigslist, i see people and companies post there looking to get a webpage made and stuff like that.
Or you can advertise your services there.
 
nearjat said:
Bingo...the chick I've been getting involved with has had a boyfriend this whole time. I knew I was getting myself into some bullshit I just rather feel the love and ignored the fear :P
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welcome to my world man. she is now back with her "ex".
you probably have already read my fucked up situation.

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Well, at least it was a short thing and you didn't invest your whole self worth or waste a large fraction of your young life.
At least now you can move on. :)
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if only i hadnt been so emotionally invested and fallen completely in love.
it was simply a case of right girl, wrong time. she had a lot of baggage and issues when i got with her that i found out about too late.
c'est la vie. i can probably get her back in the future (ie next year perhaps) but for the time being i dont give a fuck.

nearjat said:
Yeah..just really discouraging. This is the same fucking thing that keeps happening. I wish I would stop falling for these type of women god damnit...they get me everytime. I never learn haha.
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trust me man, time is a healer. i know how you feel at the moment, maybe even worse than you are feeling as i gave my ALL to this girl :\
but do not take that wrong, as you no doubt feel like shit. but at least you didnt get as deeply involved as i did with mine :)

do you have msn nearjat, or a facebook?
if you're ok with it, i'd like to talk to you about this stuff. not only to get advice but also the amount of emotional and psychological shit i have been through these past 5 months, i feel i have a lot i could pass on to you.
(advice i mean. i just wanna help in any way i can as im in a similar sitch)



on the plus side, i took 100mg tramadol tonight. i wish i had more, or had cracked the capsules slightly, as im feeling a nice mild buzz, but i reckon it woulda been better if not "time-released".
i think i may buy more tomorrow, along with some valium and more opes n benzos if available.
i would very much like to experiment more with opiates and benzodiazepines.


enjoy these amazing tracks my trippy hippy homies-

Elektronik Supersonik

Tripping in Chile

Socom
 
Sega420 said:
welcome to my world man. she is now back with her "ex".
you probably have already read my fucked up situation.


if only i hadnt been so emotionally invested and fallen completely in love.
it was simply a case of right girl, wrong time. she had a lot of baggage and issues when i got with her that i found out about too late.
c'est la vie. i can probably get her back in the future (ie next year perhaps) but for the time being i dont give a fuck.


trust me man, time is a healer. i know how you feel at the moment, maybe even worse than you are feeling as i gave my ALL to this girl :\
but do not take that wrong, as you no doubt feel like shit. but at least you didnt get as deeply involved as i did with mine :)

do you have msn nearjat, or a facebook?
if you're ok with it, i'd like to talk to you about this stuff. not only to get advice but also the amount of emotional and psychological shit i have been through these past 5 months, i feel i have a lot i could pass on to you.
(advice i mean. i just wanna help in any way i can as im in a similar sitch)



on the plus side, i took 100mg tramadol tonight. i wish i had more, or had cracked the capsules slightly, as im feeling a nice mild buzz, but i reckon it woulda been better if not "time-released".
i think i may buy more tomorrow, along with some valium and more opes n benzos if available.
i would very much like to experiment more with opiates and benzodiazepines.


enjoy these amazing tracks my trippy hippy homies-

Elektronik Supersonik

Tripping in Chile

Socom
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Be careful with the opes , they can be soooo evil, and end up making you feel worse than the girl did. But I feel ya, ive really wanted to order some pods lately..
 
thanks holmes.
i truly do appreciate all you guys n gals here in PD social.
it may sound weird, and i know ive said this before, but it feels like a sort of wee family more than just "some people i chat to online".

you guys have helped and supported me and others through a lot of hard times, and given me a lot of HR info when it comes to drugs.
some craaaaazy/funny stories and GREAT music too :D

im glad i registered on BL after lurking for years!
if only we all had teleportation powers, eh?
 
PS-
the whole hurting thing, to be honest, while im hurt, its not heart wrenching anymore.
i really am past the point of giving a fuck. its not like she has disappeared from my life. ive accepted she isnt with me anymore, but i will ALWAYS love her with all my heart.
im just not pining for her anymore, as there is fuck all point.

the opes etc isnt for that. its simply that recently i have acquired a source that can get me ANYTHING. and high quality at good prices too!
so now i can finally taste all the colours in the rainbow, and make my own "Doomsday Box",
as inspired by Thizzer ;)
i can honestly say out of all the people i know, i have the best willpower when it comes to drugs.
now i know this may sound like one of those "its gonna end up an i-told-you-so" situations, but when it comes to this, i know myself very well.
i have been through an addiction with street ecstasy pills, and learnt a LOT.
opes arent what interests me much, im more leaning towards benzos if im honest.
makes me more loose and free to be how i want without silly over-analytical bs and anxiety (sometimes, not always am i like this)
 
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