Depressicaa
Bluelighter
This guide is for people in America who use amphetamines.
Disclaimer:
Mental effects:
Its happy in a pill. Have no passion for life? Don't like homework? What if I forced you to have fun motherfucker? Yup thats what this does. The feeling you can do anything (fades away rather quickly sadly, don't chase it)! You are basically flooding your brain with chemicals of success without actual success. Once I realized this, I knew that this would have dire consequences. Its a dream, you have to realize reality doesn't get better, you look it it from a different perspective, and unfortunately if you warp it for a long time it becomes a deadly mood stabilizer, you aren't high anymore you need it.
The best effects for me are to find how long between dosages are, so I can take the least amount to get the most done. If you're taking it everyday, you are probably wasting good potential, its probably being spent playing 360 live better or just doing things that are otherwise fun without the drugs. The same occurs with sleep deprivation, the less sleep you have, the less effective it is. The worst part is if you have AD(H)D and take it because there isn't anything else. It gets rather boring, the same thing everytime. Seeing that GameBoy Advance and playing it every few days at Gamestop sure was fun, but then you bought it and hmm why doesn't this bring me fun? Its my struggle at the moment, and once I figure it out, you guys will know what works for me, and hopefully you too.
Does it treat ADD? Not in my opinion. It gives you fun OCD. ADD and OCD being opposites, they will give you the ability of laserlike focus. Most people can benefit from it, everyone has ADD to a degree. However I advise you to not fuck around. Do not spend hours on something that shouldn’t take too much time. If you planned on having fun or just trying out whatever go for it, go talk to that guy/girl you like. Your conversation will probably be much better if you feel social, some people feel antisocial however. Your previous mood can help dictate what effects it will have. Dexedrine is known to be more euphoric, I don't agree completely because I like the satisfaction of doing work. Dexedrine feels more natural and more like you doing stuff, rather than being tweaked and controlled by Adderall. If its your first time try to make it worth something, you will never get the same high after a while. For me, 2CE treats ADD better, it makes things interesting and puts it into a different perspective and the unpleasant bodyload is fun for me, but thats not everyone, and thats a story for another thread.
There is an aspect of time distortion as well. Time may seem slower or faster depending on what you're doing. It seems slower if you're doing a multitude of things, and faster if you are doing nothing.
Binging will cause you to lose track of time. I call these 'long days' It feels like one long day. You may see hallucinations, but I was pretty resistant to those, even after four days I did not see anything. It is also dangerous to drive, try not to do it.
The comedown may be severe for unexperienced users. It helps to have a downer or something that helps you sleep if you think you would need it. Benedryl, Nyquil and Melatonin (gives you dreams sometimes too yo) is OTC. Benzos like Xanax, Klonopin, Lorazapam, and Temazapam are better in terms of strength. They can make it almost seem like an afterglow. A fistful of downers is the perfect addition to amphetamines.
A suggestion for by a reader is to take your first dose early, take your second dose before noon, and take the third dose no later than 2 pm, otherwise you may get some unpleasant after effects from the Adderall.
'lil tips:
Write a list before you take it. Do this if you wanna get shit done. Might reinforce you to get that girl's number or whatever too.
Don't overdo things. You're asking for OCD everytime you use it, so make sure you put it to good use. Your cover page is fine, start writing the paper already. You don't need any more pornganization, its an excuse to jack off.
So you're getting this for your depression (but calling it ADD)? It can be a godsend. It was a great drug for me since I was fucking around, never had motivation. But everyday use? Don't do it. Its just like an SSRI, you take it to enjoy life, not get anywhere. I noticed I was happy, but for what reason? There was none, and that upset me more than being depressed. If you're not ambitious this shouldn't be a problem, but I assume you're better than that, you can have fun on your own, and upping the dosage will just give you bad sleep problems.
I like to think of it as an impact. I used to use it very occasionally, would get all (semester) my community college homework done in a day, yeah! Then taking it everyday it stopped being special. I really do have ADD as you can probably already tell and it doesn't matter if you do or not. If you do something all the time its not special, its not important, its just like your ability to wipe your own ass, you don't even think about it. Find a way to make it impact your life, and for the better.
There is a theory that I have that should apply to your usage. Depending on how much you have, I would allocate an amount to yourself to take at the beginning and then take as you go along the entire duration of the binge/day. I use 15mg Dexedrine and 7.5-10mg of Adderall at the beginning (enough to feel good), I'm a little guy at 120lb (speed binges and fatty foods don't affect my weight for some reason, hooray?) and then I 'maintain it' during the duration by taking a little every once in a while. If you EVER crash its game over, you have to stop or take a lot again to reflood your synapses with precious amphetamines.
Don't take this to make other people happy. Yes you're the best fucking short order cook, and your boss adores you. But you're not doing it for yourself. It should be used as a tool to better you, not make other people happy, seriously fuck them. Use it to play guitar or learn a skill, make it selfish, because no one is more important in your own life than you. Yeah especially not my dumb ass who decided to leave his garage door open today so that thieves could get in.
If you're thinking about quitting or at least stopping some usage I adore this site http://quittingadderall.com/
What can I do with them?
If you plan to stick it in your ass (plug), snort, IV, start by
crushing the XR beads or the IR. IR is chalky and easier to demolish, has an awfully huge amount of fillers though. XR will need creativity (I used a heavy paperweight).
RoA (Stands for route of administration):
What should I buy to prevent problems?
tl;dr
Water, gum, something that relaxes you, if you're out make sure you don't smell like shit and if you're a tweak, something to write on. L-tyrosine to make it last longer, and smoother or an off day and Chelated Magnesium for safety.
I will list these in terms of cost, you won't have to spend too much money, most stuff is OTC.
Brands:
tl;dr
Corepharma sucks (same pill can contain varying dosage, mostly weaker than advertised). Crush it all up into a powder and take it that way, its more consistant.
Barr is good (sweet tasting, strong, consistent).
Sandoz is good (smooth comeup, but I experienced a huge crash, others swear by it)
XR is the best one if you're an occasional user who wants to pass that test by cramming.
If you need images to identify your pills:
a guide with pictures of Adderall is provided here courtesy of the ADD forums.
The following is my experiences with the drugs and general pill information:
People get what they deserve.
My mental route from Amphetamine, non addictive personality (although I think this may change) :
Disclaimer:
NSFW:
Mental effects:
Its happy in a pill. Have no passion for life? Don't like homework? What if I forced you to have fun motherfucker? Yup thats what this does. The feeling you can do anything (fades away rather quickly sadly, don't chase it)! You are basically flooding your brain with chemicals of success without actual success. Once I realized this, I knew that this would have dire consequences. Its a dream, you have to realize reality doesn't get better, you look it it from a different perspective, and unfortunately if you warp it for a long time it becomes a deadly mood stabilizer, you aren't high anymore you need it.
The best effects for me are to find how long between dosages are, so I can take the least amount to get the most done. If you're taking it everyday, you are probably wasting good potential, its probably being spent playing 360 live better or just doing things that are otherwise fun without the drugs. The same occurs with sleep deprivation, the less sleep you have, the less effective it is. The worst part is if you have AD(H)D and take it because there isn't anything else. It gets rather boring, the same thing everytime. Seeing that GameBoy Advance and playing it every few days at Gamestop sure was fun, but then you bought it and hmm why doesn't this bring me fun? Its my struggle at the moment, and once I figure it out, you guys will know what works for me, and hopefully you too.
Does it treat ADD? Not in my opinion. It gives you fun OCD. ADD and OCD being opposites, they will give you the ability of laserlike focus. Most people can benefit from it, everyone has ADD to a degree. However I advise you to not fuck around. Do not spend hours on something that shouldn’t take too much time. If you planned on having fun or just trying out whatever go for it, go talk to that guy/girl you like. Your conversation will probably be much better if you feel social, some people feel antisocial however. Your previous mood can help dictate what effects it will have. Dexedrine is known to be more euphoric, I don't agree completely because I like the satisfaction of doing work. Dexedrine feels more natural and more like you doing stuff, rather than being tweaked and controlled by Adderall. If its your first time try to make it worth something, you will never get the same high after a while. For me, 2CE treats ADD better, it makes things interesting and puts it into a different perspective and the unpleasant bodyload is fun for me, but thats not everyone, and thats a story for another thread.
There is an aspect of time distortion as well. Time may seem slower or faster depending on what you're doing. It seems slower if you're doing a multitude of things, and faster if you are doing nothing.
Binging will cause you to lose track of time. I call these 'long days' It feels like one long day. You may see hallucinations, but I was pretty resistant to those, even after four days I did not see anything. It is also dangerous to drive, try not to do it.
The comedown may be severe for unexperienced users. It helps to have a downer or something that helps you sleep if you think you would need it. Benedryl, Nyquil and Melatonin (gives you dreams sometimes too yo) is OTC. Benzos like Xanax, Klonopin, Lorazapam, and Temazapam are better in terms of strength. They can make it almost seem like an afterglow. A fistful of downers is the perfect addition to amphetamines.
A suggestion for by a reader is to take your first dose early, take your second dose before noon, and take the third dose no later than 2 pm, otherwise you may get some unpleasant after effects from the Adderall.
'lil tips:
Write a list before you take it. Do this if you wanna get shit done. Might reinforce you to get that girl's number or whatever too.
Don't overdo things. You're asking for OCD everytime you use it, so make sure you put it to good use. Your cover page is fine, start writing the paper already. You don't need any more pornganization, its an excuse to jack off.
So you're getting this for your depression (but calling it ADD)? It can be a godsend. It was a great drug for me since I was fucking around, never had motivation. But everyday use? Don't do it. Its just like an SSRI, you take it to enjoy life, not get anywhere. I noticed I was happy, but for what reason? There was none, and that upset me more than being depressed. If you're not ambitious this shouldn't be a problem, but I assume you're better than that, you can have fun on your own, and upping the dosage will just give you bad sleep problems.
I like to think of it as an impact. I used to use it very occasionally, would get all (semester) my community college homework done in a day, yeah! Then taking it everyday it stopped being special. I really do have ADD as you can probably already tell and it doesn't matter if you do or not. If you do something all the time its not special, its not important, its just like your ability to wipe your own ass, you don't even think about it. Find a way to make it impact your life, and for the better.
There is a theory that I have that should apply to your usage. Depending on how much you have, I would allocate an amount to yourself to take at the beginning and then take as you go along the entire duration of the binge/day. I use 15mg Dexedrine and 7.5-10mg of Adderall at the beginning (enough to feel good), I'm a little guy at 120lb (speed binges and fatty foods don't affect my weight for some reason, hooray?) and then I 'maintain it' during the duration by taking a little every once in a while. If you EVER crash its game over, you have to stop or take a lot again to reflood your synapses with precious amphetamines.
Don't take this to make other people happy. Yes you're the best fucking short order cook, and your boss adores you. But you're not doing it for yourself. It should be used as a tool to better you, not make other people happy, seriously fuck them. Use it to play guitar or learn a skill, make it selfish, because no one is more important in your own life than you. Yeah especially not my dumb ass who decided to leave his garage door open today so that thieves could get in.
If you're thinking about quitting or at least stopping some usage I adore this site http://quittingadderall.com/
What can I do with them?
If you plan to stick it in your ass (plug), snort, IV, start by
crushing the XR beads or the IR. IR is chalky and easier to demolish, has an awfully huge amount of fillers though. XR will need creativity (I used a heavy paperweight).
RoA (Stands for route of administration):
NSFW:
NSFW:
What should I buy to prevent problems?
tl;dr
Water, gum, something that relaxes you, if you're out make sure you don't smell like shit and if you're a tweak, something to write on. L-tyrosine to make it last longer, and smoother or an off day and Chelated Magnesium for safety.
I will list these in terms of cost, you won't have to spend too much money, most stuff is OTC.
NSFW:
).
Brands:
tl;dr
Corepharma sucks (same pill can contain varying dosage, mostly weaker than advertised). Crush it all up into a powder and take it that way, its more consistant.
Barr is good (sweet tasting, strong, consistent).
Sandoz is good (smooth comeup, but I experienced a huge crash, others swear by it)
XR is the best one if you're an occasional user who wants to pass that test by cramming.
If you need images to identify your pills:
a guide with pictures of Adderall is provided here courtesy of the ADD forums.
The following is my experiences with the drugs and general pill information:
NSFW:
Barr. I call them Blue Candy Barrs, they are sweet, powerful, and likable. I guess thats how they hook kids to this stuff. It is football/oval shaped and blue/orange, tastes like an artificial sweetener. Some say the new formula sucks and they wanna change it back. Never had the old one, if they do change it I hope I won't need to have to changed to the new one again.People get what they deserve.
NSFW:
My mental route from Amphetamine, non addictive personality (although I think this may change) :
NSFW:
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