Meth-psychosis stories.... you know you have one..

AbraMontague said:
Sounds like many of the things you listed aren't really psychosis, just the natural side effects of speed (paranoia, comedowns, depression during the comedown).
As for #1, you should never use stims to study for an exam if aren't going to have any to take right before the exam. It's called state dependent learning.
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No. They are psychoses. When someone experiences severe insomnia like a meth binge, their brain will consequently experience a degenerative psychosis in response to trauma.

That is why you see holes in the lobes of meth users in a CT scan. It is physical evidence of trauma. Theoretically a meth user's brain will weight less than a person with an identical healthy brain having said that it also explains why the users will be more likely to develop degenerative neural diseases than the wider community.

What you labeled "natural side effects" are not natural, but rather collective symptoms of a psychotic episode.

-Med intern.
 
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just started messing with meth a couple months ago after going threw rehab for heroin still only do meth maybe one two day or two two day binges in a month tonite was my first time iving it and now its 4 am and i am shaking and super weird high. but i feel liike my room mates are going to come into my room cuz the tv is on although deep down i know that they are passed out and if they did they would knock keep in mind they NEVER come in here.hahhah. i can never make eye contact with sober people cuz i feel like they know.does anyone get that feeling ever? new to this site. any tips to not come off liike a high tweaker to people. this shit is way harder to disguise for me then heroin is
 
lol, oh man...


i along with a group of friends did the binge thing:


before my buddy wore gloves to hide his bizzare hands while doping we would go into constant trips about how his hands needed to change, and spent one night in winter trying to scale the hospital to give him adecuate operating room to perform such procedures. i think it was 3-4 in the morning when the security guards came out spotlighting us with flashlights, i didnt carry guns whenever i was tweekin but i always kept cans of hairspray and lighters for torching, the last thing i hope they saw was me and J running away from them yelling about operating tables and IVed drugs.


we would stay at this cats shack over off his moms land, one of my best friends to this day.. so naturally we had a clay brick and a sawed off mossberg 500 to shoot at whenever we felt appropriate, i cant remember how many countless rounds were fired at it. till we were basically shooting at a pile of clay in the ground.


i remember driving down this foresty road in the middle of butt fuck, cause we were trying to hide from the cops... they were listening to our phone calls we had figured, and to my suprise there was a group of people doing satanic rituals in the field to our left. i got out with crowbar and tried fightiong these people for at least a hour my buddy said, while he smoked cigs constantly watching for the cops. he said he saw them too but i dont know if he really did

we took apart every radio and clock in the house one time trying to find the taps in the equipment, then burned alll of it in the backyard
 
I was doing about a ball of coke a day and bunchs of e's (100%speed) after staying up for 3 days ...every night after that when i came home i would lie in bed and there was this shadow on my wall that would talk to me.. it told me its name and that it had lived in my building and used to catch pigeons...weird shit..also told me not to tell anyone or id die. I also recurrently saw a miniature lion walk across my desk and i could see its tail moving and legs...the weirdest part was that no matter how long i looked away it was still there it would just go back to where it started and walk across the desk again. Another one i had was hundreds of spiders coming down on webs from the ceiling and crawling all over me...i would look at one come down but when it was about to hit my face it would evaporate...lol fuked up shit
 
When i was a kid my sister pretty much raised me so i was always with her, my sister also sold, used and made meth, so to say the least i saw some weird shit and most of it i completely did not understand until years later when my sister could inform me on some of the things i viewed and lived through.

So as a kid one of my sisters good friend who was a very scary nazi like badass,that we will name Fluffy had a scar on the top of his head half a foot long, i many years later asked about this scar and person and this is what she told me.

Fluffy was shot up more meth then anyone i knew and liked his handgun very much, one night Fluffy was cleaning his gun in his room, once the gun was cleaned he loaded it and put one in the chamber, it was always on him and ready to go. he walked over to a chair in his room and placed the gun on the arm rest of a lazy-boy, he then walked directly across from the chair and injected a new dose into his arm, after that he looked back at the direction the chair was in and noticed the gun was about to slip off the arm rest, he rushed to grab the gun before it fell, he was to late, the gun had fell just at the right time to discharged a bullet into his forehead, he however was not on the floor bleeding out or straight up dead. Fluffy climbed into his car drove himself to the hospital where they then did surgery and removed the bullet, he was then informed that the meth in his body saved his life and without it he would have been dead initially.

And they say Hitlers dead..... thought scares me. anywho crazy shit, smoke weed.

i was told that
 
Homeboy said:
damn madhatter... you have no idea. phychedelics are nothing compared to the sheer reality and terror that is true meth hallucination after day 4-5+ of a hard binge.
anyways... phreex, i was always curious. were you living in like a neighborhood? didn't you ever get cops to the house when you were fucking unloading guns? I mean... neighbors report shit like that.
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I couldn't agree with you more. I hear voices conspiring against me almost all the time, but I've learned to block them out. I also have seen crazy stuff like a man dressed in a lion suit standing across the street taunting me. Amphetamine psychosis is like what I thought LSD would be like before I ever took it, yet very terrifying and I never really have bad trips.
 
LOLOL.... I hear people calling my name on good meth at day 1, I can't evin begin to imagine what day 4-5 is like..

Although I've been awake for 4 days on the cleanest gear known to man, and was clear-minded as I'll ever be. Just tired as fuck.

Comedown was a crash n burn though lol
 
I was coming down hard and thought the meth made my gums receed so bad that if I didn't go to the dentist that second my teeth would fall out, I cried for two hours called my dad, it was like 12am I was home alone and screamed at him about my teeth leaving out the meth part obviously... but when we hung up I thought he knew what I was doing and was coming home..l two min. later the bell rings I freak out think its the cops turn out all lights (idky) lol creep open the door, its my moms friend.. I tell her I was sleeping so she left, but she stayed outside my house for like 20min so I KNEW SHE KNEW I WAS ON IT and that she was calling the cops and standing guard incase I ran... When I finally convinced myself it was o.k... I started seeing things move all creepy n slow... than saw a flash of an old man sitting on my ladder it was scary as hell!... did that stop me from doing it again? nope swims on IT now :)
 
Stellar.Bomb said:
I was coming down hard and thought the meth made my gums receed so bad that if I didn't go to the dentist that second my teeth would fall out, I cried for two hours called my dad, it was like 12am I was home alone and screamed at him about my teeth leaving out the meth part obviously... but when we hung up I thought he knew what I was doing and was coming home..l two min. later the bell rings I freak out think its the cops turn out all lights (idky) lol creep open the door, its my moms friend.. I tell her I was sleeping so she left, but she stayed outside my house for like 20min so I KNEW SHE KNEW I WAS ON IT and that she was calling the cops and standing guard incase I ran... When I finally convinced myself it was o.k... I started seeing things move all creepy n slow... than saw a flash of an old man sitting on my ladder it was scary as hell!... did that stop me from doing it again? nope swims on IT now :)
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you shouldn't swim on meth you could get a cramp and drown.

I have some twisted meth stories, hearing music that wasn't there, audio and visual hallucinations, thinking my friends were covertly talking bad about me with me in the room and that is just the light stuff.
 
horrid story, my best mates brother (rip) use to live in fitzroy, (suburb in melbourne) and was always passionate about his ice. One friday night he had managed to score a massive bag of crystal and went home to proceed on a massive bender. By the sunday he was locked inside his house constantly screaming, for up to 3 hours we were told at the top of his lungs. His neighbor started getting worried so called the cops. They ended up going in and retrieving him with the men in white coats. 12 months later when he was finally released from the psych ward, the first thing he did was go home and grab his machete. Waltz over to his next door neighbor and as soon as he answered his door his arm was severed off. He didn't even give the time to make sure it was the same person. His old neighbor had moved house maybe 3 months after he was submitted, and a new family had moved in.

There is a reason why it's illegal and i don't understand how some people can let themselves get so close to insanity just for a high.
 
I'm not to fond of this shit. First time doing it and it was on a date with this hot girl, but sad to say I think she is an addict. She claims she is not an addict, but how she acted said it all. I can't say much because I was doing it do and sort of acting the same. It was my first time though. She's done it a lot.. It was fun while it lasted, but I feel guilty for doing it, because it really is like the worst drug in the world. I sort of feel like shit right now. We started yesterday at like 7:30pm and it is not 7:48am. I woke up at like 8am that day. I have only ate one meal. I feel really empty my body is sore and wore out, but no way can I go to sleep right now. Feels impossible, plus I still have some and I want to go ahead and finish it off so I wont have any to do when the temptations kick in. I don't feel like I could become addicted to it, at least for now. I think this is my first and last time. My mouth taste like shit. I guess I am going to be up for the rest of the day. Fuck it... I like to experiment, but this defiantly is not my choice of substance... No No No.... Short of breath also. Fuck it might at well finish it up and take on the full effect, because after that I’m done. I will still to natural substance... :)
 
CrucifyMyego462 said:
I'm not to fond of this shit. First time doing it and it was on a date with this hot girl, but sad to say I think she is an addict. She claims she is not an addict, but how she acted said it all. I can't say much because I was doing it do and sort of acting the same. It was my first time though. She's done it a lot.. It was fun while it lasted, but I feel guilty for doing it, because it really is like the worst drug in the world. I sort of feel like shit right now. We started yesterday at like 7:30pm and it is not 7:48am. I woke up at like 8am that day. I have only ate one meal. I feel really empty my body is sore and wore out, but no way can I go to sleep right now. Feels impossible, plus I still have some and I want to go ahead and finish it off so I wont have any to do when the temptations kick in. I don't feel like I could become addicted to it, at least for now. I think this is my first and last time. My mouth taste like shit. I guess I am going to be up for the rest of the day. Fuck it... I like to experiment, but this defiantly is not my choice of substance... No No No.... Short of breath also. Fuck it might at well finish it up and take on the full effect, because after that I’m done. I will still to natural substance... :)
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you should stop, brush your teeth, drink some juice maybe eat a peice of fruit (being wet helps get it down). Your body has had enough for it being your first time. lay down and watch some tv or a movie, there is no reason why you can't rest and do the rest when you wake up.

You should be careful because my sentiments almost identically mirrored yours immediately before I was using meth daily for over 2 years.
 
I have some stories about thing's I seen and heard while on meth, but the realities are much worse, which include coming very close to suicide and my arrest for being pulled over and found in possession of psuedophedrine pills, iodine and matches.But the worst was the 18 months that I served in the penitentiary.I can tell you with all sincerity that it wasn't worth it.
 
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