Pharmacology Personal Statement
I'm applying for a Pharmacology degree (or at least I'm mid-application) but I'm slightly stuck on the personal statement aspect. I'm looking for a degree with a foundation year (I didn't take Biology at A2 which pretty much rules me out of direct entry to any pharmacology degree (and though I'd like to think (without boasting) I'm significantly above average intelligence, this certainly wasn't reflected in my A-level results)), so I'm somewhat limited as to where I can apply, and I can't really say all that much about what I'm currently studying since I've been out of full time education for nigh on 3 years now.
I can express my deep passion for pharmacology, but I want to do this without implying all my knowledge and interests are based on CNS agonists/antagonists, and I HAVE to do this without preaching the merits of psychedelics.
Yes, in an ideal world it wouldn't matter, and I could go on all day about what incredible tools psychedelics can be for delving into the human psyche, quote books I've read like PiHKAL and TiHKAL, I could cite organisations like MAPS, quote papers that talk about the comparative safety of MDMA and its incredible results in therapeutic application with regards to treatment of PTSD, marital breakdown, terminal cancer patients, state my future goals and my ultimate desire to be the next Shulgin

etc. etc. etc.
Regrettably though, we don't live in an ideal world, and if I play to my strengths (pretty much all of my more in-depth knowledge of drugs and drug interactions is self taught and based around what I've needed - CNS/SSRI/MAOI interactions and the serotonin system), they're going to take one look and go "Oh, so he's a druggy. Put him in on the no pile".
What I'm trying to get at is how do I get my passion across without going "Yeah, I'm an intelligent, but drug addled potential candidate with a passion for the subject but I frequently break the law with my narcotic consumption".
I know I know I obviously wouldn't mention the fact that I DO consume psychedelic and other illegal drugs, but I'm pretty certain anyone that reads a personal statement that rambles on about the brilliance of psychedelics, the potential gains for mankind (medical and psychological gains), and focuses heavily on the serotonin system is going to be seen as suspicious if nothing else ...
One thought I had was to brush on the subject of psychosis, and feign interest in this area which would legitimately explain my interest in the serotonin system. The obvious problem I have here though is I know a lot about illicit psychedelic substances, but nothing about anti-psychotics, (either typcials or atypicals).
Also, since my knowledge is somewhat fractured and lacking in most areas, but significantly more detailed in other area's, has anyone got any suggestions as to things which might be useful to read? Books, papers, scientific journals, anything really.
Many thanks in advance guys.